Monday!! Busy weekend.

It all started on the long wait for snailbus 195. It took us quite some time to reach Tiong Bahru. Then there was this uncle who talked very loud, on the phone. I was not as irrittated as Jess ;p I was still quite cool on the wait and incident happenned prior to that.

Then we slowly 'rush'ed down to 488 Upper Bkt Timah. We were 45 min late. ;X Surprise!! We have a guest who has not been turning up for quite some time. Appreciate his frankness and seriously, we got to know him more.

Then it was a private cu meeting @ Harry's. We chat till the shop closed. Haha... Nice catch-up and I thought I was quiet careless in words.
Indirectly I might have offend God. Oh oh, I just pray that God be our navigator and lighthouse so that we do not lose sight of Him.

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Thanks to the late night out, it eats into my weekly Saturday run. I was too tired to run and what's more need to go 488 to take songs & practise. It was an enjoyable session. Here is the lesson learnt.

Serving is not only about manifesting your own gift & talent which God gives you but rather, treasure it as it is a great opportunity to co-work with others!

You interact, you discuss, you work, you learn and you enjoy the fruit of labour.

I am thankful for the last yyxz practice. Somehow in some ways, it gives me a reason to continue to serve as a worship leader. Uncle Wesley said, we are always exhausted by work and busy life schedule and we start to feel un-motivated in everything. He reminds me not to be consumed by all these things. Yup yup, noted :)

Wow, I cant really note down every details here. Lazy...

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I learn something precious from Ju's teaching.

Who we are is more than what we see

And....

Dun always pinpoint on what God hasn't give to us. Instead, appreciate the other good things which our Lord has laid before us.

Remember the Eden Garden story? Adam & Eve only focus on the forbidden fruits which God refuse to let them eat for their own good, they have forgotten that God actually has given them the whole garden to enjoy.

Ya, that's man. That's us. And that's me.


My Sunday eveing was wrapped up with BOOM @ DBS Arts Centre. The storyline was a bit unexpected. Hehe...

Oh ya, today is Heidi's birthday.

Happy Birthday, Heidi =)

yours,
Auntie LiangYing aka mummy's good fren ;p

continuation...

I am having headache now. Gosh, i woke up at 6.20am for the 7am morning telecon. then no cab. hoho... i happily took the tortoise 188 to office, reached here @ 7.50am. haha...

Hmm today tear at work. It just came so naturally. Eyes are red, so red.

It's over. I am not angry, just that I don't think i deserve that kind of shouting. To think i have crunched so many data.

Headache.

But that sms really brighten up my day. I dunno what's next. see how.

Four of us thrashed out scf work. Good progress. At least I can see everyone is kinda OK to let others know their preference. hmmm... not so much abt conflict of interest.

OK, tiring work week. Busy weekend ahead.

Oya, MAMA mia is nice!! I like the songs!

26 - 9 - 08 Jumaat

It's friday again. Work has been busy =)

Came across a imapactful quote (to me la) from a respectable poltician 3 days ago.

Survaival requires you to change. If you don't change, then you are marginalised and you will become extinct.

Do you think it's true?

IMO, i think so too, esp at this period of time

12 - 09 - 08 Friday

I am still confused, not knowing what exactly I want.

Has my wants and needs being swayed by what had happenned recently. For sure CH's departure triggers some thoughts and causing an earthquake!! Is it for better or worse? It's still too early to conclude on that.

I appreciate bumblebee for the 1-to-1 on the very next day. Trying hard to hold back the tears and burning fire within me. OK, I am lazy to blog in details.

In short, I lost my excitement, confidence and maybe myself in this recent change. I gotta reposition myself or better still, move out of BPD.

Thanks to the nice gesture from Kor. He got me a piggy mooncake. He called me to come down and picked up the gift. Though the gift is small, but I truly appreciate his great thought.

It was a timely comfort though he does not know what had happenned on that very day.

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I have been acted as a reporter yesterday, busily interviewing others on the RMT current no-ship issue.

It was quite fun :)

Feel a bit shattered and i am not sure what i think and want is good for me anot.

Disapppointed. Very... absolutely upset

谣言满天飞

最近谣传公司将进行另一轮的WFR,人心惶惶. 个个担心自己的饭碗不保,忧心忡忡,开始找后路. 看STEVE两周后来时会说什么, 这种猜疑巴卦的时段也挺累,适可而止就好. 其实讨论得太深入也不好, 因为你会担心得更多,更无奈的是你的命运操纵在大老板手中,那等你来操心, 你岂能影响最后的结果? 真是在发白日梦!

我从来没想过会有这么一天,更何况这可是Fortune500的外资企业,难道时代变了,利字就应当要摆中间? 呵呵...

如果, 那一天真的到来,我想, 我只能冷静, 沉着面对. 不敢想太多. 一直在盘算自己会否中招, 但不太可能咧. 但又不可以太绝对. 上帝晓得啊. 上帝会开出路. 现时能做的就是好好充实自己, 尽本分. Pealow NLY = SCF 这个定位要好好持守哦!

Stupid neighbour

I thought I was harsh but I just feel like telling her off!! It is so irresponsible and wrong to take test lab property for own use. According to SOBC, we shouldn't do that!!

I said: I think it's wrong to take lab property to your cube. What we if we need it for future testing?!"

She said: *grin* I will set it up first.

I said: Anyway, I already said what I want to say. That's all.

I saw that stupid face and not so shuang face. Hmmm I dun care. I think sometimes I am just so stubborn, I will just be direct and speak what's on my mind. You know it is wrong but you still...

Please, be professional. Call it yourself senior engineer. Shame on you!!!

Over the lunch, my lunch clique talked about 对事不对人. I think all these while I have been 对人不对事, regardless of the right or wrong things you have done, it still does not impress me at all.

Hmmm I dislike myself for being so cold and harsh towards you but I think, this gonna to be continue for a while more.