Today is my last work day for yr2006 in HP =) Wow, time flies and we are now coming to an end for the year liao...

God is indeed gracious and He has blessed me abundantly at work and in life.

I am thankful for ...

work
1. knowledge i.e. color science, print pipeline, print system, scan pipeline etc. These are all cool stuffs!!
2. exposure... my first ever US trip to San Diego
3. nice WS colleagues... glad to be part of them and many of them are approachable, kind, willing to teach and share their knowledge and experiences.
4. prestige which current job brings
5. nice and flexible enviroment
6. aws & cbp... after 3 years of working
7. a place to work out
8. motivation and bonus today every 1 or 2 day... though it is kinda heartaching
9. able to deal with colors
10. able to involve in R&D... going thru the process, DOE, brainstorming, grading, discussion etc

Church & FES
1. Cg17 has not been an easy ministry but we thank God that the change was good and gonna to be better
2. reminding me to be humble and possess a servant attitude
3. good pastors for leading my church and sharing their visions with us
4. a bunch of good brothers and sisters who are willing to support me in any ways
5. solid liturgy course which i appreciate the tradition and witness the union and fellowship with Roman Catholic
6. nice LTC which triggles much thought
7. opportunities, abilities, perseverance and capabilities to serve God
8. a home where i can grow spiritually and physically
9. deeper sharing amongst the bro n sis
10. a cell group was established after 40days..

Family
1. Good health for everyone incl myself
2. Kor has gotten married and I have another sis-in-law
3. Ernst was born and he is healthy!! God's miracle
4. love, care, concern, peace and joy in the family
5. a room..privacy...
6. jie has wanted to go back to church
7. closely knitted family

life
1. desire and ability to love and be loved
2. obedient, defiance and submission to God
3. wisdom for daily live
4. able to do what i want to
5. able to feel angry and upset with God
6. God's forgiveness and mercy on me

there are too much blessings.. cant even finish counting it..haha.. or rather, i am too forgetful, cant remember.. getting old

I look forward to next year, feeling nervous and excited abt it though i know many things will ramp up as fast as it could. But i trust that God will provide what I need as His name is Jehovah Jireh!!

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travel agent called. Flight is delayed by 3 hrs.. what is this crap!! 4 am in the morning... siao liao...

Hmm was kinda unsettled again. Perhaps I am overwhelmed by the changes and the ripple effects which it has brought.

I feel self-contained and I am thankful as somehow I am able to channel it out. I am going to fail myself soon.

Saw this and it is kinda encouraging
2 Cor 6:10 sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.
His timely comfort again!!!

Miracle

We see God's miracle at home!!!

Kaiyao is a healthy baby and we truly thankful for God's grace and blessings.

Cheong's big day tomorrow.

Our family will never be the same :)

You have got a choice to think what you want to think, to say what you want to say and more importantly, do what you want to do. That's scary uh...

Pls, Lord. pls guide my heart, my soul and my mind...

I am getting more and more vulnerable and weaker...

我们所信的耶稣基督 - 超越先知，更胜过天使，且过于摩西

所以，我应对生活有盼望，因为我所信的上帝是全能的父，无人能及的永在的主宰！

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取自《 Improving Your serve: The art of unself Living》, by Charles R. Swindoll

Salt and Light
Matthew 5：13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

13 你们是世上的盐。盐若失了味，怎能叫他再咸呢？以後无用，不过丢在外面，被人践踏了。14 你们是世上的光。城造在山上是不能隐藏的。 15 人点灯，不放在斗底下，是放在灯台上，就照亮一家的人。16 你们的光也当这样照在人前，叫他们看见你们的好行为，便将荣耀归给你们在天上的父。

何谓盐？
1. 调味所用，没有声音，没有颜色
2. 需要从瓶中撒出去，平均分散在各地：这提醒基督徒要分散，不要一味的聚在自己的团体里
3. 增加味道： 人不会说“这是好盐”。反之，人会说“这食物很可口”。
4. 与其他调味料不同，不能被仿造：它有它的特色，要用了才知道它有多好用

何谓光？
1. 它是沉默的，没有噪音，没有飞溅的火花，没有零乱的标语：它是如此单纯的发光，像一座灯塔，向四方八面绽放光芒
2. 光是引路的，没有字，没有讲章：耶稣说别人看到我们的行为，没说别人听到我们
3. 光吸引注意力：当你在暗室中打开灯，你不需要叫别人看你，人们会自动注视着你

May we always remind ourselves that we are the salt and the light of the world. Jesus did not say we resemble (像) the light & salt but we ARE the light & salt

What will happen if a shepherd is a bit inconsiderate and self-centred?

I could not imagine this, I feel that it is just not right. Not right for them to think and act like that. Sigh...

How are they going to take care of the sheeps in future? I wonder :( It is very scary that a shepherd behaves insensitive and do not feel the needs of the sheeps around him. How can this be happen? It's gonna to be tough :(


:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Counting down...

Hmm now we are counting down...

Awaiting for kaiyao's arrival. Hope the delievery is smooth and both WC and him are safe and healthy...
Tai Sun Hung's second son is getting married on 11th Nov!

Everybody in the family need to adapt to the changes. In fact, these two are good changes :) It is a happy thing to share

I need to learn to get used of the absence of kor, chances of having meals together & chit chatting will be reduced significantly. I think emotionally I am kinda attached to him since young.

Kaiyue has grown up and she is such a lovely toddler. We all lover her very much and she is kinda smart and cheeky. Hee :) I sincerely hope that both Kaiyao and Kaiyue will grow and become a God-centred people in Christ.

Does it mean I can have my room soon? Haa... Dunno ler...

Roger shared this to a few if us...

When your request is wrong, God says NO
When it is not God's timing, God says WAIT
When you are wrong, God says GROW

When your request is right, and when it is God's timing and when you are right, God says GO

Although this is a bit 老掉牙, it is still very true.

See Ye Kingdom first :)

It was a pretty cool long weekend

Watching 'World Trade Centre' with colleagues. Hee... First time hanging out with SW people, hmm they are quite different. Haa... Felt very sinful as that Carl's jr burger is not jr at all. So oily but the Onion ring is yummy, so does the Frappe grape + Sprite drink. I hardly have gassy drink nowadays.

Then it was Lishi Eval cum planning day
WTC reminded me again that loved ones, frens and comrades around us are the persons who keep us going and these are the people who encourage you, who hurt you, who kick you, who comfort you, who bring joy and sorrow to your life. Without their presence in your life, you wont be who you are today :)
Though the eval was a bit lengthy but I guess most had a great time. The game session was fun too! It was a time for those who labour in the house of the Lord or rather those under the BPMC Lishi umbrella to come together, plan and pray for the ministry. It was sweet!!

Sunday, nothing much. Had a sweet sleep since niece is not sleeping beside me. Haa...

Kor is back so 4 of us gathered at the living room, jotting down those names who parents want to invite for the wedding lunch. It was kinda fun and heart-warming. I enjoy this family time. Then chaffeuring kor around to distribute the card. At night, we had yummy dinner and durian and bao!!! Hee... ate too much for Monday but who cares...

I feel that the time was superb and I treasure it a lot. How sweet it is!!

Yesterday (24th Oct )it was baby Heidi's full mth thankgiving event. Apparently I am one of the 2 FRIENDs whom the couples invited. Felt so honoured haha.. But I feel so alone since I do not know their relatives and churchmates. But I am glad to have XY as good friend for 7 years liao. How time flies :0)

All in all, I truly feel that I am blessed my God in great way though sometimes God has not given me what I asked. I feel quite xinfu.

Oh Lord our God, how excellent Your name is...

What a nice song :)

Hmm i feel a bit bitter... when is my turn?
I long for that kind of lifestyle and enviroment... when? when ? when?

I feel so xianmu... xianmu ... xianmu... 3-6mths is good enuff...,

xing...

Miss the days of teasing and being teased...

Miss the days of playing basketball and lanterns...

Miss the days of silly chat and jokes...

Miss the days of riding the bike..voom voom voom... at UKM...

Glad to see him after 4 years, I think. Hee... =) Still as smart and cheeky as before. Tall, fair and look smart! He smokes but still look good and cool. So many years and so much things had happenned, sometimes cant really relate to one another's lives... Sad but still, glad to meet him again!!!

I just pray that one day, we can find our happiness in His time and In His will

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没有任何事大到神无法成就；同样也没有任何事小到神不理会!
Nothing is too big till God cant accomplish; likewise nothing is too trivial that God would have ignore!

Dr Ravi...
You are too good to be kept in the cold storage...

Justin...
You do not know means you are not close enough. You should not even thought of relating and getting together...

Tears almost come out... with Sake in her cup, she swallowed it and hope to face the reality bravely though it is kinda pain. Heart sank...

What a story... sounds so heartbreaking and painful. I am sentimental kind of people, i feel it too :( *sob sob*

Kaiyue is unwell since Monday... poor bb... She has been coughing and having nightmares for the past 2 nights. When i heard her cough, i feel so pain...

Last night, it got worse. She had fever and the grandma and I woke up to sayang her and feed her medicine. When grandma was away to prepare medicine, two of us quickly prayed twice. Kaiyue is a sensible and smart baby, she knows that God will protect her and heal her. Then she calmed down n cried no more. After that, maybe due to the medicine effect, she slept sound till this morning... Lord, please heal her. She is such a lovely toddler :)

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Then I have such thought... I might not be able to have mine if it is meant to be like that. Sound so scary and disappointing but I know i will have to accept it and be submissive to God's plan

Teach me, Lord...

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Thankful for HY as she is such a good coach at work. She analysed the issue together with me and discussed the possible metric to use. What a nice lady!!

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其实要看到整幅画是不容易的，你需要时间和耐心去等候，而它会慢慢的呈现在你的眼前，待你去欣赏这其中的美好！

要晋级到更深的一个层次实在不是说说而已，要达到心理和生理上的平衡更不在话下。我期待着奇迹，我等候从神那里来的平安和力量，唯有他是永远称为王的主宰！

yayay, was on DOE course. It is a pretty interesting and useful course. DOE aka Design of Experiment, basically it is abt how do you design & optimize an experiment cum analysing the data. Prof Goh is knowledgable and possess good presentation skills. Therefore we never fall asleep halfway... haha... 2 more days to go :)

Feel happy as get to lead worship wid fellow sis this coming Sunday. I paint it as a colorful and nice picture. It is so good to have served God with others esp with the younger ones. Lalal.. this week xinyi and yuantying are going to lead worship tog with me... Look forward to the chemistry!!! and I pray that Holy spirit works within us and the congre!!

Hmm happy happy as I had a relax day yesterday. Enjoy the walk with a cold breeze, taking own sweet time to walk and never in a rushing mode. shopping... movie... hehe... thank God for a good and happy day though it is just a normal day!! =)

Hmm 时间真的过得很快，日复一日，又是周末了！

随着同事的分娩，工作也开始急促和忙碌。。。

生活压力和困扰也接踵而来。。。

我该选择怎么样的态度去面对呢？

Forbidden City

I think part of the reason I want to watch this musical is bcoz of Kit Chan. I went yesterday! :) I thought overall it was quite nice tho some voices cracked. Hee... Hosan Leong and another guy are quite funny. I get to know cixi better but probably the producer has painted a way too beautiful picture of her. ANyway I think Dick Lee is talented also. Ok, worth the $$$! Yaya!

Hee... come to think of it, i watched a few since last Sept... Sound of music, West Side Story, Cabarret, and Forbidden City. What's next?!

Actually the whole storyline also tell us what our world like today. We dun like to know the plain truth, we prefer juicy news and something abnormal like tragedy. Tsk tsk... so the media only write what the readers want to read instead of the real truth! Sigh...

power, authority, fame, gold and many more. Is that what you want when you are on earth?

God's work is not only manifested in Success and prosperity but can be also accomplished in disappointment and setbacks.

I see how He works in my family, work, friends, church and personal life. He knows my need.

Thank You Lord :)

"The most important journey of discovery is about you yourself. The university is where you begin to cut the cord that binds you to your parents, not that you should abandon them or your family, but to begin to fly on your own." - NTU President Dr Su Guaning

I am thankful that I am part of Nantah. Lots if fond memories during my NTU days. God has been faithful and forgiving. He showered His blessings upon me throughout my 4 years in NTU. THere were times when I was about to give up but God has never forsaken me!

Wonderful God

thanks to the hotel network. All is gone when it was d/c juz now.

Anyway, i think now it's the tiem to count my blessings. God is indeed gracious and merciful to me. I am well taken care and experiencing alot here. What a fruitful trip. I truly appreciate everyhing He has given to me. Thank you, Lord.

I am thankful for the PICS people I met. Howard, Bill, Patrick, Lyn, Mike, Young, Charlie, Adrian... CBP folks: Melvin, Will, Kesh, George, Karen... Deirdre, Max and ya, Daniel Wee & Ada of coz.

This is only a start and I guess long way ahead :) I know my redeemer lives and He is gonna to carry me thru everything!

Last evening in Hilton Garden Inn..just finish packing..hahah.... gdgdg.. so happy...

Bye, San Diego. I will be back! But i hope i go portland first before coming here. :)

Day 5 & 6

What a tiring trip... hehe... we are overworked!!! ;p

Met otto and folks for pipeline stuffs. Hmmm again I must say taht they appear to be very sincere and helpful! Kinda suprised but really appreciate their kind thoughts. Hope thing will go well in future as we set up the model. Had lunch at Shien Osaka again... Yummy jap food. Oh... they scheduled me to work with Howard on Monday 730am. Hmm he is a veteran with 35 yrs experiences in HP!!! 35 yrs... haha... I am not yet born. Gosh, I am getting a bit anxious and nervous wrt the learning session. Thank God that I had the courage to tell them that I am new and not familiar with many stuffs. Hope they pardon me for asking not so intelligent qns. I guess it is always good to let them know where I am so that they can set the expectatation towards me more appropriately.

Last night we went to Balboa Park. Wowo, a nice park wid many museums in that surrounding. Then there is this Giant Church Organ... i think it is roughly 50 times the normal organ size. So cool!! Too bad there wasn't a concert yesterday. Nvm, I will catch the cncert if i come to SD next round...kekek.. later on, we drove to downtown and we saw the pirate ship. It was kinda let when we reached there. So din get to visit the ship mesuem. We had nice seafood dinner at Sea village. The breeze was sooooo cooling sia...

This morning we woke up quite early as I have to rushed for my Kayak tour at La Jolla Cove ;p Kinda exciting as going to kayak in the Ocean pacific!! Kekeke... I had fun. We saw brown leopard shark, Dolphin, sea lion and Orange color fish! So nice!!!! What a wonderful experince... first time getting so close to those creatures... Then we kayak to the cave... Had some tan... alamak..

Then we had mexican food for lunch. Eh... I dun quite like it but ok lar, good to taste it at least once. Mt Soledad is a awesome place. At the tip of the mountain, we can hv a 360 view at San Diego... It is a war memorial place also, and a BIg white Cross is standing up there! Torres Pine is another scenic place, along ocean pacific also. our God is the creaor of Heaven and earth. I feel so so so tiny as I compare myself to the universe. God is so faithful as He takes care of everything in the earth.

Thank You Lord, our almighty God. You are indeed powerful as I admire Your creation!!!

Today

Day 3 @ SD

I thought today is a bit fruitful

We went in to the office quite early. Howard is nice, he walked us thru those plots n told us the limitatain etc etc. Sound so chim... then the meet up wid Bill open my eyes. Hmm he is quite direct and honest. Actually i kinda respect him.

Then we had a late lunch wid deidre and Melvin. Finally get to meet Mel... hahha... Went to Island for American food, that is Burger!! The HULA beef burger is so yummy!! Kekek... then at night we went Outback Steakhouse for steak again!! Kkeke... been eaing alot, sucks, sure gain weight.

The visit to CBP was cool also. Get to meet ink/pen people. The office there is alot moe bigger than BPD. Then we discuss some project related issues. Wowo, good input again.

Really thankful as I get to learn more each day ;p Terima Kasih, Tuhan!

Day 2 @ Bernado, SD

Gosh... what i wrote juz now was gone due to this sickening network!!! Ah well, nvm...

US30 per meal, that's alot. Anyway, i hope I do not overeat =) Had Shien Osaka & Charlie's Fortune Cookies @ Bernado Plaza, Athen Cafe @ Carmel Mountain. Hmm what's next? ;p

Went PICS today. Thank God that AIO team ppl are kinda nice, helpful and knwoledgable, not as bad and unfrenly as i thought. HY & SS are equally good also. I am grateful for the exposures. Hee... more to come...

yes, I get to drive today! First time driving on the right side... eheheh.. I was so nervous ;p ;p Thank God, we are safe

SD =)

Finally I am here in SD.. after hrs of flight. Hee... Still feel quite tiring... thank God for the opportunity and the protection!!!

Forget to bring laptop adapter... how how how? Cant expect SD ppl lend me one right? arghhh... Then my baggage lock and handle are spoilt.. argh... what a day... okok, stay cool

Laern to appreciate the nice surrounding.. it is very cooling here... hehe... lalalal

随走随写

This is the article which I wrote for my recent Youth Convention trip @ HKCU. It has been publiched in CAC news :) I thought it would be nice if i post here also... enjoy reading

<< 嗦罗 aka Solo >>
夜晚，尽管是细雨纷飞，地面崎岖，多处的烂泥积水，都不足以让我们豁免在马鞍山上经历野外独处；大会就是拼了老命都要大伙上山。几经折腾，终于在凌晨2时半抵达山顶。就这样，雨衣，垃圾袋，寒衣，维他奶和小面包陪伴我在草丛中度过了两个时辰。抬头一望，漆黑的夜空，躲在云层后的星星，凉爽清新的空气，就只有这些。静默了片刻，就睡着了。5时左右，天亮了，进入眼帘的景色美极了！昨夜的辛苦没有白费，是值得的！试想，如果我没看见如此美景，我还会赞美感谢神么？神就是那么样的全知全能，知道我们常常会被眼前的事物所蒙蔽导致怨声四起，岂不知他已将最好的东西摆在后头，待我们去经历和发现。那我还为我的未来操什么心呢?!


<< 走进人群 >>
手提着清洁剂，手套，布，冬菇等，我们一行4个人到湾仔一户年过八旬的夫妇家中进行社区服务！乍看一下，屋子还挺宽敞和整齐，生活条件可算不错。老奶奶像总司令般的指挥我们做这做那，一点也不客气。当我爬高抹穿户时，心中感慨万分。身为基督徒，我们口口声声说爱神爱人，若不愿放下身段服务周遭的人（哪怕是陌生甚至是不可爱的人），皆是空谈而已。这提醒自己不仅是领袖，也是仆人。眼前的这对夫妇，孩子大了，屋子只剩下他们，看似有点悲哀，难道这就是城市人的写照吗？我的父母也会有如此光景么？

<< 委身 >>
闭幕礼时，每人都得要“献心”。这并非是强制性的，纯属个人意愿。< 献上自己...殷勤服事...尽心爱神...愿受差遣 > 看似简单明了的承诺，要行出来，谈何容易！我岂能如此草率的答应呢？我挣扎了许久，不是因为自己不愿被主使用，更关键的是害怕自己无法兑现对神的承诺。眼看多数人似乎无后顾之忧的涌上前，我慌了。内心的私欲，担心自己放不下；反复看了好几遍，也许我想太多了，太杞人忧天了...

后记
这次的青年大会可真考我的体力啊！可爱的电梯从营会的开始到结束都升起罢工的旗帜，可恶极了！我很有幸的住在7楼，共144个梯级，一天至少来回2趟；更妙的是，美丽的香港中文大学位于高山区，校园面积大得很，食堂，讲堂和宿舍的距离不是非常的远，只不过需要走10至15分钟而已。营会期间，两只小腿的肌肉绷紧得很。别误会，我并没有埋怨。其实我觉得这是一个很好的锻炼和提醒。基督徒尤其是领袖，所走的道路并不是轻省的，更非无难处无考验的；当环境不顺我意时，我更当咬紧牙根，凭着当初的信念走向目的地，因为我知道这是值得的！还好，我平时都有运动，感谢神我还撑的住 :)这小事提醒我要常常做好准备，因为我不会知道真正的考验何时会莅临！


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原来上帝真的很公平，他赐给每个人不同的遭遇，为要彰显他的荣耀！
我蛮欣赏HY的，她是一位很杰出的 principle engineer. 近来有机会和她一起用餐，其实她背后也有一些我们不常看到的辛酸。 原来上帝并没有私心，不管你的情景如何，他必然会开路，赐足够的能力和智慧去应付

MAP: print, scan, copy

I think I will miss doing colormapping in future... Having fun with rev 4 ink and I went thru the steps, procedures, my own tweaking methods, @ my own pace! Still dun understand why they need 3-4 days to cut a map ;D haha... although mine is not the perfect and final one, but I am happy with what I did

Moving on to scan and copy maps soon. Linux platform and C shell script. Something worth exploring =) Kinda look forward to work on that and of coz my SD trip and stay. Kekek...

I think tongue is really a very and super wonderful organ! Hmm these days complaints are all around in the office. Colleagues are criticizing managers openly and press them for decision. Hmm sometimes I also feel that management is a bit.... errr... chicken ler... Why they do not have the courage to make announcement? We know things change, people change and I think most of us are ready for the change. but why do they still dilly delly? Hmmm... Lord, please teach me to guard my tongue, knowing that I am Your workmanship, created in You to do good work, which You prepared in advance for me to do.

Why they haven asked me to go for VISA interview? Arghh.. losing patience... hehe... ok, stay cool.

Cabaret @ Esplanade

It is not always good to settle for lower apple. Can go up a bit more? Those up there could be sweeter :) -Herr Schultz to Fraulein Schneider

It was a good musical. Worth the money and exceed my expectation. :) I think local production crew all not bad uh!! Well done, Beatrice Chia-Richmond!!!

Note: Beau -> Bea. Thanks to sherlyn hor... kekek

mahjong

haa... let me blog abt mahjong... my personal view lar...

Eh... nothing wrong with mahjong actually esp when we play for fun... Is it a form of gambling? Yes, when it involves money or any other form of bets... What is more impt is why do we want to do that? No other better thing to do or? Hmm i think this right or wrong thing is quite tricky :D

In order not to cause others fall, I would say I rather dun play. What if one day my friend just quotes me as the example, saying that Christians also play mahjong (eventhough it is without any bet). What kind of image will we project? I am a coward, i rather dun take the risk.

Actually mahjong, drink, clubbing, skimpy clothes, smoking... these are all the same... Bible does not state clearly that we can or cannot do. What bible tells us is... do whatever that honours God and do not be the stumbling block for others... God is good, He puts a yardstick in our hearts. He grants us the freewill to choose. So the choice is yours! At the end of the day, you are the one who is accountable to Him and those around you :)

It was an exciting weekend...

First it was the weekday cell grp. Was quite nervous when I started to lead the discussion. Thank God for the presence of the Holy spirit. Though I am dumb in speech and I can see that the whole session was filled by God's glory and mercies!!

Vivian, Joseph, ShiYun, Gaosheng and I just started to pour out more and made the effort to share. A good start =) Since we used church premises, we were forced to leave at 10pm. We reunioned with our buddy group @ Ah Mei for kopi. A nice fellowship. Glad to have everyone there, at least for myself , i never thought we will have such combination. Was super high after that CG. hee...

Then sat... went to J's hse ... hee.. while they are busily playing mahjong, I had fun at the kitchen. Hmm i dunno how to play mahjong and I dun wan to learn. Although ppl said mahjong is good for brain but hmmm... I think we, Christians shd be the insulators of the world. Ah well, friends never force me to play...hehe... We had fun chitchatting, cooking and serving :)

Yesterday... I pledge to God... hmm in term of how would I live to worship Him. I better keep my promise and work toward it. Hee....

TOnight going to be fun again!!!! Dinner at my place...keke... under dark blue sky...kekek

mix n match

How time flies.... it's now mid-July already.

Church has started off the 40dop campaign and everybody is quite occupied with the preparation and execution. Really hope that this campaign will somehow transform us in many little ways

It was a busy and tiring weekend. Went to Kent Ridge Park after CG ... Hmm the air there is like so fresh, not humid at all, no skyscrapers which block my views, only tree, benches, lights and people... I agree with what QY shared: Divine Encounter. It is a very important substance in everything in our lives. If it is not will by God, hoho... then you wait long long and bound to meet obstacles!!

Bro was off so we actually had a good chatting. Hmm he is getting married soon, in 3+ mths time. Can see his struggles and burdens.... good that we talk :D and hor... yesterday he helped me to clean the hse coz I gotta host a few frens at night. My bro is someone who will help with the chores lo... hehe...

Haiya, must mention this. Uncle LF is very kind and nice. He helped me to buy durian from KT!!! We din get to eat durian on Sun so i was quite disappointed. Then the next day when I was on my way home, ring ring ring... Where are you now? HOw many durians you want? What time you will reach home? Haa... then he chaffeur those durians to my hse.... kekek... Yummy!!! So touched by his kind gesture. So thoughtful!!! Thank God for this uncle

Last night, we had a simple dinner cum gathering at my place. CH, JJ, CY, SM, HC and myself. We had pasta, shredded chicken with foccacia bread, orange cereal raisin salad, egg, toto, lettuce, juice, layered ice-cream... kekeke... Thank God for giving me a chance to host my dear bro n sis from CCF. Hmm... all of us are foreigners and I think inviting them for dinner is a gd idea so as to give them a homely feel :D I imagine myself as a dajie... just like what tse sisters always do. They treat us well... so i must share out my love too...hehe

had Jap food for team lunch. Wowo... spend the money like nobody business. The APPLE ice cream ball i had costs 8 buck... duh, i din finish it... coz too full... what a waste :D

scanmap? copymap? printmode?
PN? PD? PB? Special media?
BPD? SD?

Hmm I dunno. A bit unclear with what am i going to do ar... commit 5 yrs? 5yrs? wowow... too much hearsay liao...

Anyway, i shd concentrate in learning what I shd now. Feel the peer pressure, i am not hardworking enough... duh...

Be faithful & press on

40 Dop - what on earth am I here for?

Yesterday was the kick off day, most people i.e. co worker were in Orange :) Hmm I think church has spent quite a bit on this campaign...

Anyway, I think God has a mission for me these days. Though the visibility not so high, maybe not much of recognition, but but I think this is where i should start from. A servant shd not be too calculative, he/she shd just do what he/she is asked to FAITHFULLY. Ultimately God is the our master and we are accountable to Him and what we do. May I continue to be His instrument and His ambassador...

Din I say that I wanted to be a bit low profile and be a faithful follower? This wld be a great opportunity !!!

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Went for the HK Youth convention wrap up meeting yesterday. I see God works in many ways. He reminds and teaches everyone in various ways and with different approaches. Good to hear some of the sharing, quite encouraging :)

Also I discover something.... hee.... :) K, shall keep in my prayer. God wills everything and I should just take my hands off. Be good, LY

Today... at the IPG expo....

I still get the same feeling but I couldn't do anything to it. What I can do is to accept the fact and be happy with it! Sound so sad and unwilling

God is good, and He always is...

I can feel my heart beat...and sense something unusual... but how? chey...

why give hope then just take away from me? I feel sad and miserable, at times

随走随传Preach as you go - part 1

我们一行共22人浩浩荡荡的前往香港参加第四届循道宗青年领袖大会。地点坐落于与世无争的新界，一所颇有乡味的香港中文大学。是次主题为“随走随传Preach as you go”。青年们各来自4个地区：香港，马来西亚，新加坡和台湾

<第19组>
我被编入第19组，组员分别来自东道主香港，西马，东马和新加坡。他们是Bobo, 马仔，Vivian, Shermon, Meilin, 震东，振达

1。Bobo - 组长。他的体贴叫人感到温暖和被爱，辛辛苦苦的爬上7楼为的是要递给我胶带供夜间野外独处之用。感动的心情简直不在话下。《顺道提一提，可爱的电梯在大会开始的当天失灵了，所以我们上下梯级的次数不胜其数！〉
2。马仔 - 17岁，中五的学生，长得挺有帅气的，很好意的帮我将行李提至7楼
3。Vivian - 感觉像文静的大姐，有内涵，容易亲近
4。Shermon - 蛮新的信徒，小组当中最小姐的一位
5。Mei Lin - 我们之中的小妹，样子甜美
6。冬冬- 最有分量的一位，不管是身形抑或是属灵见解
7。嗒嗒- 一位挺出色的青年领袖，他的华语和广东话极其标准

《筹委》
有可爱的和尚牧师和高大俊俏的“专业人士” - 两位都很有魅力！还有就是负责突破营的一位会吏，鼻梁上夹着一副太阳眼镜，有型极了！hee.... :)

Juz back from HK Methodist Youth Convention. I wouldn't say it was fantastic but I definitely learn something during the trip :)

I will try to jot down some of my thoughts soon.... hee...

Back to reality again!!! I am recharged, waiting to soar again....kekekek

have been eating so much.. gain weight... COnsume too much meat le, must cut down...

Hmm holiday mood... gg HK in 2 days time... hope i can shop shop n shop!!!

Last friday it was a bad experince with AE... arghhh... I really dunno what is his expectations on the product evaluation. This is my first time doing PQ stuffs, how wld I know how to report the defect and how to highlight to concern... arghhh... a nasty one... haiz... nvm lo... take it with a pinch of salt lo.. learn from it.

I think i am a bit lazy... kekek.. hol mood

It has been some time since my last entry =) I was too lazy or perhaps too busy to blog

God has been gracious and merciful to me. Looking back, again I have gone thru these Hi-s and Low-s by His grace.

PQ study, E-awards, staying back late, Cardio, KL-Malacca trip, Talk, PSDM & Reliability, Masque, GSS, Prayer, pedicure, buffet...

Hmm i am unable to name it one by one. Waaaa.... so absent minded... God must have been very regret for blessing me so much ;p

B4 and during this GSS... so far these are what i get... more to come when i go HK this mth!!
- GG5 bag
- 2 tops
- 2 pairs of shoes
- Teva sandal.. love it...

what's more... must curb myself from spending :)

I feel insecure due to the complications I have at work.

limited knowledge is the key...

Thank you Lord. This hectic work week has come to the end. I am thankful that God brought me thru..

Next week.. esp first 3 days... Hmm i think somebody is going to miss somebody le. I look forward to that. Though I might not know abt the outcome, I think it is worth exploring. Hee =)

God is in control. May I learn to manifest His glory in my life!

It was a peaceful weekend. I din do much but just lazed around and the pace seemed to be alot slower than normal. Nothing very exciting but I know I shd enjoy the peace and calmness in life.

Went to a choral concert by 詹宏达. It was pretty good and I am still very amazed and impressed by the lyrics. 中华文化五千年的文化和文字，实在无法抹杀其价值。华文字体中所蕴意的含义和精神，唯有懂得珍惜和欣赏的人才会叹为观止！好伟大的中华文化阿！我为着詹老师能将她发挥的淋漓尽致而感恩，更美的是---透过文字，它诉说了神的大能和永恒不变的真理。

我为着我能够有明白华文华语的能力感恩，这是何等大的福分啊！

I am comforted by God's words this morning as I read Isaiah 49:13-18. It reminds us that God have us engraved on His palms. How sweet our Lord is :) I am truly grateful for His everlasting and merciful love. Again and again, He knocks some senses on me. He will not forsake me, He will never do that. Although I may seem insignificant in this world, I can be assured that our Almighty God actually takes note on me and He listens to my nonsense all the time!

I guess I need some sense of security. I met this drunk man last Tues @ Boon Lay interchange. I wasn't alone, with a few strangers, waiting for bus 187. This man came forward and talked to me. I was so scared, scared that He will eat me up. Ha...thankfully this young boy was beside me. Then the bus conductor came and everyone boarded the bus. Guess what, I was so scared till I chopped a seat near to door. Then there was this guy with a decent body build sat beside me. Wowo, I was so relieved. Haa.. guess that guy also noticed my timid look while q-ing. :D I am just like any other girl who needs security... Haa...

OK, I have submitted to God. Happen anot, I just want to commit everything unto His hands Simply cant afford to have my mind running wild like nobody business =)

Another week has passed. so scary...

I am having this headache, on and off. Maybe I think too much le... Was in an emotional roller coaster again. I still cnat get over and sort out my thoughts. I feel sad coz I have some disagreement with the person i respect alot. I just cant imagine how come it will ever happen... he is such a wise and nice person.

Hmmm

一大早我觉得很懒散。 不是因为我睡得不够，而是因为心里有点难受，很不舒服的感觉。到底发生了什么事？

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我欣慰自己有那种能力和感觉，毕竟我还是人！但我不知道这心要悬挂多久？害怕碰钉，讨厌失望的感觉，更担心自己陷入一个试探里头。这个感觉很玄，很微妙，只能意会，很难言传。

神，求你教导我该如何拿捏以致不得罪你！阿门

I am actually experiencing God's grace everyday esp at work.

Anything dat will get wrong will get wrong BUT
I am well protected under His wings...

有时我觉得自己很可恶, 总是不满足...

为何神不能成全我想要的呢? 难道真的那么不合他心意? Haiz... 这样的欲望和意念如此的过分吗? Hmmm...

当他觉得我不是他的威胁时, 他似乎友善和乐于分享他所知所学. 其实我绝非是那种没有野心的人, 我有自己的抱负. 只是可能我较踏实, 天真些, 想学好真功夫后才大展拳脚 :) 很讽刺的, 我被卷入其中. 大叔说我是fighter, 需要给自己一些时间, 然后我便能展翅高飞? 哈... 哈...

Another week is down... I am indeed thankful for God's guidance and presence in my life

Finally I have got my laptop after a long wait =D Hope I can use it wisely and diligently.
Progressing well and still in the course of absorbing new knowledge, ideas, culture etc. There is so much to explore here. Better communications among the colleagues, this is something that I am very thankful.
Office politic again in another division. A fren is being bullied. Lord I pray that we, Christians in this workplace can shine for You and thru our witness, people can get to know you. What a blessing for being the children of God, we still have God with us no matter what happens. :)

A talk "The Pursuit of Holiness" by Dr Li ZhenQun. Indeed he is a knowledgable, quick and intelligent guy. Here is some excerps frm his talk.

神透过耶稣基督看我们 just like while purchasing pork in supermarket, we actually choose and see the pork thru a layer of plastic wrap. The pork is different from what it is due to the wrap.

We are called to be Holy and we are already Holy (已然) via Jesus Christ but yet to be (未然) Holy. The pursuit of Holiness is a PROCESS, hopefully one day we can become perfect like God for HE HImself is perfect. Perhaps we can never be perfect but we should be progressively heading towards the road to Holiness. Also, God is with us at any point of time. It is a horizozntal ladder instead of a vertical one. Be it moving forward and reverse, He will always there with us. What we need in us is TRUST.

Romans 12: 1-2 reminds us to have a Renewal in mind 心意更新. What does that mean? It means a change in
1. Thinking 思想
2. Attitude 态度
3. Understanding 了解

Lastly, Dr Li share this sentiment... REM...
Your good deed will not make God love you more. It is all by GRACE!

Not what i will, but what He will

I keep getting this msg over the last few days

Everything is possible with God. Just pray to Him whatever you want. If God is willing, He will answer. Remember: Not what I will, but what He will

Jesus is great. Although He hoped that the cup could be taken away from Him, but He chose to be submissive to the sovereignty of God.

Things are getting better...

My skin has become thicker and I really pray that God use me as His instrument in this place. Lord, help me to do what I should and teach me to fear Lord only.

God does not look at what position or job title I am getting at work, instead He is concern whether have I given my very best and being faithful as a servant.

To add on, He cares whether do i compromise my charaters to obtain higher recognition,praise, pay raise...haa

我很想哭...

我不知道该怎么办...

我暂时还没有后悔当初作的决定...

神啊, 求您教导我该如何去做...

Within 30 minutes, I've got 2 news, both related to lives.

The mother-in-law of a church leader passed away this morning. I think the wife must be very sad and all grieved
GF told me she is pregnant! I am happy for her. But she scared of losing the job and baby is now unstable.

No matter what happens, God is still in control!
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Was on a roller coaster last weekend. Thankfully God still speaks to me via different people. Need to stay cool, get out of the crowd and spend time with God.

PDA - Pray, Discern and Action. It is only when you face the problems bravely and learn to overcome all these by His might and grace. Seek His direction and observe whether I am on the right track anot. Prayer is only the start, it should be followed by action...

The speaker guaranteed all audiences that they will encounter lots obstacles, trials and temptations in the years to come. She urged us to go back to the 'desert旷野' and have an encounter (相遇) with God. Renew your strength in Him and this is the secret of 重新得力!

Isa 40
29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

STay COOL

I complain abt him as I feel disgusted by his behaviour, unbearable, hard to stay cool!! arghhh....

Then this wise uncle told me...
"Master your own gong fu. Be secure of your own worth. This is typical office politics. When org big, need to 'fight' to get ahead. Do not let it get to you. Stay cool"

"On the bright side, you must be doing good to let others feel 'insecure'. Focus on learning own skill. In IT, knowledge is power."

Come, look back. What to see?

When you strain towards what is ahead, remember to look back. Hey, you will be amazed by how God brought you through and His amazing and abundant grace is always there for you!

当你很努力地往标竿奔跑时, 心中难免有不安, 不知道前景将会是如何,走起来也许会有些心惊胆跳...

记得,往后看! 神在过去岂不是保守你平安地渡过那些日子吗? 这就是恩典. 继续倚靠神吧!

Amen =)

战兢... 担忧...

I actually feel quite tensed after the team discussion.

I feel that there is a subtle threat. I am not as eloquent, 'hardworking' and jovial as the person is. Maybe put it this way, I am not a boot licker.

I feel so scared and insecure. Lotsa soft deadlines coming up and I gotta work on sth which I am quite unfamiliar with in a short time frame.

Shd it be a mighty mountain or a valley dark n deep,
the Shepherd of my soul will by my side. Amen

Shepherd Of My Soul
Martin Nystrom

Verse:
Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice, to listen to Your voice
Wherever You may lead, I will go

Chorus:
Be it in a quiet pasture, or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain, or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide

©1986 Maranatha Praise, Inc. (Admin. by The Copyright Company)

Do what pleases God -PDL

Actually there are quite a number of ways to please God
1. Be obedient aka submit self to Him wholeheartedly
2. Always Praise Him for Who He is and Thank Him for His grace and blessings upon us
3. Trust Him in everything.

Hmmm Trust Him means have faith in God as He knows what is best for me. This is a lesson that I am learning now... i need a bit more patience... Yes... and dun let my own desire overrides what is coming from the God

I am scared... I am worried dat what I think and imagine will dishonour God.

Cleanse my thoughts pls, God

When is it? Pretty girl?

J:How old are you?
P:Make a guess =)
J:24?
P:No...
J:25?
P:No... I am 26 already =) And u?
J:25... *wink*
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J:So when are you getting married?
P:Huh? I'm not attached yet, how to get married?
J:Dun belief. You look like those who are attached. You are pretty.
P:*Grin*

Haa... what an interesting conversation i witness juz now during lunch! So amusing... come to think of it, quite true though... :D

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Today Pm finally briefed me what I am goin to work on. Thank God that it was a good session. Slowly getting a hang of it... those terms are not dat unfamiliar anymore... hoho... gd gd... gotta start my engine soon =)

which lunch group shd i join?

Today is the fifth day at work.

Finally ali is back and he said he will brief me on the workload. Phew... so am i in carrier or corona? haa... no idea...

Actually I am not too sure which lunch grp shd i join? One grp always go out n eat and the other one go to the nearby makan places. I am not too sure which company do I want to tag along with. Honestly, I think I prefer the latter group but hmm..dunno what to talk to them also. Haiz...

I will still have to speak up regardless of which grp i am in. Hmmm i think i am not quiet type..but when it comes to the cofffe talk... haiz

My prayer

Today is the third day at work. Things are getting better and I am being exposed to more stuffs. Was introduced different type of testbeds. To be honest, what is testbed for uh? Hmm I dare not ask. Another new colleague does not seem to ask too much questions, so I just try to keep quiet as well.

Heard from CT how others treat one another. I somehow don’t really want to take in all he said lar. Not too sure about his motives, I just listen and dun comment lo since I know nuts. Actually my gut feel and my past 2 days observations told me that he is not so welcomed among all. Hmm… weird.

Lord, no matter what I hear, what I see. Please guard my heart above all things and teach you to look up to you only. Do grant me to wisdom to discern what You like and what You don’t.

I am just a simple girl, never in any office politic etc. Please be with me all the time and teach me what to say and what to do.

I know I am now really on technical path and it sometimes simply sounded too technical and chim to me. Grant me to wisdom and knowledge to understand those stuffs. Also, teach me to be humble all the time and always willing to learn.

This is my prayer. In the Jesus name I pray, Amen

deux jour

I am early this morning. Guess wat? I lost my way... haa.. couldn't find the correct fireman lift...blur like a sotong. Haiyo, then I just walk in using the main entrance lo, longer path but it's ok. It takes time to settle down, right?

There are certain things dat I need to adjust to. The corporate culture, the people, the environment, the techonology etc. I shall not pace myself too much... slowly adapt to it ba.

first day at HP

today si my first day with HP...kekek.. finally manage to log in to the system...

I am overwhelemd by the jargon n technical terms they sued already...also, a bit disoriented...kekek...