what a lovely baby - kaiyue

Hoho, how time flies =) it is Monday again!!!

Last week wasn't too bad. At least I know what's in my mind and not so unsettled. But then I am not too sure whether the voice is frm my inner self or father in heaven. Ya, need wisdom to discern. Also, this color specialist said can recommend me to FX. Wow, my heart itchs again...haha...SO nice if I can work there! ;p

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Kinda enjoy my family time last weekend. Sis is back, auntie and 2 little cousins came and we had a big reunion last weekend. Jie bought me quite a lot of clothes from HK...kekek... Went to airport wid mum & dad, and kaiyue. Haiyo, kaiyue called me 'ma' and I am kinda paiseh coz dun wan people to mistakenly think I am her mum. Haaa.. Kaiyue is so adorable and pretty!!!!! She even imitate what I said! kekek...she has brought a lot of laughters and joy to Ng and Yong family since her birth. Thank God for this baby niece =)

Then it was Kaiyue's dedication at CEFC. So whole family attended the service there. Hmm baby has such a superb charisma, both grandparents from papa & mama sides, shushu and gugus, biao yis and yi po... wowo, all went to church becoz of bb... =D This shows that how we love bb and of course, the ultimate aim is to bring our kin to God as some are non-Christians. Then we headed towards Warren Golf & country club at CCK for family lunch. We had dim-sum. The food is not so fantastic and so so only. The service is terrible. We din eat much since they hardly push their cart/ trolley near us for order. Alamak... nvm lar...

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Get to spend some time chatting with jie since she is going back soon. I know I cannot take all these for granted. It is pure God's grace and mercy to my family. Glad that I am able to share some of my work-related issues with her and she gave me some insights.

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I think I am a bit overwhlemed with anxiety, worries, stress!!
I am scared! I am afraid that I am unable to handle things happenned in CCF in the way God desires. I am worried that I am unable to cope & advise CCFers wisely... How to understand and have effective communication? How to exert positive influence? How to be a God-fearing dajie? How to build up the relationship? How to help exco to come and serve together with one heart, one mind? Hoho, so many challenges ahead.

God is good. He is the nagivator and captain of my boat. Shine or rain, He is there! Since I have taken this path, I shall continue this journey faithfully. Meanwhile, I need to ask God for more wisdom and grace. I cant claim what I have done as It is God who makes things possible!!! Amen

Give thanks

New issues arising at work. Tough tough, I do not have the knowledge to solve and troubleshoot it yet. Haiz, I am sorry, Lord. I have been relying on my own, which is no good

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Took a ride from Siu from HBF. Haa... Simply cant imagine that she drives!! Thankfully it was a safe ride and she was kind enough to make a big turn from Pasir Panjang and picked me up at HBF. Thank you, dear fren =)

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Hall visitations

New term kicks off and I gotta resume my routine @ NTU =)
Feel excited and eager to meet those freshies and oldies. Above all, I know God is going to create miracle again!!!!

Was feeling quite nervous while doing the hall visitation. Dunno what to say, how to approach them etc etc. Nah, I am no longer a student and how am I going to introduce myself?! Hee =) God just works in miraculous ways!!

First 4 contacts were not in so we just left a note for them. When it came to the fifth one, ah-ha... This freshie actually joined our FCO 2 weeks ago. He is kinda nice and frenly. He even invited us to sit and chat. WE had a good and sweet fellowship time!! He is so keen to join CF activities!! wowo..Praise the Lord! =) Met 2 chinese also, good to know they want to find out mroe about CF activities. Then I finally forced myself to call 2 freshies, Jon & ZM. Both sounded positive over the phone... phew... Oh ya, Uncle is very kind, he fetched us home again!!!!! we, the pampered and spoilt ASW & CCfers...kekek

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Had a good chat wid Kor. It was on relationship, work, family and church ministry. I had a nice time. What a precious moment. I am thankful for the time spent. It has been some time back since we last had a serious talk!!!

I found it meaningful...

Change is an inevitable part of life. We're being shaped every minute we live. Every thought, every decision, every action, every emotion, every response is shaping us into one kind of person or another. Either we're moving toward likeness to Christ or away from Him into some sort of caricature of the person God intended us to be.

It's true, we lose some things as we age: physical strength, quickness, agility. But think of the calm God gives us, the peace He leaves us, the benefits of His salvation, and His faithfulness to us (Psalm 71:15).

blue blues...

Feeling lethargic and no motivation to work!!!

Is it a sign to tell me that I should move on or I should change and my attitude as my head controls my body??!!!

I do not know what I can do, to be honest. I am lost, lost in this choppy and stormy sea.

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Had a good time wid uni frens: Huijun, Steven and Siewwah. We joined this Heritage walk: Fun on foot last Saturday.

Can you imagine that we actually bring walkie talkie, map , bus guide, umbrella, food etc!! SO kiasu, we were hoping to get first prize! haaa... ah well, I dun think we manage to get into top 100 lo... haaa... Frankly, I dun think I have get to know more about Singapore thru this event, it's the delightful company i had that made it fun!!

Had a good worship yesterday too. I know that God's spirit works within us! He cares and our purpose of living is to worship HIM!! and HE alone deserved all the praises! Thank You, Lord =) Thanks for giving me a chance to serve you as a worship leader. I sincerely hope that You honours and accepts our sacrifices. Amen

feeling weak

I am just feeling weak, physically and hoping to catch some rest over the weekend

I bought a nice pair of pant and a top. So happy... kekek...

Had a good family time last night. It is kinda rare that everybody is at home and watch TV together. So I am quite thankful for that. So staying at home at night time is always a very 幸福 and heart-warming experience.

Thank you Lord for giving me a supportive, caring and loving family!

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This morning, I saw this mother and son walking towards the MRT station. The mum always walked very fast whilst the skinny 10 y/o son walked in a slower pace with a very big bag on his shoulder. The mum juz bo chap him and never ever turn her head back to check how her son was doing.

This is not the first time I saw them. The mum always behave like that, i feel disgusted. Arghhh....

金玉良言 + 苦口婆心

So far It has been a peaceful day =)

These are the advices and golden words I got for the past week

1. Learn to manage your boss
2. Learn to manage self. Changing is neither right or wrong, but more is it the time to change!
3. Learn to manage dislike is also a vital lesson to learn
4. Have some patience
5. Take care of yourself
6. Please rest at home if you feel uncomfortable. We need you for Ricoh Demo tomorrow
7. Be contended and have confidence in yourself
8. She is an amazing lady... haa...
9. Filter what people said & self evaluate
10. Spiritual Vs Secular

From father in heaven
1. Those who look to HIM are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame Ps34:5
2. In all things God works for the good of those who loves HIM. Romans 8:28

Canon vs Kikuze

I have always wanted to work in MNC such as Canon, which is one of my current client.

Recently I have been grumbling and do not feel good at work. So hoping to see the greener side of another place...

Ironically a Canon executive offerred me a job yesterday when I visited them. Hmm isn't that what I want? Wish granted?! Hoho... I do not know... The job seems dun much much propects and exposure but Canon lei, not everyone can work there!!!!

Although I complain about my job but I do like what I do except the fact that the company benefit is no good and management sucks. Haiz...

God is nice... He is good... In All things He works for the good of those who love HIM. I am sure God wans me to learn something out of it. Thank You, Lord! =)

Hmm..finally

I thank God for the youth and yyxz people in my church. They're willing to serve God in music ministry and faithfully go for the worship practises twice a week. Very 难得啊!

Think I finally fall sick le... having flu and mild fever. Isn't that what I want? Ah well, I hope I can spend a day to sleep and rest at home! Hmm but it is kinda unlikely coz I gotta meet clients today and tomorrow and more testings to be carried out by myself...

Had a terrible experience yesterday. Not too sure was/am i too stressed out? Feel like puking, headache and mild fever...

NTUCF FOC 2005 - Tight Rope walking

Had a good fellowship wid those xiaodis and xiaomeis in CF. We have lots fun!!

I am thankful that I can still gel well with them despite the fact that I have graduated for 2 years! I still have this sense of belonging and love from CF.

It is so amazing how God works within us!

Thank you, LORD! I pray that You can use Your this instrument to serve You better and bring people back to You. Amen

I dunno

Early in the morning and i am kinda fed up already!

What do I want? I dunno.
How to stay cool? I dunno.
Am i going to stay for long? I dunno.

One things I know is HE knows. But...
What can I do now?!

太可怕了

太可怕了: "


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I start to grumble again