我家天台上的一位过客

我并不喜欢改变！ 但如果这时冥冥中上帝的安排，我无言以对...

故事是这样开始的。。。06年开工的第二个星期二，我急着搭公司的短程巴士到 Queenstown 去。 难得的是我当天穿了一件黄色的衬衣，其实我极少穿这样颜色的上衣。当时，见到一位男生，身上的黄色球衣实在无法让我不注意他。稍加注意，发现他也同属BPD，在EE部门也。 就这样，开始了接下来一年的际遇。。。

‘太神奇了’叫我无法测透，竟然有这么多的巧合，是上帝开太多玩笑，还是来自恶者的攻击，以致我有点心神不定。真的很妙，很玄，我常遇上他。呵呵。。。
1。短程巴士
2。电梯（健身室，午餐，上班，回家）
3。BPD里的前后walkway
4。车站
5。健身室

有时一天可碰上3-5次，有点不可思议！每每的碰头，没有言语上的交谈，只有那简单，淡淡但却很真实的眼神交流。 眼神的交流很让人感动和兴奋，觉得很喜欢，很贴心，很紧张，很莫名其妙，很不知所措，很不可思议。

D&D 的经历更叫我对一个这样的人更为不舍。

终于走到这一章的结束，我很想哭 有点不甘。。。

我对这事
很执着
有憧憬
还存幻想
有所寄望
有所感慨
心存感恩
有许多的无奈

又是惊 更是喜

除了让我无形中
使我的衣着颜色更为绚丽
更向往到公司去

更重要的是 它让我
认识到自己的需要
重新发现自己有爱和被爱的能力
重新发现自己有爱和被爱和需要
重新提醒自己要寻求和交托
再次认识神的主权
再次屈服在神的脚前

我无助，无法完全的降服，甚至还尝试向神谈条件，讨价还价，要应证
是无知吗 是天真吗 是爱昏了头吗 是搞不懂情况吗
不管怎样
我对这种生活的小插曲 是又爱又恨

喜欢心跳的频率 讨厌痛心的感觉好了

如他们所说，也许有一天，我会在外头再次与他相遇吧！再见，LWK！

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愿在此谢谢上帝，次莹，Sherry, 庆贤一路上的陪伴，聆听，谅解和开解！！

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Into The Desert Exodus 15:22-27
I am the Lord who heals you. —Exodus 15:26

After the Israelites miraculously crossed the Red Sea, they were led into the desert. How strange that God would lead them from a place of revelation and power to a place of disappointment and dire need!
But God wanted to show them that life is a combination of bitter and sweet, triumph and defeat. When the Israelites arrived at Marah, they complained because the water was bitter (Ex. 15:23). After Moses interceded (v.25), God reminded them to keep His commandments (v.26). Then He brought them to the abundance and refreshment of Elim (v.27).
The Lord wanted to teach them that each experience on their journey would reveal their hearts. This test showed they were living by sight and not by faith.
They also learned that God was involved in their daily affairs. He wanted them to know that He not only could part the sea, but He would also supply water for His people. He knew their needs because He planned their way.
If you are being led into a wilderness of disappointment and bitterness right now, trust God, for He knows exactly where you are and what you need. As you obey His commands, He will lead you out of the desert and into a place of spiritual abundance, healing, and refreshment. —Marvin Williams—Marvin Williams-->

We shrink from this life’s challenges—we pleadFor watered pastures never touched by pain;But God will often let us sense our needBefore He sends His cool, refreshing rain. —Gustafson

The more bitter the desert experience, the sweeter the water of the oasis