你把我悄悄的升上天
然后再慢慢把我从那头摔下
这真的是你那深不可测的旨意吗
为我好 替我着想
对我有益 建立我对你的倚赖
可以不要这样折磨我么
没有 暂时没有
不至于粉身碎骨
你说你会在下面接着我
我相信你会
但是为什么要让我经历这难明了的历练
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
JQ5582
It has been with us for 33 years?! Wow, that's old uh :)
I remember standing at the back of the lorry while on our way home from popo's house. We sing on the lorry, singing in the wind. Haha.. so fun!!
I sure fall asleep whenever i sat on the lorry while Papa drove me to anywhere. Count 1..2..3... and you will find a pig beside the drive seat
This lorry went thru thick and thin wid our whole family and ya, the business. I am sure it travels more miles than I do, until now
It is aging. Its color changes from maroon to light Red and now it is a chilly red.
Mum told me papa sold it for 2k since he is going to wind up his business and enjoy his retirement?! Hee... that lorry still worth for 2k uh? kekek... initially he wanted to sell it at 3k but in the end... ah well, hope he spend the $$ wisely.
I remember standing at the back of the lorry while on our way home from popo's house. We sing on the lorry, singing in the wind. Haha.. so fun!!
I sure fall asleep whenever i sat on the lorry while Papa drove me to anywhere. Count 1..2..3... and you will find a pig beside the drive seat
This lorry went thru thick and thin wid our whole family and ya, the business. I am sure it travels more miles than I do, until now
It is aging. Its color changes from maroon to light Red and now it is a chilly red.
Mum told me papa sold it for 2k since he is going to wind up his business and enjoy his retirement?! Hee... that lorry still worth for 2k uh? kekek... initially he wanted to sell it at 3k but in the end... ah well, hope he spend the $$ wisely.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Darkest moment
It is simply too dark, you can hardly see anything albeit any light.
No ray, No hope, Only fear & tear
Simplt too scary and too much for anyone to go thru...
No ray, No hope, Only fear & tear
Simplt too scary and too much for anyone to go thru...
Friday, August 24, 2007
Musical vs Concert
The King & I
总觉得还是洋人唱歌剧比较棒,声音也较亚洲人憨厚些,音质的差距是显而易见的,也许这就是叫“偏见”吧!
这回坐的挺靠近舞台,连他们喷口水的一幕幕都能捕捉得很清楚,他们身上的小老鼠也若隐若现,脸上的瑕疵到无法看得很清楚,是厚厚的粉底在作怪吧 =)
因为先前没有看过电影版,所以对情节更为陌生;还好之前上网查询,其中的主要情节还不至于摸不着头脑
对她的音乐,没有特别回味无穷的,倒是对几位表演暹罗玩偶戏的配角有几分的敬意,他们把玩偶的精髓呈现在舞蹈、布偶和肢体语言上,发挥得淋漓尽致,赞!
《低音歌后- 蔡琴 -不了情演唱会》
迟到5分钟,哎,失策失策!岂能怪何小姐呢?小事小事。。。
她唱功了得,把上海、香港、台湾金曲等巨星们的代表作,诠释得丝丝入扣,有自己的特色和风味,又不失对原唱者的尊敬和赞许;她更向刘文正和邓丽君致敬。这是眼前的谦虚,抑或是背后的虚伪,我想只有上帝知道。 她很诚恳、用心、放足感情的诠释所有的歌曲。我庆幸自己还认识一些老歌金曲,还不至于满头雾水。
喜欢她的能言善道,在串联歌曲方面很流畅,不愧是块主持的料子。
以下是这场演唱会中我“惊人加意外”的发现:梁弘志那让蔡琴红透半边天的《读你》,其实是在描述他对圣经的爱和上帝的眷顾哦!
《读你》
读你千遍也不厌倦 读你的感觉像三月
浪漫的季节 醉人的诗篇 唔
读你千遍也不厌倦 读你的感觉象春天
喜悦的经典 美丽的诗篇 唔
你的眉目之间 锁着我的爱怜
你的唇齿之间 留着我的誓言
你的一切移动 左右我的视线
你是我的诗篇 读你千遍也不厌倦
读你千遍也不厌倦 读你
《天冷就回来》
当初想要看这舞台剧,绝对是因这对新谣的喜好。喜欢她的纯真,喜欢她的平凡,更重要的是,她带我回到小学和中学看第八波道的连续剧和那段抄写歌谱的日记。
你的倒影,爱的名字,让叶轻轻落下,陪我看日出,恋之xi, 新加坡派,一步一步来,当你回眸的那天起。。。
剧导很妙的把耳熟能详的歌曲穿插在故事情节里。老实说,我喜欢这部剧不是因为他们唱和演得赞,乃是因为我喜欢和熟悉的音乐在耳际边响起。
在短短的1个星期内观看两部舞台剧和一场演唱会,我最享受的是《天》,接着是《不》,《王》包围。我发现还是华文华语最能牵动我的心,谢谢上帝让我能掌握和明白这五千年来所遗留下来的文化遗产!
总觉得还是洋人唱歌剧比较棒,声音也较亚洲人憨厚些,音质的差距是显而易见的,也许这就是叫“偏见”吧!
这回坐的挺靠近舞台,连他们喷口水的一幕幕都能捕捉得很清楚,他们身上的小老鼠也若隐若现,脸上的瑕疵到无法看得很清楚,是厚厚的粉底在作怪吧 =)
因为先前没有看过电影版,所以对情节更为陌生;还好之前上网查询,其中的主要情节还不至于摸不着头脑
对她的音乐,没有特别回味无穷的,倒是对几位表演暹罗玩偶戏的配角有几分的敬意,他们把玩偶的精髓呈现在舞蹈、布偶和肢体语言上,发挥得淋漓尽致,赞!
《低音歌后- 蔡琴 -不了情演唱会》
迟到5分钟,哎,失策失策!岂能怪何小姐呢?小事小事。。。
她唱功了得,把上海、香港、台湾金曲等巨星们的代表作,诠释得丝丝入扣,有自己的特色和风味,又不失对原唱者的尊敬和赞许;她更向刘文正和邓丽君致敬。这是眼前的谦虚,抑或是背后的虚伪,我想只有上帝知道。 她很诚恳、用心、放足感情的诠释所有的歌曲。我庆幸自己还认识一些老歌金曲,还不至于满头雾水。
喜欢她的能言善道,在串联歌曲方面很流畅,不愧是块主持的料子。
以下是这场演唱会中我“惊人加意外”的发现:梁弘志那让蔡琴红透半边天的《读你》,其实是在描述他对圣经的爱和上帝的眷顾哦!
《读你》
读你千遍也不厌倦 读你的感觉像三月
浪漫的季节 醉人的诗篇 唔
读你千遍也不厌倦 读你的感觉象春天
喜悦的经典 美丽的诗篇 唔
你的眉目之间 锁着我的爱怜
你的唇齿之间 留着我的誓言
你的一切移动 左右我的视线
你是我的诗篇 读你千遍也不厌倦
读你千遍也不厌倦 读你
《天冷就回来》
当初想要看这舞台剧,绝对是因这对新谣的喜好。喜欢她的纯真,喜欢她的平凡,更重要的是,她带我回到小学和中学看第八波道的连续剧和那段抄写歌谱的日记。
你的倒影,爱的名字,让叶轻轻落下,陪我看日出,恋之xi, 新加坡派,一步一步来,当你回眸的那天起。。。
剧导很妙的把耳熟能详的歌曲穿插在故事情节里。老实说,我喜欢这部剧不是因为他们唱和演得赞,乃是因为我喜欢和熟悉的音乐在耳际边响起。
在短短的1个星期内观看两部舞台剧和一场演唱会,我最享受的是《天》,接着是《不》,《王》包围。我发现还是华文华语最能牵动我的心,谢谢上帝让我能掌握和明白这五千年来所遗留下来的文化遗产!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Galileo * CFH * Drained
<< Galileo >>
Becoz of YOU, I had a long wait
wait for your spec and POR to be confirmed
wait for you to be retrofitted and tested by EE
wait for the NVRAM values to be backup and restored
wait for HY to come back from meeting and tea break
wait for you to work properly and give me decent output
wait for you for more tweaking and FW checkin
Oh my, why is my life so closely knitted with you?
Didn't I have better to do and wait for?
* Sighz... *
Who told me to be in SCF group
My life will just be surrounded by Galileo, Mach4 and Music4 in the next 1.5 yrs!
Having said so much, the lonely Daimler is sitting on top on that empty box
waiting to be adopted by HY and PN
So poor thing uh...
<< Curry Fishhead >>
We went Coral Village Bistro for CFH, finally
Had CFH and Kangkong plus lime juice n coke
Hmm the dishes are OK but I prefer the kangkong
Whose silly idea to eat that CFH
It's me, NLY!!
Thanks for going with me, kind-soul
<< Drained >>
Feel mentally and emotionally saturated
Overwhlemed with fear and doubts
Confusion is there to disturb me further
I am calling it a QUIT
Please do not play me out
I am not sure I can take it positively
Today YOU revealed YOUR words to me again
Jer 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,
plans to prosper you and not to harm you
Plans to give you hope and a future
YOU don't bring me to the planning room as you make the blueprint for my life
Instead YOU rather let me follow blindly, not unknowing what is ahead
but to surrender myself before YOU and seek YOUR guidance
Like what others said: Leap of faith
I just pray that I can trust YOU wholeheartedly!
Becoz of YOU, I had a long wait
wait for your spec and POR to be confirmed
wait for you to be retrofitted and tested by EE
wait for the NVRAM values to be backup and restored
wait for HY to come back from meeting and tea break
wait for you to work properly and give me decent output
wait for you for more tweaking and FW checkin
Oh my, why is my life so closely knitted with you?
Didn't I have better to do and wait for?
* Sighz... *
Who told me to be in SCF group
My life will just be surrounded by Galileo, Mach4 and Music4 in the next 1.5 yrs!
Having said so much, the lonely Daimler is sitting on top on that empty box
waiting to be adopted by HY and PN
So poor thing uh...
<< Curry Fishhead >>
We went Coral Village Bistro for CFH, finally
Had CFH and Kangkong plus lime juice n coke
Hmm the dishes are OK but I prefer the kangkong
Whose silly idea to eat that CFH
It's me, NLY!!
Thanks for going with me, kind-soul
<< Drained >>
Feel mentally and emotionally saturated
Overwhlemed with fear and doubts
Confusion is there to disturb me further
I am calling it a QUIT
Please do not play me out
I am not sure I can take it positively
Today YOU revealed YOUR words to me again
Jer 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,
plans to prosper you and not to harm you
Plans to give you hope and a future
YOU don't bring me to the planning room as you make the blueprint for my life
Instead YOU rather let me follow blindly, not unknowing what is ahead
but to surrender myself before YOU and seek YOUR guidance
Like what others said: Leap of faith
I just pray that I can trust YOU wholeheartedly!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
生病
好久没生病了,一年总会有一次这样的机会!不知是幸福还是咒诅。哈!当然是神的祝福啦 =)
因为生病 才知道身体安康的重要性
因为生病 才体会休息原来是不容忽视的
因为生病 才感受到那纯纯而甜美的呵护
因为生病 才明了这不只是关乎自己而已
因为生病 才知道身体安康的重要性
因为生病 才体会休息原来是不容忽视的
因为生病 才感受到那纯纯而甜美的呵护
因为生病 才明了这不只是关乎自己而已
Friday, August 3, 2007
KISS
Today i sent kaiyue to school. As I was about to leave, she kissed me. So sweet of her. I was kinda shocked and ya, thrilled.
Nobody told her to do so and i din request for one. Hee... God knows someone is in need for a hug and He sends angel to comfort me :)
Nobody told her to do so and i din request for one. Hee... God knows someone is in need for a hug and He sends angel to comfort me :)
Monday, July 30, 2007
Pealow speaks again...
<< 小莹子 >>
She will be back in less than 12 hrs!! She is a special and unique friend cum sister. We met in CCF and guess what, the frenship continue to blossom even after we graduated from NTU.
It is a precious frenship given by God. I trily appreciate her company all these while. Haa... what is more amazing is she always listens with patience(i hope so) while I rant non-stop.
Thank you for being there, always.
<< jie >>
I feel so proud of you. You're always so calm and steady while i seem to be so anxious and uncool while handling stuffs.
Maybe you really eat more salt than i do and I am always a xiao-mei in your eyes. Thank you for showing care and concern in your subtle way. You are not good in expressing in words but your actions and decisions tell alot!
I pray that you can continue to trust God for His guidance and providence in the days to come. We simply cant fathom God's plan but i hope that we two are sure that we are well taken and sheltered under His wings.
<< He provides >>
Jehovah Jireh. Ya, this is the tiny little voice i heard when I felt so loss before and after talking to wen and wc.
God will provide. Again God reassured me that He cares and He remembered. I feel so peaceful. Thank you, Father in heaven
<< Barriers >>
How many barriers are there? I really dunno. I expect some and I also hope that most will be cleared by the grace and mercies of our Lord, if He allows.
A bit unsettled though but slowly, God has made some ways and things may not as cloudy and gloomy as I thought.
Anyway, i enjoy being into it. After all, it has been quite some years...
She will be back in less than 12 hrs!! She is a special and unique friend cum sister. We met in CCF and guess what, the frenship continue to blossom even after we graduated from NTU.
It is a precious frenship given by God. I trily appreciate her company all these while. Haa... what is more amazing is she always listens with patience(i hope so) while I rant non-stop.
Thank you for being there, always.
<< jie >>
I feel so proud of you. You're always so calm and steady while i seem to be so anxious and uncool while handling stuffs.
Maybe you really eat more salt than i do and I am always a xiao-mei in your eyes. Thank you for showing care and concern in your subtle way. You are not good in expressing in words but your actions and decisions tell alot!
I pray that you can continue to trust God for His guidance and providence in the days to come. We simply cant fathom God's plan but i hope that we two are sure that we are well taken and sheltered under His wings.
<< He provides >>
Jehovah Jireh. Ya, this is the tiny little voice i heard when I felt so loss before and after talking to wen and wc.
God will provide. Again God reassured me that He cares and He remembered. I feel so peaceful. Thank you, Father in heaven
<< Barriers >>
How many barriers are there? I really dunno. I expect some and I also hope that most will be cleared by the grace and mercies of our Lord, if He allows.
A bit unsettled though but slowly, God has made some ways and things may not as cloudy and gloomy as I thought.
Anyway, i enjoy being into it. After all, it has been quite some years...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Radical Disciple 彻底的门徒
Milenia walk >>
A nice dinner at Outback Steakhouse last Friday evening. It was a sweet one, feel quite comfy though. Enjoyed the food and the company, thank God.
The feeling was kinda weird and funny. Hee... :)
Zouk out >>
Yaya, a few of us went together. Guess what, we met Vincent there. OOps, poor wife.
Slip >>
With the possible schedule slip, we lose the motivation to work on Daimler esp Galileo development. What we did before may be a waste but what to do? It is beyond our control and no one expect this happen.
So I am looking up to RMT, hope it would bring more surprises!!
Grace >>
It is truly God's grace that I have peace and joy at work. Today I witness 3 different things in the office
1. Ms Ho: She was so angry until she kicked the door with her legs instead of using hands to push it. Then a FW engr called her while she was driving out for lunch. She sounded so agitated and angry
2. Mr Wong: Whenever he has bad headache and dun feel well, he knows that it is due to his high blood pressure. Yup, those are the sympthoms. He had late night teleconferences for consecutive nights. Poor thing
3. Mr Tay: He was so occupied with meeting esp those nozzle out and bubble issue. Not time to lunch with us and ya, no time to suan me. Hehe...
I would say be contented, God has given me the best than what I asked for. Be happy with what you have and live everyday to its fullest!
Healthy >>
Being healthy is important and when you are born healthy, you should be thankful for that! Heard about ZW's nephew, he has got lymphatic cancer. Poor baby and the mum. Feel sad for them.
On the other hand, I am thankful for Constance, Ernst and Heidi. They are all lovely gifts from God!!
SMS >>
I foresee a surge in my last mth sms...oops, been using it quite a bit. Oops... But what to do...
Radical Disciple 彻底的门徒 >>
I like the lesson on Wed (11 Jul), kinda interesting and thought-provoking.
Any idea what is kingdom and what does repent mean? In book of Matthew context
Let me recall. I might be wrong, blame my lousy memory... Kekek...
Kingdom: A legacy whereby it is set by God and HE is the governor. He is in charge!
Repent: Turn away from 1 life to another life, simply put, turn to God-centred life.
We, are easily distracted and sin knowingly/unknowingly in a split second. Ya, we always said we are unable to guard our thoughts, tongues, acts etc and sometimes we are 'forced' to sin when there's external disturbance. What is important is we should immediately end the silly thoughts/actions and ask God to help us to curb this!!
God has His wisdom in His word, we,Christians are not taught to be a hypocrite but someone who fear God and do what God honours.
Do not commit adultry: this does not restrict to only pyshical closeness but emotional
Do not divorce: What God has made together, let no man set apart. In old days, Jews used to divorce their wives as and when they want to. Sometimes it may even becoz the cooking is not nice or so. Scary uh...
Do not vow: True to self and God. Remember that you are always accountable to God on what you do/say/act
Do not worry abt tml: God has prepared what we need and aren't we more precious than a bird?! Look around, God even take care of those birds and flowers on the roadside, you think God will forget your need? Hehe... Also, those worries wont make you look younger and healthier. So cast all your anxieties on HIM k...
Judge: Do not judged or you will be judged
Lord: Who is the LORD of your life? One man cannot serve 2 lords.
I cant remember the beautitudes... Oops, shall update again.
What a price to pay if you want to be a radical disciple!! And are you serious you want to be Jesus's disciple? ;p
A nice dinner at Outback Steakhouse last Friday evening. It was a sweet one, feel quite comfy though. Enjoyed the food and the company, thank God.
The feeling was kinda weird and funny. Hee... :)
Zouk out >>
Yaya, a few of us went together. Guess what, we met Vincent there. OOps, poor wife.
Slip >>
With the possible schedule slip, we lose the motivation to work on Daimler esp Galileo development. What we did before may be a waste but what to do? It is beyond our control and no one expect this happen.
So I am looking up to RMT, hope it would bring more surprises!!
Grace >>
It is truly God's grace that I have peace and joy at work. Today I witness 3 different things in the office
1. Ms Ho: She was so angry until she kicked the door with her legs instead of using hands to push it. Then a FW engr called her while she was driving out for lunch. She sounded so agitated and angry
2. Mr Wong: Whenever he has bad headache and dun feel well, he knows that it is due to his high blood pressure. Yup, those are the sympthoms. He had late night teleconferences for consecutive nights. Poor thing
3. Mr Tay: He was so occupied with meeting esp those nozzle out and bubble issue. Not time to lunch with us and ya, no time to suan me. Hehe...
I would say be contented, God has given me the best than what I asked for. Be happy with what you have and live everyday to its fullest!
Healthy >>
Being healthy is important and when you are born healthy, you should be thankful for that! Heard about ZW's nephew, he has got lymphatic cancer. Poor baby and the mum. Feel sad for them.
On the other hand, I am thankful for Constance, Ernst and Heidi. They are all lovely gifts from God!!
SMS >>
I foresee a surge in my last mth sms...oops, been using it quite a bit. Oops... But what to do...
Radical Disciple 彻底的门徒 >>
I like the lesson on Wed (11 Jul), kinda interesting and thought-provoking.
Any idea what is kingdom and what does repent mean? In book of Matthew context
Let me recall. I might be wrong, blame my lousy memory... Kekek...
Kingdom: A legacy whereby it is set by God and HE is the governor. He is in charge!
Repent: Turn away from 1 life to another life, simply put, turn to God-centred life.
We, are easily distracted and sin knowingly/unknowingly in a split second. Ya, we always said we are unable to guard our thoughts, tongues, acts etc and sometimes we are 'forced' to sin when there's external disturbance. What is important is we should immediately end the silly thoughts/actions and ask God to help us to curb this!!
God has His wisdom in His word, we,Christians are not taught to be a hypocrite but someone who fear God and do what God honours.
Do not commit adultry: this does not restrict to only pyshical closeness but emotional
Do not divorce: What God has made together, let no man set apart. In old days, Jews used to divorce their wives as and when they want to. Sometimes it may even becoz the cooking is not nice or so. Scary uh...
Do not vow: True to self and God. Remember that you are always accountable to God on what you do/say/act
Do not worry abt tml: God has prepared what we need and aren't we more precious than a bird?! Look around, God even take care of those birds and flowers on the roadside, you think God will forget your need? Hehe... Also, those worries wont make you look younger and healthier. So cast all your anxieties on HIM k...
Judge: Do not judged or you will be judged
Lord: Who is the LORD of your life? One man cannot serve 2 lords.
I cant remember the beautitudes... Oops, shall update again.
What a price to pay if you want to be a radical disciple!! And are you serious you want to be Jesus's disciple? ;p
Thursday, June 28, 2007
KINGDOM
>> I caught a baby bumble bee <<
This is a song which we sung during my hall 4 FOC. I miss those days
Bumble bee is home after 12 mths homemaker-life in Boston!
Still looked as usual ;) Skinny, elegant and as long-winded as before? Tomorrow we will know, after Corona meeting. Haha... Be prepared to bring more food in, who knows the meeting will last till lunch time? *puke*
She bought CT ice-cream latte from HPAM. Yummy!!! I get to drink coz CT gave me.
>> Kingdom <<
What is Kingdom?
Is it something very glorious or somewhere fully packed with people, and the Crown King is seated there, waiting to receive his honour?
If that is what you think, perhaps I can tell you what I understand recently on this 'Kingdom'
In bible, Jesus urged us to seek first His kingdom and His righteous and all others will be given to us. (Matthew 6:31-33)
Seek His kingdom = Live the way God commands, hold on to the principles and belief which HE imparts to us, live in the way that you can have His peace, love and joy present in your lives, seek His pleasure by not compromising on what He detests and honour God in the way that pleases Him
Is our God too hard to satisfy? ;p Up to your discretion.
Our God knows us incl our limiatation and weaknesses. Having listed down our inadequacy and imprefection does not disqualify us for meeting His requirements, on the other hand, it shows that how much we need Him to be present in our lives and guiding us through. His grace is very much needed ;p
This is a song which we sung during my hall 4 FOC. I miss those days
Bumble bee is home after 12 mths homemaker-life in Boston!
Still looked as usual ;) Skinny, elegant and as long-winded as before? Tomorrow we will know, after Corona meeting. Haha... Be prepared to bring more food in, who knows the meeting will last till lunch time? *puke*
She bought CT ice-cream latte from HPAM. Yummy!!! I get to drink coz CT gave me.
>> Kingdom <<
What is Kingdom?
Is it something very glorious or somewhere fully packed with people, and the Crown King is seated there, waiting to receive his honour?
If that is what you think, perhaps I can tell you what I understand recently on this 'Kingdom'
In bible, Jesus urged us to seek first His kingdom and His righteous and all others will be given to us. (Matthew 6:31-33)
Seek His kingdom = Live the way God commands, hold on to the principles and belief which HE imparts to us, live in the way that you can have His peace, love and joy present in your lives, seek His pleasure by not compromising on what He detests and honour God in the way that pleases Him
Is our God too hard to satisfy? ;p Up to your discretion.
Our God knows us incl our limiatation and weaknesses. Having listed down our inadequacy and imprefection does not disqualify us for meeting His requirements, on the other hand, it shows that how much we need Him to be present in our lives and guiding us through. His grace is very much needed ;p
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Shiroi Kyoto 白い巨塔
"You shall not murder”(Exodus 20:13)
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DO you know 'MURDER' is equal to 'ANGER'? HINT: Matthew 5:21-22
Why would God compares anger to muder?
Believe it or not, we murder someone intentionally or unintentionally!! It can be in words, action, thoughts and even your look! Of course righteous anger is allowed but how to define it? Please refer back to bible
Denial
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She said she refuse to go for lessons, she doesn't want to listen to God's word coz she has her own bitterness in life and unable to fully forgive the person who hurt her and her family. She sulked.
This is the first time I came across such case whereby she is furious with her encounter and refuse to acknowledge God's sovereignty.
What I can say is 'Everyone has his/her set of problems and suffering, Sometimes we just cant compare our suffering and rendezvous'. May God's glory be shone thru in our everyday lives.
Shiroi Kyoto 白い巨塔
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Cast: Karasawa Toshiaki 唐沢寿明 as Zaizen Goro 財前五郎, Eguchi Yosuke 江口洋介 as Satomi Shuji 里見脩二
Director: Satsuo Yamamoto
Indeed it is a thought provoking drama. It captures the thirst for fame, status and power in the all-time favourtite, respectful professional i.e. Medical officer. Interestingly, it also features a doctor who hold on to his own belief even if he is being threaten to be stripped off from the university and all his hard-work in research field will go down to the drain.
What is the use of trying so hard to get something you yearn for, having sacrificed your integrity and belief? And what is so good about achieving your target by all means and yet you reliase that it is all meaningless? What is more sarcastic is you do not get a chance to enjoy 'your fruit of labour'!!! So ironic.
Anyway, I enjoyed watching this series. Good job!!
>> Here is a review...
Interestingly, there is no clear-cut right or wrong in this series, and most characters walk in a gray-zone as to position the viewers in the judge's seat, or perhaps more appropriately, the characters themselves. While the ending is somewhat predictable due to foreshadowing, it executes the subtleties perfectly and provides a satisfying resolution along with some food for thought.
- by greybear on 25 April 2004
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DO you know 'MURDER' is equal to 'ANGER'? HINT: Matthew 5:21-22
Why would God compares anger to muder?
Believe it or not, we murder someone intentionally or unintentionally!! It can be in words, action, thoughts and even your look! Of course righteous anger is allowed but how to define it? Please refer back to bible
Denial
------
She said she refuse to go for lessons, she doesn't want to listen to God's word coz she has her own bitterness in life and unable to fully forgive the person who hurt her and her family. She sulked.
This is the first time I came across such case whereby she is furious with her encounter and refuse to acknowledge God's sovereignty.
What I can say is 'Everyone has his/her set of problems and suffering, Sometimes we just cant compare our suffering and rendezvous'. May God's glory be shone thru in our everyday lives.
Shiroi Kyoto 白い巨塔
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Cast: Karasawa Toshiaki 唐沢寿明 as Zaizen Goro 財前五郎, Eguchi Yosuke 江口洋介 as Satomi Shuji 里見脩二
Director: Satsuo Yamamoto
Indeed it is a thought provoking drama. It captures the thirst for fame, status and power in the all-time favourtite, respectful professional i.e. Medical officer. Interestingly, it also features a doctor who hold on to his own belief even if he is being threaten to be stripped off from the university and all his hard-work in research field will go down to the drain.
What is the use of trying so hard to get something you yearn for, having sacrificed your integrity and belief? And what is so good about achieving your target by all means and yet you reliase that it is all meaningless? What is more sarcastic is you do not get a chance to enjoy 'your fruit of labour'!!! So ironic.
Anyway, I enjoyed watching this series. Good job!!
>> Here is a review...
Interestingly, there is no clear-cut right or wrong in this series, and most characters walk in a gray-zone as to position the viewers in the judge's seat, or perhaps more appropriately, the characters themselves. While the ending is somewhat predictable due to foreshadowing, it executes the subtleties perfectly and provides a satisfying resolution along with some food for thought.
- by greybear on 25 April 2004
Friday, June 22, 2007
Random...
CG17 Retreat
上帝是供应的源头。上周五周六的‘退修会’承蒙神的眷顾,哪怕是仅仅的二十来个,他们的出席已经是一种鼓励了!
他们的确很可爱,也许不都是长相的可爱,是因心地的单纯而美丽吧 =)
第一次和sheila配搭,她紧张得很。谢谢她愿意在十万火急之下答应成为司琴,虽然她不是无处可挑剔,但她那愿意尝试的心态真叫人鼓舞!老实说,我已经很久没有和这么嫩的司琴配搭了;这其中我学到了要谦卑、包容和忍耐,这可不是单向的,而是双方都必须有一颗诚恳,愿意相互学习和调适以求更完美的呈现。这二十几年来碰上不少司琴,有很优越的,也有挺木纳的,呵呵,钢琴这玩意儿,真是有趣。让我在此一一列下:
加利利:楚云、丽娴、丽慧、春凤、玲玲、玉真
南大:恩奇、次莹、欣怡、lionel
BPMC: May、敏乐、莉婷、晓恩、颂欣、子欣、秀慧、Vivian、Sheila
屈指一数,的确有好几位很不错的司琴,当然还是恩奇最棒,与他最有默契!不用为他预备乐谱,也无须告诉他我要什么key,他似乎能明了似的。哈!难得难得,真的没得顶 ;p
宇军、恩礼、yvonne、gabrielle的参与也为这活动注入强心针,他们还是很关注小弟小妹的成长。原本有点泄气的我,刹那间被充气,继续上腾
与学生们分享了‘Les Choristes’这部法文片子,起初还很担心他们的反应。感谢神,一切都还好,他们都还很喜欢电影的题材,沉醉在美妙的音乐和歌声里,何等喜乐的享受啊!
Daimler
I feel kinda angry!! What's wrong if I say pmode/cmap group is the bottle neck?! Our mode of development is sequential development, we have to wait for their print resources before we can proceed on our imaging work. What if they take their own sweet time to develop maps, does SCF team have sufficient time to generate maps and get it tested before pushing it into FW?!! When things screwed up, people just point to us...
So what if she is senior?! I already told her that one of the map is wrong and they have no urgency to change it. Then when Jeff asked, I just voiced out my concern. Did I do anything wrong?! Even if you are senior, but when things are not right, we should highlight it. Though I am very much junior, but it doesn't mean we can share our thought and views.
Somebody said they wanna change the L/G. Are you kidding?? This will waste all my effort on Galileo and gotta start from scratch. Sure anot? Unless you give me ample of lead time or get moer resources to help, else you better drop the idea!!!
White Tower
Have you ever thought of why you want to be an engineer? Your target is earn respect, money or status or just a mere objecive that is to get things engineered properly and cost efficient?
Guard your heart as you continue to immerse in this world, every single thing is changing, gradually. Be on your guard as the greed and yearning for everthing will slowly creep into your life and take your most precious away.
Kaiyue
The moment I hold your little hand, I feel the warmth
When we are on our way to carpe diem, I feel so honoured to bring you there
When we board the bus, I feel so proud of you as you are so obedient
You are especially sweet when you smile, and your dimples are shown on ya little face
You always try to hide and pretend not to see me but how much can you hide
I am so blessed to have you!!
Ali Baba and Mr Coke
Finally both are out of sight in WS aisle, I do miss both of them
Ali Baba - He was the one who interviewed me. I was so thankful that his accent is understandable. His strength is in Statistic and ya quite decisive and always push for effective solution. He can be quite aggressive as well. Probably one bad point is he listens mostly to what seniors' say, he doesn't really care how others think. I must thank him also for providing me opportunities to go to San Diego. His words and comments are quite encouraging sometimes.
Mr Coke - We joined on the same day. At first I didn't really think we will be close but guess what. Haa... Anyway, we are still not very close. He is one of those I will gossip most since he is quite harmless. Among the peer colleagues, only 2 of us chat online with one another. He likes to ask things like... Pealow, do you have coins? What are you eating today? Tea break? Etc :) Whenever we attend offsite course, I always need to chop places for him as he is always late. Haa... We even become homing buddy. Haiz, I feel a bit sad ar coz I was the one who encouraged him to leave and ask Uncle seet to recommend him a job in ST and guess what, he is in ST now. Anyway, I am glad to have him around for the past 1.5 yrs.
OK, here is my team photo. Guess who is who... Hehe...

Farewell for Ali Baba and Mr Coke
上帝是供应的源头。上周五周六的‘退修会’承蒙神的眷顾,哪怕是仅仅的二十来个,他们的出席已经是一种鼓励了!
他们的确很可爱,也许不都是长相的可爱,是因心地的单纯而美丽吧 =)
第一次和sheila配搭,她紧张得很。谢谢她愿意在十万火急之下答应成为司琴,虽然她不是无处可挑剔,但她那愿意尝试的心态真叫人鼓舞!老实说,我已经很久没有和这么嫩的司琴配搭了;这其中我学到了要谦卑、包容和忍耐,这可不是单向的,而是双方都必须有一颗诚恳,愿意相互学习和调适以求更完美的呈现。这二十几年来碰上不少司琴,有很优越的,也有挺木纳的,呵呵,钢琴这玩意儿,真是有趣。让我在此一一列下:
加利利:楚云、丽娴、丽慧、春凤、玲玲、玉真
南大:恩奇、次莹、欣怡、lionel
BPMC: May、敏乐、莉婷、晓恩、颂欣、子欣、秀慧、Vivian、Sheila
屈指一数,的确有好几位很不错的司琴,当然还是恩奇最棒,与他最有默契!不用为他预备乐谱,也无须告诉他我要什么key,他似乎能明了似的。哈!难得难得,真的没得顶 ;p
宇军、恩礼、yvonne、gabrielle的参与也为这活动注入强心针,他们还是很关注小弟小妹的成长。原本有点泄气的我,刹那间被充气,继续上腾
与学生们分享了‘Les Choristes’这部法文片子,起初还很担心他们的反应。感谢神,一切都还好,他们都还很喜欢电影的题材,沉醉在美妙的音乐和歌声里,何等喜乐的享受啊!
Daimler
I feel kinda angry!! What's wrong if I say pmode/cmap group is the bottle neck?! Our mode of development is sequential development, we have to wait for their print resources before we can proceed on our imaging work. What if they take their own sweet time to develop maps, does SCF team have sufficient time to generate maps and get it tested before pushing it into FW?!! When things screwed up, people just point to us...
So what if she is senior?! I already told her that one of the map is wrong and they have no urgency to change it. Then when Jeff asked, I just voiced out my concern. Did I do anything wrong?! Even if you are senior, but when things are not right, we should highlight it. Though I am very much junior, but it doesn't mean we can share our thought and views.
Somebody said they wanna change the L/G. Are you kidding?? This will waste all my effort on Galileo and gotta start from scratch. Sure anot? Unless you give me ample of lead time or get moer resources to help, else you better drop the idea!!!
White Tower
Have you ever thought of why you want to be an engineer? Your target is earn respect, money or status or just a mere objecive that is to get things engineered properly and cost efficient?
Guard your heart as you continue to immerse in this world, every single thing is changing, gradually. Be on your guard as the greed and yearning for everthing will slowly creep into your life and take your most precious away.
Kaiyue
The moment I hold your little hand, I feel the warmth
When we are on our way to carpe diem, I feel so honoured to bring you there
When we board the bus, I feel so proud of you as you are so obedient
You are especially sweet when you smile, and your dimples are shown on ya little face
You always try to hide and pretend not to see me but how much can you hide
I am so blessed to have you!!
Ali Baba and Mr Coke
Finally both are out of sight in WS aisle, I do miss both of them
Ali Baba - He was the one who interviewed me. I was so thankful that his accent is understandable. His strength is in Statistic and ya quite decisive and always push for effective solution. He can be quite aggressive as well. Probably one bad point is he listens mostly to what seniors' say, he doesn't really care how others think. I must thank him also for providing me opportunities to go to San Diego. His words and comments are quite encouraging sometimes.
Mr Coke - We joined on the same day. At first I didn't really think we will be close but guess what. Haa... Anyway, we are still not very close. He is one of those I will gossip most since he is quite harmless. Among the peer colleagues, only 2 of us chat online with one another. He likes to ask things like... Pealow, do you have coins? What are you eating today? Tea break? Etc :) Whenever we attend offsite course, I always need to chop places for him as he is always late. Haa... We even become homing buddy. Haiz, I feel a bit sad ar coz I was the one who encouraged him to leave and ask Uncle seet to recommend him a job in ST and guess what, he is in ST now. Anyway, I am glad to have him around for the past 1.5 yrs.
OK, here is my team photo. Guess who is who... Hehe...

Farewell for Ali Baba and Mr Coke
Monday, June 11, 2007
188... Mr coke...
《188之旅》
我又要开始学习自己上路,踏上188的路程。没有熟悉的身影在身旁徘徊和做伴,接下来的日子会如何呢?我还是可以随身携带耳机和书本,轻松上路,学习欣赏身边的一景一物,重新确认和体验万事都互相效力,叫爱神的人得益处,就是按他旨意被召的人 :)
我相信没有一头栽下去是明智之举,至少结尾不会太难堪和尴尬。压抑是辛苦的,但我觉得这是一种选择;这背后的道理就是你必须承担你的抉择所引发的种种后果。感谢上帝的带领和保守,这纯纯的情谊还是很出人意外的吧!至少我挑战过自己的信念,欲望和需要,认识和了解上帝总是能接着不同事物事件改变你的想法,让你真真实实的与上帝和自己摔跤。
《引擎》
不管多拙多逊,还是要继续下去!
《单亲妈妈》
这真是个荒谬之建议!为了解决人口老化的问题而鼓励有学识的女性成为单身妈妈,好可怕啊!难道他没有考虑到这其中所引发的社会问题和上帝所设立的家庭伦理和婚姻的完全吗?什么大趋所势,荒唐!
我又要开始学习自己上路,踏上188的路程。没有熟悉的身影在身旁徘徊和做伴,接下来的日子会如何呢?我还是可以随身携带耳机和书本,轻松上路,学习欣赏身边的一景一物,重新确认和体验万事都互相效力,叫爱神的人得益处,就是按他旨意被召的人 :)
我相信没有一头栽下去是明智之举,至少结尾不会太难堪和尴尬。压抑是辛苦的,但我觉得这是一种选择;这背后的道理就是你必须承担你的抉择所引发的种种后果。感谢上帝的带领和保守,这纯纯的情谊还是很出人意外的吧!至少我挑战过自己的信念,欲望和需要,认识和了解上帝总是能接着不同事物事件改变你的想法,让你真真实实的与上帝和自己摔跤。
《引擎》
不管多拙多逊,还是要继续下去!
《单亲妈妈》
这真是个荒谬之建议!为了解决人口老化的问题而鼓励有学识的女性成为单身妈妈,好可怕啊!难道他没有考虑到这其中所引发的社会问题和上帝所设立的家庭伦理和婚姻的完全吗?什么大趋所势,荒唐!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
《不再忧愁》
终于那不必要的误会解除了!感谢上帝!心里踏实了许多,也更加深了彼此的了解。大家处事和回应的方法大有不同,都怪上帝造了各式各样乱七八糟的人?非也!=)因着我们的不同和有别,才显出我们更需体谅和相互接纳、包容和了解。
谢谢上帝!是的,要学习谦卑和爱人。上帝如何掩面不看我的罪,我也要被原谅和原谅人。
昨晚的“门徒”被迫背诵经文
箴言15:13 心中喜乐 面带笑容 , 心里忧愁 灵被损伤
箴言15:18 暴怒的人能挑起争端 忍怒的人能止息纷争
《lapis surabaya》
arthjie 从印尼带了一个大的lapis surabaya给我,好受宠啊!只有我有哦,哈哈 =)
《引擎》
赛车手是寂寞的,因为他们在赛场上只能为自己而争战,一心想着要赢,绝对不能有一丝输的想法。若是他能学到不止是为自己而奔驰,而是也为了其他人和更高更伟大的梦想奔驰,他将能够突围,让自己不经意的晋升一级,发挥到极点!
别轻看自己对自己的约定哦,也要记得你需要努力完成约定哦,次郎! *勾勾手指*
终于那不必要的误会解除了!感谢上帝!心里踏实了许多,也更加深了彼此的了解。大家处事和回应的方法大有不同,都怪上帝造了各式各样乱七八糟的人?非也!=)因着我们的不同和有别,才显出我们更需体谅和相互接纳、包容和了解。
谢谢上帝!是的,要学习谦卑和爱人。上帝如何掩面不看我的罪,我也要被原谅和原谅人。
昨晚的“门徒”被迫背诵经文
箴言15:13 心中喜乐 面带笑容 , 心里忧愁 灵被损伤
箴言15:18 暴怒的人能挑起争端 忍怒的人能止息纷争
《lapis surabaya》
arthjie 从印尼带了一个大的lapis surabaya给我,好受宠啊!只有我有哦,哈哈 =)
《引擎》
赛车手是寂寞的,因为他们在赛场上只能为自己而争战,一心想着要赢,绝对不能有一丝输的想法。若是他能学到不止是为自己而奔驰,而是也为了其他人和更高更伟大的梦想奔驰,他将能够突围,让自己不经意的晋升一级,发挥到极点!
别轻看自己对自己的约定哦,也要记得你需要努力完成约定哦,次郎! *勾勾手指*
Sunday, June 3, 2007
可恶
我其实蛮讨厌被人误会的感觉,莫名其妙被人冷眼相待。如果我真的是作错了,我无从狡辩;但问题是我没有!不知道为何,它就是按奈不住要往眼眶内涌出去;尝试拭去眼角的泪水,努力强忍着,还是奈何它不了。我觉得这是一种委屈,为何我需要这样受他那不可理喻的指责!在众人面前就像被捅了一刀,直叫我们愕然不已。算了,要包容,要忍耐,不要计算人的恶,我也不想再说下去了,有道歉也好,无道歉也罢,我不管了。上帝啊,求你教导我有恩慈和智慧的去面对!阿门
后记:电邮是一样大有能力的沟通途径,但如果不善加和小心使用,也许有造成许多不便之处哦。。。
后记:电邮是一样大有能力的沟通途径,但如果不善加和小心使用,也许有造成许多不便之处哦。。。
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
乱七八糟
无谓的怒气
原本满心期待的外出换来的却是空欢喜和兴奋。再加上毫无交待,真的很气愤和失望。我差点儿忘记曾向上帝求的应征。虽然是可以预料到的,但心里总是不情愿的接纳。
过后的道歉已经不很重要了,因为这一切已没有原先那么宝贵。
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喜欢木村托哉的演绎,把一个赛车手的心情和无赖哥哥的角色拿捏得恰到好处,没有很华丽的场景,只有一群很可爱的小孩和少年,再加上3位保育士的衬托,这剧集挺精彩的!
其中一些片段更是叫人感到感概。。。
俊太:养父母口口声声说他很可怜。年纪不过约4岁而已的他对那句话耿耿于怀,尤其是要离开风丘之所那日更赌气的跑到次郎的房间躲起来,只因他不服于那句“好可怜啊”。在重新面对大人时,他频频说道:我一点都不可怜!
后记:难道在孤儿院长大的孩子都是可怜的吗?为何世人总是带着有色的眼光看他们?难道他们就不能够和平常人一样活得开心和精彩么?
元老师:难道要孩子们在一位没有受过专业保育训练的成人的影响下成长么?
院长:其实这样的人更容易闯入孩子们的心房,与他们有生命的交流,至少他们没有太多的束缚和道理限制
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元老师:很多时候我们因着有太多经验在前头,并不能更切实了解孩子们的需要
大埔那一段也很感人,父亲既然因着孩子的不足而保持距离;连孩子要解释也不给予机会,久久不肯调低车窗。好狠心啊!
大概是这样... 哈哈...
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摘自一封电邮...
<优秀>
很有趣的听闻一个朋友这么论道:女人因为优秀而寂寞,男人因为寂寞而优秀。试想,女人是否需要因此刻意隐藏自我的优秀,真的需要这样么?其实,没有一人是完美的。我们优秀是因为旁人还未发现我们在某处的瑕疵而已!
等爱是辛苦的,但希望在等候的时候是有盼望和喜乐的。相不相配,适不适合,绝非是外在的条件和个性的这玩意儿所能定夺的;对于这样的一个旅程,很纳闷,有点不知所措,看不清,难明了。只能默默相信上帝所做的是为我好。尝试用一些很阿Q的想法说服自己,但我更愿意自己坦然面对眼前的道路;是这样也好,那样也罢,只求我不要失去对造物主的主权的敬畏。
原本满心期待的外出换来的却是空欢喜和兴奋。再加上毫无交待,真的很气愤和失望。我差点儿忘记曾向上帝求的应征。虽然是可以预料到的,但心里总是不情愿的接纳。
过后的道歉已经不很重要了,因为这一切已没有原先那么宝贵。
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喜欢木村托哉的演绎,把一个赛车手的心情和无赖哥哥的角色拿捏得恰到好处,没有很华丽的场景,只有一群很可爱的小孩和少年,再加上3位保育士的衬托,这剧集挺精彩的!
其中一些片段更是叫人感到感概。。。
俊太:养父母口口声声说他很可怜。年纪不过约4岁而已的他对那句话耿耿于怀,尤其是要离开风丘之所那日更赌气的跑到次郎的房间躲起来,只因他不服于那句“好可怜啊”。在重新面对大人时,他频频说道:我一点都不可怜!
后记:难道在孤儿院长大的孩子都是可怜的吗?为何世人总是带着有色的眼光看他们?难道他们就不能够和平常人一样活得开心和精彩么?
元老师:难道要孩子们在一位没有受过专业保育训练的成人的影响下成长么?
院长:其实这样的人更容易闯入孩子们的心房,与他们有生命的交流,至少他们没有太多的束缚和道理限制
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元老师:很多时候我们因着有太多经验在前头,并不能更切实了解孩子们的需要
大埔那一段也很感人,父亲既然因着孩子的不足而保持距离;连孩子要解释也不给予机会,久久不肯调低车窗。好狠心啊!
大概是这样... 哈哈...
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摘自一封电邮...
<优秀>
很有趣的听闻一个朋友这么论道:女人因为优秀而寂寞,男人因为寂寞而优秀。试想,女人是否需要因此刻意隐藏自我的优秀,真的需要这样么?其实,没有一人是完美的。我们优秀是因为旁人还未发现我们在某处的瑕疵而已!
等爱是辛苦的,但希望在等候的时候是有盼望和喜乐的。相不相配,适不适合,绝非是外在的条件和个性的这玩意儿所能定夺的;对于这样的一个旅程,很纳闷,有点不知所措,看不清,难明了。只能默默相信上帝所做的是为我好。尝试用一些很阿Q的想法说服自己,但我更愿意自己坦然面对眼前的道路;是这样也好,那样也罢,只求我不要失去对造物主的主权的敬畏。
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Monday, May 21, 2007
神纪念!
今天似乎有太多意外和令人惊喜的消息
- SW要结婚了!佩服他们的‘简单’。婚姻岂止一个仪式和酒席而已!
- KK要在今晚求婚,紧张的很!哈
- ST明年将越洋到北半球生活,寻找幸福。真为她感恩!不舍总不在话下
- JD怀孕了!恭喜GS,贺喜两人。这是多么珍贵的礼物啊!
- 吴家将添多一个女宝宝
- CS有打算要另某高就或投向SCF,明智之举!
- ART要走了,心有不舍但这是办公室常有的事,那轮到我控制!
接下来的8个小时,还会有什么劲爆消息么?
上帝纪念他的儿女,这是一个永不改变的真理和事实!
- SW要结婚了!佩服他们的‘简单’。婚姻岂止一个仪式和酒席而已!
- KK要在今晚求婚,紧张的很!哈
- ST明年将越洋到北半球生活,寻找幸福。真为她感恩!不舍总不在话下
- JD怀孕了!恭喜GS,贺喜两人。这是多么珍贵的礼物啊!
- 吴家将添多一个女宝宝
- CS有打算要另某高就或投向SCF,明智之举!
- ART要走了,心有不舍但这是办公室常有的事,那轮到我控制!
接下来的8个小时,还会有什么劲爆消息么?
上帝纪念他的儿女,这是一个永不改变的真理和事实!
Sunday, May 13, 2007
A tribute to Mdm SIM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Biz trip highlight (SD & LA)
Let me post some of my SD trip photo.. =)

SD Color Science team: Young, Howard, Charlie, Pealow

Hotel Del @ Coronado Island

Torres Pines GliderPort: Melvin, Ada, Raymond, Ronald, Pealow

Bike ride from La Jolla to Torres Pines: Deirdre, Raymond, Pealow

Lou hei at Deirdre's place

DisneyLand @Anaheim: Darren, Petrina, Raymond, Anne and Pealow

Universal Studio @ LA: Raymond, Ciying, Pealow

HP ICS, San Diego (Building 8)

UCLA @ Westwood: Raymond, Ronald, Ciying, Pealow

Balboa Park @ SD Downtown: Raymond, Ronald, Pealow
SD Color Science team: Young, Howard, Charlie, Pealow
Hotel Del @ Coronado Island
Torres Pines GliderPort: Melvin, Ada, Raymond, Ronald, Pealow
Bike ride from La Jolla to Torres Pines: Deirdre, Raymond, Pealow
Lou hei at Deirdre's place
DisneyLand @Anaheim: Darren, Petrina, Raymond, Anne and Pealow
Universal Studio @ LA: Raymond, Ciying, Pealow
HP ICS, San Diego (Building 8)
UCLA @ Westwood: Raymond, Ronald, Ciying, Pealow
Balboa Park @ SD Downtown: Raymond, Ronald, Pealow
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