Sunday, January 9, 2011

Happy Sunday

I think my body clock has already ascustomed to the mid-west work schedule, I woke up super early today so i have decided to attend the 0830 service at Maranatha Chapel.

We shall wait upon the Lord
He is the defender of the weak
the comfort for those in need.
He is the everlasting God,
who will not faint and will not grow weary
He reigns foever! Amen

Then I went for gas station to have the gas tank fully pumped, about 11 gallons :) also, I got a 5-qt T-fal jumbo pan from Sears, so cool :) Loving it. I shall make good use of it for more cooking. Too bad the kettle is out of stock.

Then it's my adventure to 99 Ranch 大华超市. This is the biggest Chinese supermarket in San Diego, you can practicailly find things you want here. Sooo excited. I bought 70% full of a push cart. kekek.

I bought myself pear, apple, oranges, tomato, mushroom, dumpling, prawn, minced pork, oyster sauce, cooking oil, big bowl set (soup spoon, saucer), steamer & milk!! I also went to Vons to get anoth pint of Haagen Daaz, this time round is Vanilla Bean :)) I now have Dark Chocolate Mint and Vanilla Bean in the fridge for my sweet tooth. 

I started my first lunch box preparation in the new place :) Fried rice: carrot, prawn, onion, bean sprout, minced pork; Onion egg; Cabbage! It taste good. hehe..


Thursday, January 6, 2011

零下17度

他们真的是疯了,现在的时间是10.32pm,大家还在EMT的仓库上班,无助和无奈的面对着老是发出警告的荧光屏,恶心啊!他们可真是工作狂!这是我7年上班来最疯狂的一次,天啊,我既帮不上忙,又不能掉队,看来待会儿不需要吃晚餐,可以直接睡觉了!明天听说7am汇合!我要晕过去了。。。

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

2011年1月3日

今天是2011年3日,我现在坐在等候厅等待着登机,据知飞机误点了,延后52分钟。在过去的一个月内,这已经是我第5次出没这个机场,一共两趟的公干和一趟的旅行;应该还没有厌倦这种飞行的日子,只不过这3趟的行程一个接着一个,我还没有机会熟悉新车的性能和把SD的路线搞清,又得要飞了!不过还是值得感恩的,若非耶和华给我机会,凭着自己我无法成就任何事。
今天也是我加入HP的5周年纪念,时光飞逝,不知觉我已经在这儿待了5个年头。谢谢上帝一路以来的带领,间中我埋怨了不少,但是上帝从来没有撇弃我,他的时间永无误。虽然他没应许天色常蓝,但他应许行走有能力,日子如何,力量必如何,玫瑰有刺,偶尔会扎手,但那刺使玫瑰更漂亮,更迷人。最近有机会与一些人聊天,他们为着我能到美国上班而惊讶,毕竟加州的失业率高;他们说我一定是很聪明,很精灵,不然HP不可能把我带过来。我自个儿有多少斤两我清楚得很,这完全是上帝的祝福,不是我做了什么,而是我的上帝是位全能的主!为我感恩咧!
我希望未来我在HP能能够有另一个5、10年(虽然我遇上的两个经理都劝我就拿到绿卡后赶紧转换工作)。对我而言,金钱不是全部,工作的环境、同事和挑战应是更重要的考虑因素。2011年,我估计这一年工作上将会有许多的挑战,看着老板们野心大的计划,同事们都觉得吃不消。我希望我能在专业上继续学习成长,也能在与同袍的相处上更有爱心和真实,愿上帝赐我一个坚韧而且喜乐的心,在过程中时时倚靠他;还有就是不要太被工作消耗,不然什么生活素质都没有了。
今早我考车去了,失败了,有点泄气河失望。当我看到那考官时,我就知道他的人不好搞,果然没看走眼!他那不友善的开场白让我很战兢得开着车子,我已经尽力了;不过我觉得他很严格,专挑我的小毛病。其实我觉得我本应该过关,哎,都是我的错,不可以怪人!他的严谨能保护所有公路使用者的安全,这是很好的。好吧,希望下回我能小心并能顺利过关,为我祷告咧!
从2010年的最后一天至今天,我再次体会人间的温情和冷漠。Sjuan很好意的让我借宿两晚,她贴心的照顾让‘无家可归’的我倍感安慰。从我们的交谈中,我注意到她对他人的无私与关怀,她对他人的需要极为敏感。Sjuan在UCSD从事研究工作,到SD将近8年,曾经有段日子因着公司倒闭而失业,后来又重新回到校园作研究。哦,我再次感受研究生涯的甘苦,虽然不能深刻体会,但却能引起共鸣。
搬进去新的住处,将东西摊开摆下,感觉棒极了,终于暂时(至少6个月)无需搬家!Sjuan和Andrew很好意的陪我到附近的Costco买日用品,这样的好意让我很不好意思。这体现了出外靠朋友的真理。对了,他们是EFC教会的弟兄姐妹。
屋主似乎不像那种不诚实的人,但她临时调高我的房租确实让我对他失去信任。我今天才发现,他们可真怪,将房子的4间房间租出去,然后两母子一个睡在小房间,一人睡在attic,屋主周间都不在家,所以儿子是当家。
我并非是一个超爱干净的人,但我无法忍受太肮脏的厨房用具和环境,所以我决定自掏腰包买新的烘烤机、锅、煮开水器、以及用自己的餐具。可能是‘怕死’心理,但是我希望自己住的舒服些,吃的安全,活得健康。公干回来才进货吧!
我不知道自己是否抱怨太多,也许我多心了,我再度感觉到NT的冷漠。她变得客气多了,也有所保留;我确实不知道到底是她的性格本是如此,还是我过度敏感。她让我赶紧更新我所有的邮寄地址,包括证件和官方来往的信件住址;我晓得这是我应该做的,我也在31日时开始更新。对我来说,唯有官方信件较为重要,其他的我可以afford 弄丢,所以我需要一个较为永久的寄址,不然这老是搬家,重要的信件弄丢了该怎么办。我晓得我不应该贪这种方便,别人也没有义务帮我,哪怕我无法找着好心人助我一臂之力?没关系啊,我不希望关系搞僵,只是觉得怪怪的;也许就如S皇后所说,可能她就是那种没有big heart帮助人的人,所以不要太在意。对啊,我也只想在这里抱怨一下,我还是希望交这位朋友,毕竟她也给予我一些方便,还是要感谢她呢。好了,希望未来的关系能因着我们不是房东和租客的关系而加以改善。
昨天我致电回家给我亲爱的侄女们(侄儿拒绝讲电话),好想他们,也好想抱抱他们,我发现他们的表达能力进步了,太开心了!他们俩将在明日上学,楷乐上小一,与晨上豆豆班,尧尧呢,应该是K1了;听说悦晨已是一个大宝宝了!感谢主!
还有约30分钟我们就可以飞往芝加哥,然后再转机到绿湾‘Green Bay’,0下14度,我应该会冻僵,皑皑的白雪,我来了!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Life saving @ SD

第一次在美国捐血!我在离开新加坡3个月前捐了一次血,所以当我知道SD有个捐血运动,我也不落人后。


叫我意外的是我们得在巴士上捐血!呵呵,好不一样的经历啊!我察觉到不是很多人报名,估计可以qualify捐的人应该很少。Why?可能和如此性开放的社会有关系,毕竟捐血者需要fulfill一些条件。

 还是岛国的福利较好,捐血后可以喝Milo,吃蛋糕!对了,那护士并没有帮我注射一些麻醉药就将大大的针孔插入我的血脉,还好没把我们吓昏!



Miracle @ Columbia Gorge (OR, WA)

   

几年前去过了Multnomah Falls,我还是想自己开车去,出差期间不必担心一切的费用如车油,饮食,住处等;呵呵,那就是出差的好处,边看世界,边工作,虽然工作不是如想象中的悠闲,但还可以啊,富有挑战和难度! 

上午遇上了一位陌生人,她告诉我如果要去Columbia Gorge,一定要到Bridge of the gods,因为那里的景色太美了。




虽然下着雨,实在不是观赏游每景色的好季节,既然我不常到Portland,我还是决定开车去了。一路上沿着Columbia River,绵绵细雨,美丽极了,若是有阳光那会更好!

不知觉我开了约90分钟,在bridge的那端,我犹豫了,不知道应不应该开过桥去,还需要还toll呢。既然来的,索性冒险开过去!这惊喜太美好了,原来听闻已久的Skamania lodge 就在WA的那一段,过了桥就算是过的州界限,我到了Washington state!

这个county名为Stevenson.很幽静的小镇,风景好迷人,好宽阔的河流和山脉,上帝的创造何其美妙雄壮!我再度穿上我的雨衣去照相和在河边小走一段路!当时的心情是很兴奋的,庆幸自己没有因着天气的不佳和路途的遥远而却步,反之这眼前的一切告诉我是值得的!下回我希望在夏天到此一游!


回去的路途上的机遇叫我难忘。我承认自己有点心急喝疏忽,但若非耶和华的眷顾和保守,我想我应该没有健康的生命气息继续活着!Oregon的雨水不断,公路也潮湿些,尽管一般的车速都比加州来得慢,但速度还是很惊人!眼前的大卡车有点碍眼,加上若尾随着它或开在它旁边,它会将路上的水喷在我的大镜上,很不安全;所以我拿定主意要超越它。就这样,我加速想要越过它!


 就在那刹那,由于速度加上风速,它把我吹向公路的分界缇(road divider),我潜意识踩了煞车器,我可以清楚看到我的车子如S的形状滑行,不是撞向分界缇,就是大卡车,心想完蛋了!感谢神,我并没有松手,我反而把驾驶盘抓得很紧,几秒钟过去,卡车离我远去,但车子还是继续摇摆。我处在两条单向公路的中间,然后我看见后面的车子从我左右近距离得路过,尽然没有撞着!过后所有的车子继续行驶,似乎没有任何事情发生。这难道不是奇迹吗?除了是上帝的作为,他的宏恩,我不知还能说什么!

话说回来,我竟然没有被吓着松开双手,也没有落泪,只是很吃惊的继续开着车向前行没,仿佛就像一场梦,我反复回想刚才的情景,真的很惊险!

我的生命是上帝赐的,所以我要单单为他而活!

若你有机会读这一篇博客,请也为我向上帝说声谢谢,因为这真的是他奇妙的恩典!

p/s 我在学习自拍。呵呵。

Freezing Moment @ Portland , OR

周末的Portland到处是雨水,我有点神经质,为了justify我所买的雨衣,我拒绝拿雨伞,所以我套上我那红雨衣,穿上靴子在downtown行走!虽然很冷,但很写意,呵呵,到处你可以看到人人披上雨衣在街上溜达。


我见Pioneer Square有个室外tube concert,所以我也疯狂的凑上一份,喝着热烘烘的星巴克咖啡,在寒冷的大雨中站了1.5个小时!难得有机会在如此的情景享受圣诞乐曲,0度的气温加上雨水,这经历不错吧!老实说,我忘记自己会因此感冒,所以没有顾忌的在外待了几个小时,连午餐都没有吃!呵呵

夜晚,约了George和DChai吃中餐!好开心啊,也许是饿坏了,觉得食物特别好吃,热腾腾的中餐,赞!

 

过后我和DChai到Grotto去赏灯。每逢感恩节到圣诞节,他们都会以耶稣诞生的故事来装饰这个花园,然后会有诗班在教堂里献诗。

 

在同一天里,我体会到两种不同的方式来欢庆耶稣基督的诞生。据说如果在白天游花园,可以搭电梯上瞭望台看整个Portland的市貌,好吧,看看下回有没有机会再参观Grotto!

Shopping Craze @ Woodburn, OR

我疯狂了在那儿瞎拼了6个小时,很夸张。哈哈。我必须强调,我没有乱买东西,我只是买了那些我需要而且在Oregon没有销售税,比起加州便宜些。呵呵。MYL说我是branded kid,我茨口否认,不过那些都是good deal,打折的名牌商品!

我的Oregon行之战利品如下:
Columbia的运动外套、寒衣、雨衣、hiking鞋、帽子
Northface的背包
Oakley的太阳镜、背包
Esprit的裤子、衣服
Adidas的跑步鞋
Coach的皮包、wristlet
Clinique的眼霜
Timex的 radio clockl
Uniden的电话
Samsonite的行李箱



哇,乍看之下,我应该已经花超过600元!应该还可以吧 。

有一件值得感恩的事情。12/15日当我们急着赶搭8.10pm的班机时,大哥MYL问我要不要一同用餐然后再前往机场。我们就约在Woodburn见面,因为我得去更换我的背包。当我们开心着要开车到Portland机场时,我的车钥匙在车厢里,我被locked out了!天哪! 我所有的东西都在车里头!

看看手表,5.30pm, 我真的不知道搞怎么办,还好MYL较冷静,他急忙用他的smart phone看我们可以联络谁。Hertz? BarB? DanK? 还好他是AAA会员,所以他向他们求助;由于AAA需要他的证件,所以他必须在现场 (其实他大可把我留在WB然后开着他的租借车前往机场,但是他并兵没有丢下我。他通知的他的妻子我们也许今晚回不了SD,要多待一晚)。

在等待AAA来的当儿,大哥开始探讨几个scenario,万一我们赶不上飞机该怎么办,通知Alaska Airline换班机,找酒店。就在我们很担心的时刻,AAA在6.15pm出现了,工作人员用了5分钟就打开了,真的感谢神!接下来就是要冲到机场!距离机场约1小时车程,可能赶不及了,所以尽管下着不小的雨,我们两辆车飞驰在公路上,真的有点紧张!7.15pm, 我们抵达机场,还了车,马上check in.  7.35pm. We made it!!! 我们赶快的到Starbuck买了饮料和面包登机!那天我还真有点无奈,不管是等还车,check in, screening甚至是买咖啡,都得要等!MYL以广东话说了一句:样衰。我真的是无语!

感谢上帝的保守,我们能平安、及时地抵达机场并且能够安全的回到SD,好一个ADVENTURE阿!

在美国的第一个生日

我已经不记得我是否有在外地渡过生日,生日的真正意义是什么呢?感谢你依然能够存活?暗自欣喜有人的确记得你的生日?感叹自己又年长(=成熟)了?还是就如平日一样,没有什么特别?

我不觉得自己是仙人。被人‘记得’的感觉是很好的,挺comforting的;毕竟这证明自己不是透明人,至少还有人在那一霎那、那一天想起你,小女子本是凡人一位。

FB的寄语很多,没有感到很温馨,总觉得要不是那右边的birthday Calendar 在作怪,你的朋友的记性应该不会那么好。呵呵。若是可以的话,写封电邮、寄卡或发简讯,贴心多了,能触动我的心弦,抱歉,我的要求高。呵呵。

12/6生日当天,当然得要上班!会议排得满满的,但很充实。午间没有外出食用,就与Barb, SteveA, TonyK, JonC到cafeteria用餐聊天。由于JonC不舒服,所以我和DChai到Big River喝cocktail,吃汉堡和巧克力蛋糕!接着又与taiHui夫妇一起逛walmart.累坏了!

没有很疯狂的庆生但我内心是充满感恩的。因为上帝的恩典并没有在生日那天才特别多,他每日所浇灌的恩惠数之不尽,他送我的礼物远超过我所应得的。

当12/7 晚餐后JonC问我昨日如何庆生,我说就如往常,没什么特别;他和SteveA应该以为我还是 mid 20's的黄毛Y头。

当然啦,因着出差的缘故,报公帐吃了自己爱吃的食物。编按:BarbM知道我会在Big River 享用一顿好的,所以我并没有违背上司和公司的条例。还有,她为着我需要在陌生的环境(又加上出差)渡过生日而感到抱歉。

其实我还好,即使人在SD,我还是会感觉冷漠,因为我所亲近所熟悉的家人和朋友都远在新加坡和马来西亚;我不需要一个生日庆祝会,甚至不需要切蛋糕,也许这就是依恋、就是想念吧!二哥和二嫂其实在我到SD前已买了个蛋糕为我庆生,大嫂和姐姐也发简讯祝贺生日,至少当我的朋友忘记我的时候,我还有上帝赐我家人!不过,我没有那么可怜,还是有许多很温馨的生日祝语!

友人CY与我分享了一句话:自知者明,自信者强。自信的根基在哪儿呢?我愿意建立在耶稣基督里面,透过上帝更认识自己,晓得他在我生命中美好的计划;因着在基督里有智慧、爱、盼望和喜乐,愿那能成为一种自信,成为世界的光!我们很难能逃过他人的眼光,要在这多变的世界继续持守上帝的教诲需要更加倍努力和坚持!

不过嘛,我挺感恩自己能在过去的一年经历了许多的挑战和转变,我知道接下来的历练会更多,要好好倚靠仰望那为我们创始成终的耶稣!

Sweet Little Town - Corvallis

I have not been blogging for almost 2 weeks. Why? Because I was on the business trip and yes, it is more tiring than I thought. I think I didn’t have enough sleep. Did I work too hard or in retrospect, I play too much? Nope, I wasn’t at all.

Corvallis
 It is a nice sweet little town, located 2 hrs away from Portland Airport in Oregon. Why I like Oregon? Because it is tax free and I can do lots shopping there. Ha. I am crazy. Yes? People like to say this, work at Washington (Vancouver site) and spend $$ at Oregon (Corvallis site). Because in WA, there is no income tax but sales tax AND in OR, there is no sales tax but income tax. Guess where I work and stay? California!! CA has high income tax and high sales tax!!

We arrived on Sunday and it wasn’t raining. Well, it started to rain the second onwards. The fact about Corvallis (or rather Oregon) is that… it rains consecutively for 8 months and you’ll get a beautiful summer for 4 months! It rains all day, even at night :) the driving speed in CRV is slower, about 55 mph whereas in CA, people drive at least 70mph. and on normal road, CA residents drive 55mph instead of 25/35 mph. Isn't it crazy?! Hoho.

I like the Corvallis office more, the surrounding. So big!! I heard once it housed 7k people and now it only has 1500 people since they close down the wafer fabrication line and lay off people. Essentially the 2 biggest employers in CRV is Hewlett Packard and OSU (Oregon State University). So the WFR (workforce reduction) in HP was a bad hit to the CRV residents. Many were unemployed and they have to move elsewhere. Yes, US is not Singapore, you move because of a job assignment.

I am so grateful to God as I get to meet the nice people there although I am really like, know nobody there! I had a great meet up with the WS folks there (under my hiring manager Barb and we will be working as a team on the same product line). They are so nice and kind to me. Really. Thank God for the good favour!

First is SteveA. He is real kind and patience. I will be working with him on the critical solution whereby we need to have it installed in our press machines since there is great market demand. He coached me from the very basic introduction on the press to the tedious procedure of sending test files! My first few weeks down here in SD wasn’t as fruitful as this! He walked me thru the stuffs, inform me on the potential counterparts. You know the best part is.. since the press schedule is so tight and we can only run the test from 5-10pm. He actually worked till 1040pm with us on Wednesday night and he was there at 8am at the press the very next day. He is so hard core. Hoho. I am glad that I get to work with him. He is such a systematic and organized engineer!~ Oh yes, he likes to wear Columbia brand apparel, from shirt to pant to his shoe. haha.

MikeS. He is a pretty serious engineer. He is a man of few words. SteveA, MikeS and myself will be working as a team to develop and qualify the solution. MikeS just got back from his disability. Hmm he likes paragliding and he joined competition. I heard 3 months back, he fell off unto a cliff and almost paralysed. So it is a miracle that he survived!! Even the doctors commented that the chances of recovery is slim. Well, he made it!!

DonM. At first I was very clueless when he shared those technical info. So I have decided to schedule a 1:1 session with him for him to go over some basic training on the things he worked on. He has kindly agreed to. The session went well and now I am able to catch some ball. ;p I was sitting with DonM during the IHPS celebration, as I spotted that his kids has Chinese look, so I thought his wife is Chinese. As I bluntly asked about it, he told me that his 2 kids are Korean, adopted children. He has no qualms in sharing those personal stuffs and he told me about the homeschooling. I asked him why? He said he is Christian and he and wife believe in home schooling. Has our bible ever taught us that? I am unsure.

TonyK. I didn’t have a very good impression on him whenever I saw him over the videoconference. Because he always walked out whenever we talked about Mobius. It was a nice surprise that we actually chatted and he is also a soft spoken guy. He is now in Italy. Haha. He was also patience enough to tell me the issues they face at vendor.

JimK. Hoho. I heard he was a manager but he doesn’t like people management, so now he is the so called architect and consultant. He is quite knowledgeable and maybe a bit aloof. Haha. He always like to dress like a soccer coach and true enough, he is an assistant football coach. I asked him what it takes to become one and he said: talented son! I think to a certain extent, he was quite friendly to me. I was hogging SteveElgee’s cube since he is always not in. so when SteveE was back last Tues and I have to move away from his cube, JimK asked SteveE why did he take my cube? Ha. So amusing.

JoeS. After a few email correspondence, I do not think he is friendly. Ya, the first few days he didn’t talk to me and I thought he is quite of quiet as a person. During staff meeting, I can see his frustrations. So we schedule a session to talk about colorcal. Hehe. He wasn’t as cold as I thought. In fact, he is quite a nice guy too and he told me those background of the current system. Wow, he had a master in color science on hp fellowship. Cool ah. Anyway, I will need more guidance from him in future.

AprilS. She is the only lady engineer in the team. She has a reminder every 15min to tell her to take a break. When the pop up shows up, the monitor just freeze and she is not allowed to do anything. Interesting feature. April is the youngest in their team though she is still older than me. Ha. She has a unique feature and it seems to be that she is quite sporty. She taught me some plot creation stuffs. She is a icy queen. kekeke

Who else did I not mention? SteveE? BarbM? BillFisher? GeorgeR?

BarbM sits with the rest of her engineers. I am amazed by the open conversations. Effectively everyone else can hear what you said in your cube, even the 1:1 session is done at her cube. Hoho. I am still unsure would it be better for her to be my manager or Bill? Hoho. Again, I believe all things happen for a good purpose at the right time.


Trust the Lord always!