Wednesday, January 7, 2009

2008的完结 * 2009的开始

SupreME 超人
感谢上帝让我有机会参与这次的营会。反思一定会有, 得着也不少。蛮享受与antibodies小组在一块儿的时光。我想,我是豁出去了。哈!

他们是一群充满活力,很癫狂的少男少女。就是喜欢和他们在一组,学了一些新的短语如L2,US,TYO, OTW。猜得到吗?Bryan 和 XiaoHui 很尽责,为抵抗菌预备了很多玩意儿,我们的cheer也蛮好笑的。呵呵。 我们有护士帽,急救袋,针,药丸子,真亏他们想得出。感谢上帝,这组走的是‘大家乐’路线,只要大家ENJOY,不必为分数和名次太操心,好好享受,开心就好。组员有Clifton, Jialin, Victor, ChangHui, Xiyuan, Lena 和liYing。

起初还觉得压力蛮大,因为我的小组还挺红毛派,心里战兢的很。神的供应永远超出想象,缺乏的他必补足。因着圣灵的带领,一切OK! 恩典咧!

喜欢一起参与夜间游戏, buzzing的时间也很容易过,‘跑吧,超人’的出游很累人,但是处处见惊喜, 喜欢也好,埋怨也罢,我们竟然还能做老三。真不可思议。搞笑的是,我们每人脸上贴着胶布,穿戴超人T恤,身上背着红十字袋,路人还以为我们真的脸上挂彩,甚至有人还想我们求救呢。有趣hor

游戏的构想让我再次领悟到,尽管我们能很有智慧的规划路程,完成任务,以为一切都在我掌控之内,其实不然。我无法预知巴士到站的时间和班次,虽然辛辛苦苦背完快餐电影的价目表,当station master一发问难题,我们就慌了,把刚才所紧记的价格给混淆了。哈哈,我们啊!匆匆忙忙地赶到kg Glam,听见要等另外一组到来才能继续前进,心都冷了。怨声四起,算了吧,我们去吃murtabak,喝喝水,休息一下;bye bye 啦, 冠军大哥!

惭愧得很,我们吃喝太久,还得劳烦BB等我们,抱歉抱歉。既然大势已去,我们秉着一颗敷衍的心境,拖着累了大半天的双脚,向fort canning 慢慢前进,完成任务后,索性不按理出牌的照相,好不快乐!哈!

回程还挺远的,我们真的累了!

Sometimes things are just beyond your control in our lives. We can plan for many things, and everything looked rosy. As we venture on the journey, we relase there are many other deciding factors which we can't control at all. It is indeed OUT OF CONTROL.Fret not, God always offer a DETOUR card for you to decide. Am I Superman or God is the one who supersede all others in this world. You have the choice.

这回的prayer walk较light些,让人有些许的空间去思考个人生活的‘丑态’,简直是原形毕露!就在此谈谈其中三个小站吧。

1.照照镜子涂圈圈
你瞧,哪里不满意,就把它圈起来。原本白净的镜子慢慢的被圈圈给占据了。其实,你眼中只看到那外在的丑陋吗?我惊觉整面镜子被画满了,因为我内心有很多污秽,见不得光的东西。霎那间,觉得自己很可怕。上帝承诺他愿意除去我们一切的可怕罪,只要我们愿意让我为我们抹去一切不义。

2.涂涂画画说感受
用笔画一画, 你可以选择用词句或图画,描绘其一:上帝的同在 或 上帝的缺席
有人画大自然,有人画教会,甚至还有人画他在妈妈离世前那七天,如何感受上帝的应许和供应. 若你选择
‘上帝的同在’:记得,当忧伤痛悔时,别忘记那情景。以马内利,上帝与我们同在
‘上帝的缺席’:切记,祈求上帝让你能感受到他的心跳。他是无所不在,只是我们心里有时没有他

3.小小的力量 伟大的神迹
每人根据一张灰色的图案,用铅笔来shade。起初,真摸不清脑袋,这到底是什么东东!好吧,shade好了,用木架子架在线上,过去另一边候命。哇,太神奇了!出现在眼帘的,竟然是一幅贫困小男生和小女生的画像,不知哪个家伙把眼睛涂得真么有神,棒!这告诉我们,不要以为微薄的力量不能为社会带来什么果效和贡献,他的张力可不是你我可以想象的啊!

小结,这次的祷告之旅综合了卫理宗的理念,即
追求个人圣洁 回馈社会大众 走出框框迈向世界

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2008年 有些许的突破
买房子, 当翻译, 转会, 单独旅游 等。 应该还有其他的,哈,上帝知道 ;)

回家的几天很享受,比我想象的好,虽然很悠闲,一点都不闷。刚吃完早餐,就得要为午餐、晚餐操心。呵,家人都快受不了!与Mr Seow 和Poh Thai 聊天,很享受,很欣慰。毕竟自己离开高中和初中的日子已有十载,老师还记得我,要嘛我是那些捣蛋虫,不然就应该就是优异生?哈哈,我不是顶尖的学生,但我想,我应该曾经讨了老师很多欢心的人!哈哈。。。

父母盼我们回家也多时,见到外婆,她老了很多很多,比我两个月前看见时更加瘦削体弱了,我有点害怕,尤其是31日当晚深夜电话响时,心想最好不是舅舅打来。还好,不是。我多心了!两个小表妹也挺有趣的,暑假时我家就是他们的避暑山庄,怎么催他们回家都不愿;还好有他们给爸妈作伴。

开年,我干了件大事-去拔智慧齿!你知道费用多少么?别从椅子上掉下来喔,一共2零吉!我愣住了,洗牙无需排期,拔牙无需预订,很惊讶吧;加上收费如此便宜,到哪儿找?!普通私人的诊所所收费用也不少,但又有多少人对国家的医药水平有信心呢?大伙儿都会觉得便宜没好货,真的吗?尽管随着年龄的增长,对祖国的印象也逐渐模糊和生疏,我不禁再次为着马国愿意承担庞大的医药和教育费而感恩。话虽如此,国库始终会不胜负荷,被掏空的一天,国民应该更努力自力更生,向寄生虫制度说不,这样的大幅度津贴的日子也许不久。

我带着略肿得牙龈,结束了两星期的假期。难得08年没在年尾出国,上帝给我意外的惊喜,享受平凡的喜乐和安逸。虽然被逼放假,我也挺开心的。谢谢上帝!

09年一月4日,回到BPMC,见到熟悉的面孔和亲切的问候,很贴心。这一年的节目还没搞定,有点忧心,唉,上帝会帮我摆平的,不过我的作好本份是也!

昨天,新老板出炉了,是我们力挺的TCL。为他高兴,也为自己有机会经历三轮的面谈而感恩,毕竟这过程中的领悟和学习不是用钱能买的;想起来,我还真大胆,寄上申请信,哈哈,虽然有点不识相,但还是想跃跃一试,无伤大雅。哈

我们竟然公然声援CL,集体穿上黑衣,在部门经理面前游行,大事张扬我们力撑CL,在lab里高调的拍照,更打印出来让路人甲乙丙丁参阅,我这班同事真合一啊!不知DC是不是给我们给吓坏了,还不把职位交给CL。哈哈,很有趣!


接下来是“原则工程师”之争!让我们拭目以待吧,希望火药程度还不至于造成太大的杀伤力!

还有,08年我们的圣诞趴地,多谢Mel的慷慨和大方,不介意让他的私宅成为我们疯狂和较量Wii的会所!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

22 Dec 2008

Today is my last work day in 2008.

谢谢上帝!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

大姐

这是我最近因着想投稿而写的文章. 不知有没有机会被刊登咧
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时间过得真快, 转眼间加入这间财富500之一的企业已经快三年了. 在这儿混的日子很轻松, 大企业的文化让我有说不出的优越和自豪感. 埋怨呢, 是有的,但她给予我的喜乐和自由让我越待越安逸, 愈来愈不太勤奋. 真该打! 呵呵… 难得心血来潮, 就允许我细数我身边这三位’大姐’.

大大姐在公司里的江湖地位可说是无人能及. 从资深的管理层到我们这些小工程师, 甚至是试验室里的测试小弟, 都对她的专业知识和职场EQ赞许有佳. 她为人和蔼, 耐心十足, 不过聪明的她偶尔也会有点糊涂. 呵呵… 她潜移默化的功力就妙在她的一时愚昧也能赢得人心, 老天可真的是很顾念她啊! 回想前年初次与大大姐出差时,她的功力让那高傲的老外对她另眼相看, 态度马上转为友善, 为我的日后的越洋交涉掀开了美丽的一章. 大大姐太棒了!

大姐大是我的团队里的灵魂人物之一. 她在公司的资历也超出十载, 不同的研发领域也促成她的专业知识仅次于大大姐; 不用说, 其他的部门的同事也得要敬她三分, 给足她面子. 我欣赏她的胆识过人, 唯有她比较敢和老板娘唱反调, 毕竟老板娘成天把不关我们事的活儿往身上扛, 真是耐人寻味! 但是, 长期的反叛也不是没有代价的, 擢升为’原则(principle)工程师’的日子也就变得遥遥无期. 哎… 大姐大说她看开了, 现在家庭孩子才是焦点!

团队每季度的Team building都在她的议程里, 从策划到执行, 她比任何人都心急,老板们更指定她为外出首领, 她就是我们这群较年轻家伙的徐大姐也! 她的正义感很强, 骨子里散发出男子的豪爽, 霸气凛然, 我可就不吃她这套, 常常会出口顶撞, 众人中我可算是最不顺她意的. 话虽如此, 我还真要感谢她的大方和’博爱’, 她还是很照顾我的福利, 为了圆我顺便赴美探亲的美梦, 愿意把我的小名加在弗洲研讨会文章的作者名单中. 如此豪迈的人不多是吧!

最近大姐大为我取了个外号叫’大小姐’, 哈哈, 失敬失敬, 小女子加入了他们的行列, 称号中有’大’和’姐’这二字! 毕竟原先的’公主’和现在的’ 大小姐’的称号也没什么不同. 笑死人啦!

末了, 我很感恩有机会在职场上与这三位大姐相遇和切磋.

MY Full Marathon on 7 Dec 08

Guess what?! I finished my first full marathon on 7 Dec. So proud of myself ;)

The timing isn't great, 6:19:56 for 42.195km. manz... I am kinda upset coz i miss the 5.5hrs target. tsk tsk.. try harder next time?! provided I wanna to run and train for it. hehe..

the first 30km basically was wonderful and perfect for me though i did once want to quit and walk. hehe.. then i remember what xb said, DUN WALK and that mrJen said he ran 28km before. I THOUGHT SINCE THEY CAN DO IT, WHY CAN'T ME? so ego... hee... well, i persevered till 30km, estimated time is 4hrs10min. The timing still considired good and I have not run that far without stopping before!!

All was screwed up bcoz of my last 12km run. sigh... basically no more strength to run, although still have stamina. Who told me not to train harder?? duh... What's more the environment is so condusive to WALK, no one runs. You'll be perceived as weirdo if you run. haha...

SLACK ME

This is the regret i have for my first full marathon. Shall I run again? Hmm.. anyway, I've got my FINISHER T-shirt. Yeh yeh yeh!!

Thank God for the safe run :) it is definitely physically and mentally exhausting cum straining!

生日记

觉得很奇怪, 要嘛就没有人为你庆生, 要嘛就有意外的收获.我到底想要什么呢? 是贴心的问候抑或是热热闹闹的庆生活动? 我喜欢成为人的焦点但又觉得有点便扭, 不习惯大伙儿聚集为我高唱生日歌. 真的很谢谢大家. 我其实没什么要求, 谢谢你们记得小女子的诞辰, 没什么可夸的.

有人说: 在生日时收到多少祝福就间接说明了你对他人有多重要.

你认为呢? 哈哈. 难道一切的友情亲情就取决于在这一天,多少人记得你的存在? 很悲哀咧... 不过这个指标也起着一定程度的indication.

记得MON曾经说过,一个SMS算什么?一点诚意都没有.

我又很好奇的问大家, 那Facebook上的祝福又如何? 诚意指数还可以吗? 别人至少还Bother留祝语咧?

我觉得有点悲哀,也许这是时代进步的弊病吧. 至于它的意义, 在此不宜至评.


要谢很多人. 想提一下蔡小姐,多谢你总是那么的大方, 我爱店小二也! 辛苦了要吃中餐. 呵呵...

估计还有两顿美食... 要如何减肥咧?!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Being a volunteer

Today is HP Volunteer Day. So a few of us actually joined the event. We visited KDF aka Kidney Dialysis Foundation.

It was a nice introduction to me in the sense that I get to know how kidney failure develops and the kind of dialysis available in the market. Hmm seriously we need to be careful in our diet, habit and always be thankful esp most of us have good health!!

Most of them are elderly, average household income is below 1.5k. Get to talk to some of them, most are quite cheerful. We played 'silly' games there, sing songs and chit chat session. I would say we din do much but this kind of small act definitely bring some smile to their face.

Oh, I was in Bishan team. At first I was a bit concern about how to interact internally and externally. Apparently God opened the door. I get to know more EPS people and ya, missing mr photograph. Hehe.. The way he echo-ed 'Ming Tian Hui Geng Hao' was so amusing. ;p OK, I shouldn't laughed at him but he is a chatty guy. Hope get to see him around more often. haha.. was it a crush? haha.. dunno

My shirt stinks. Eee... I wanna go home and have a change!!!

I am thankful i am healthy, so does my both parents. Thank You LORD. Amen.


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My two little precious KYs are now in Edmonton. I wonder how are they right now. Will they miss their Singapore home and loved ones a lot? I need to adjust a bit for this new life.

Actually it was a surprise that none teared on 18th morning except mom. It was a happy and cheerful occassion esp when you see the two little ones, being so excited, running around at T3, hugging their teddy bears with samsonite beetle and penguin school bags.

Wen is also quite creative. We video-ed our words of encouragement during farewell dinner. I guess, we really need to go up north next year since we said we will see them in Canada!! Haha...

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Bumble bee is moving on for a better paid position. So... Anyone from WS can be my boss any time from Feb onwards!!! The position is opened for BPD people.

Well, I thought I was pretty cool when I first heard the news. After awhile, just feel that all the previous effort and brainwashing had gone down to the drain. Seriously you cant plan for everything coz there are too many deciding factors.

Whatever it happens, my tomorrow is in God's hand.

我知誰掌管著明天
曲: Ira Stanphill 詞: Youth Hymns Vol. II

我不知明天的道路,每一天只為主活。
我不惜明天的太陽,因明天或許陰暗,
我不要為將來憂慮,因我信主的應許,
我今天要與主同行,因祂知前面如何。

每一步越走越光明,像攀登黃金階梯,
每重擔越挑越輕省,每朵雲披上銀衣,
在那裡陽光常普照,在那裡沒有眼淚,
在美麗彩虹的盡頭,眾山嶺與天相連。

我不知明天的道路,或遭遇生活苦楚,
但那位養活麻雀者,祂必然也看顧我,
祂是我旅途的良伴,或經過水火之災,
但救主必與我同在,祂寶血把我遮蓋。

副歌:
有許多未來的事情,我現在不能識透,
但我知誰管著明天,我也知誰牽我手。

Thursday, November 13, 2008

lovely... simply so sweet

Lovely Nieces and Nephew


Tic tock tick tock... counting down to 18th Nov, hate it!!

I am thankful for the time spent together with all of them. God has been gracious and merciful to my family!!


Marathon
Sunday sermon "Are You ready?" served as a good reminder to me. I was so ashamed of myself especially when Rev Poh prayed for us during the Holy Communion.

In essence, the prayer said something like seeking forgiveness from God since we or ME, only care and think of myself only. I am concern with what I hope for and what eventually turn out to be. I am not even in the radar of noting when is God's second coming, not to mention I am ready for that.

I feel so ashamed of myself.

We always say we want to live for God. But have you noticed that our prayers is basically a scope down version of our lives. More often than not, we ASK more than we GIVE THANKS. And most of the time, I hardly ask for spiritual advancement and enrichment. Man..shame on me... Something is not right.

Am I always ready and faithfully prepare the oil for God's second coming? just like the 5 wise virgins? This is something which I think I need to do some soul searching!!

Like it or not, this would be a marathon. You know it's a race which you might not know when and where it ends until the day. So persevere and have long-lasting endurance to finish the race. Oops, I am unsure if I am able to complete it but I should pledge to give my best while running. Stay focus, conserve energy, know your calling, it can be a long cum exhausting run. You may not know what to expect, will there be cheerleader along the way who cheer you on or just some strangers who ask you to give up, dun run anymore!!

As a friend, what kind of people you are? Supporter, saboteur or discourager?


Rabbit without ears

*drool drool drool*
He is so cool, sexy and soooo charming!! He is Til Schweiger. He is the actor, the director and the producer!! Isn't he COOL and talented?! :)

Manz... You can hardly bump into this kind of guy on the street :) Not by chance OK!! And He is German, charming German :)

Ludo said something to Anna on 'one night stand' & BGR stuffs. This thought kinda resonates with what i have been hearing recently.

You don't really need someone to make you happy and you cant really expect someone else to make you happy esp when you're in a relationship. Coz it is normal for a person to feel unhappy.

Ludo is actually trying to siam some responsibilities... haha...

Oya, one more lesson learnt. Dressing really makes a difference!! This is what dajie kept telling me. Ha...

Thursday, October 30, 2008

funny bee... buzzz...

It's funny.

we had a morning telecon wid Mike to talk about datapath stuffs. It was enriching. Phew, thank God i still can see where the ball is.. never miss the ball.

During meeting, i actually chat with bumble bee. Ha...

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BB: Pealow. but think u shld speak up more in there... really seems like no Q. u can also help to ask Qs for the rest (AW & OV)... next time

Me: let me comment on the previous no Q asked. hmm i guess everyone need to do homework. i also read up those wordy ASIC documentary to know the functionality of each block. they have the info also. I presume they shd know what i know too. anyway i will be more pro-active next time! thanks for the reminder

BB: no worries, just pointing out where u could shine. and the team now really need u to take on that representation....hmm, i don;t think its necc that everyone who reads thru the material can absorb the same amt. need some background as well.

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Hmm do i really need to ask Qs in order to shine? Aren't the senior engr shd do something abt it and put in effort to learn more?

I am just feel so amused. :)

These few weeks i am a bit siao @ work. Siao about using some imaging processing theory to improve the current technology used at work. Feel so fun though know nuts about it. Fourier Transform, Zero pole.. killing me man!! But fun. Sepnt slightly more time to find out what OLED is, its functions etc.

I truly feel like i am a R&D engr these few days esp. haha... hopefully it wont die off too fast! I shall work harder for interest :) t

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Got Dennis's invitation, knew about Shuyi's pregancy & QiuPing's house purchase. Wowow, all is coming to my way!! hoho...

We should always anticipate changes and you can react in different ways. Hmm carrot, egg , coffee bean or tea left? I wanna be a coffee bean ;p

Friday, October 24, 2008

男欢女爱

想要BLOG一下下, 所以放纵自己一会儿.

最近有点心死, 不是很绝望, 只是稍微觉得不是很积极, 没充满很多希望. 到底发生了什么事情啊? 老实说, 我也不很了解. 心里就是纳闷就对了.

人之间的感情很微妙.

时候到了, 感觉对了, 认真思考一番, 啪, 事就成了. Chey, 哪里有那么容易, 发白日梦是吧,你!

男欢女爱, 再正常不过了. 为身旁女友愿意跨出更大的一步而欣喜, 毕竟是时候填补不短的空白期. 加油加油! 另一女友苦于是否要会见一年前分手的7年男友, 见也不是, 不见又不舍, 感情这玩意儿,这难搞!

男欢女爱, 步入红地毯, 更叫人羡慕. 怎知道最后一分钟的决定竟让人惊吓和心寒. 也许及时踩煞车器总比开车上路时才紧急煞车来了妥当. 当事人的苦, 身旁人不论怎样都很难意会和体会. 我们可以很好奇的问个究竟, 但我们似乎无法改变和影响事件的发展. 那又何必呢?

难道: 结婚真的就能Happlily Ever After? 应该没这么简单.

男欢女爱,有了爱情结晶,恭喜夫人老爷.绝对是好消息.我这人很消极,因为我知道我真的要着手协助处理事物.有点担心,有些害怕.女友说道有时的确要感谢那些单身人士,因为他们是一群随候待命的勇士.

你说我应该笑还是哭?

Friday, October 17, 2008

it's FRIDAY again

Sometimes I just do not understand. How can people be so selfish and self-centred? Only care for self?? I know we can worry and show concern to a certain extent, but that does not mean that as a world citizen, we care only ourselves and heck care about others!

We discussed about 'legalising organ sales'. A nominal amount will be paid for that. Of course only those who need it will opt to purchase one with $$ since they need it. I am perfectly OK with that. But what about the seller part? Some scumbags will definitely misuse the priviledge and have some unlawful/shameless transactions.

CL just said 'who cares?!' I hate that phrase.

If everyone think like that, where is the sympathy and righteous in the current society? My goodness.

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recently Kodak openly recruits Ws engineer.. wowow.. the ad is currently pasted on one of the rack near pantry aisle. So obvious. hehe... strategic location, it benefits all k;p

CL said: why bother to go there? those ex-Flex, ex-Venture people are trying to get out of there and you wanna go in? Why bother to tire yourselves over there?

Come on, if everywhere is a perfect place, there wont be any jobs created in the market. For example, like most think HP is good but some HPers still trying hard to get out of here. what's more you were frm Epson, Flex, & Creative. Please be fair to us. When you switch to HP, ur pay is so much higher.

Please, if we want more pay, either we strike the jack pot or change job!!! Also, we are still quite young ler.

Anyway, i gave it a try le. Hoping to be given a chance too.

Friday, October 10, 2008

狭窄

有时侯我觉得人很狭窄和自私,原来我真的很像人. 哈.

星期四早上,我在冲凉房犹豫着是否需要为大嫂代祷, 因为她会进行她的考试,可大可小,随时都为成为老年科专才.当时的我太小心眼,觉得我的祷告微不足道,而且干嘛要祷告咧.

瞧, 我竟然消灭圣灵的感动!

上帝果然没有让我得逞, 就在我和楷乐聊天时,大嫂挨近我们,说到:

Yean 啊,你可以为我的考试祷告吗?

我愣住了.真该死, 老早就应该在冲凉房祷告, 上帝没有让我失去这个上好的福份.

就这样, 我们3人在沙发上开声祷告. Auntie 在旁观看.我心想,她应该也和我们一样,在哪儿默默地为大嫂'祈福'

其实大嫂也需要人鼓励和支持, 更尤其是在这些关键的时刻,更显为珍贵.医生又如何,还不是平常人一个.哈

老实说,我觉得她挺聪明的.每次的考试都顺利过关, 当中有上帝的恩典,也不乏她的机智.因为听说常常有人"肥佬", 不是那么容易一次就"爸是"

Passed. Thank you. Phew!! -Wchai

恭喜夫人! 果然成功过关了! 向更高深的境界迈进!

Next stop, Edmonton!!

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If I were Superman

谢谢Wella, 又有免费电影看!

桥段有点普通,稍微啰唆,造成有些闷.有碍些许感人,但不至于赚得我的眼泪.

超人之所以出名, 除了他身材魁梧, 更关键的是他乐于助人的本色.

故事的主人翁在众目睽睽下失去家人,竟然没有人愿意在危急时伸出援手, 反之站在一旁看戏凑热闹,真不的要领!! 最终,他选择麻醉自己,欺骗自己说自己是超人,志在服务人群. Wanna know more? You can watch the movie ;)

你对以上的情景熟悉吗? 似乎很平常是吗?怪不得 Expressway 常常左边车道发生意外事故时,右边车道总是交通行驶缓慢,大家都为了满足自己的好奇心,但却不见得我们可以帮得上什么忙.那就是我们这许多的人咧...

你不需要有很大或无限的力量去推开那道大门;你需要的只是一把小钥匙.

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It always takes two hands to clap. I guess I already tried at least twice. & I may not try again.

Ya, not again. BUT... God may change me ;)

Friday, October 3, 2008

Josh Groban » You Raise Me Up

I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.


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I like this song, very soothing and meaningful. I am unsure what was the intention when Josh wrote this song. I think he refers to God

check it out if u r interested http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkZ6SmvXOEY

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Monday!! Busy weekend.

It all started on the long wait for snailbus 195. It took us quite some time to reach Tiong Bahru. Then there was this uncle who talked very loud, on the phone. I was not as irrittated as Jess ;p I was still quite cool on the wait and incident happenned prior to that.

Then we slowly 'rush'ed down to 488 Upper Bkt Timah. We were 45 min late. ;X Surprise!! We have a guest who has not been turning up for quite some time. Appreciate his frankness and seriously, we got to know him more.

Then it was a private cu meeting @ Harry's. We chat till the shop closed. Haha... Nice catch-up and I thought I was quiet careless in words.
Indirectly I might have offend God. Oh oh, I just pray that God be our navigator and lighthouse so that we do not lose sight of Him.

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Thanks to the late night out, it eats into my weekly Saturday run. I was too tired to run and what's more need to go 488 to take songs & practise. It was an enjoyable session. Here is the lesson learnt.

Serving is not only about manifesting your own gift & talent which God gives you but rather, treasure it as it is a great opportunity to co-work with others!

You interact, you discuss, you work, you learn and you enjoy the fruit of labour.


I am thankful for the last yyxz practice. Somehow in some ways, it gives me a reason to continue to serve as a worship leader. Uncle Wesley said, we are always exhausted by work and busy life schedule and we start to feel un-motivated in everything. He reminds me not to be consumed by all these things. Yup yup, noted :)

Wow, I cant really note down every details here. Lazy...

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I learn something precious from Ju's teaching.

Who we are is more than what we see

And....

Dun always pinpoint on what God hasn't give to us. Instead, appreciate the other good things which our Lord has laid before us.

Remember the Eden Garden story? Adam & Eve only focus on the forbidden fruits which God refuse to let them eat for their own good, they have forgotten that God actually has given them the whole garden to enjoy.

Ya, that's man. That's us. And that's me.


My Sunday eveing was wrapped up with BOOM @ DBS Arts Centre. The storyline was a bit unexpected. Hehe...

Oh ya, today is Heidi's birthday.

Happy Birthday, Heidi =)

yours,
Auntie LiangYing aka mummy's good fren ;p

Friday, September 26, 2008

continuation...

I am having headache now. Gosh, i woke up at 6.20am for the 7am morning telecon. then no cab. hoho... i happily took the tortoise 188 to office, reached here @ 7.50am. haha...

Hmm today tear at work. It just came so naturally. Eyes are red, so red.

It's over. I am not angry, just that I don't think i deserve that kind of shouting. To think i have crunched so many data.

Headache.

But that sms really brighten up my day. I dunno what's next. see how.

Four of us thrashed out scf work. Good progress. At least I can see everyone is kinda OK to let others know their preference. hmmm... not so much abt conflict of interest.

OK, tiring work week. Busy weekend ahead.

Oya, MAMA mia is nice!! I like the songs!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

26 - 9 - 08 Jumaat

It's friday again. Work has been busy =)

Came across a imapactful quote (to me la) from a respectable poltician 3 days ago.

Survaival requires you to change. If you don't change, then you are marginalised and you will become extinct.

Do you think it's true?

IMO, i think so too, esp at this period of time

Thursday, September 11, 2008

12 - 09 - 08 Friday

I am still confused, not knowing what exactly I want.

Has my wants and needs being swayed by what had happenned recently. For sure CH's departure triggers some thoughts and causing an earthquake!! Is it for better or worse? It's still too early to conclude on that.

I appreciate bumblebee for the 1-to-1 on the very next day. Trying hard to hold back the tears and burning fire within me. OK, I am lazy to blog in details.

In short, I lost my excitement, confidence and maybe myself in this recent change. I gotta reposition myself or better still, move out of BPD.

Thanks to the nice gesture from Kor. He got me a piggy mooncake. He called me to come down and picked up the gift. Though the gift is small, but I truly appreciate his great thought.

It was a timely comfort though he does not know what had happenned on that very day.

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I have been acted as a reporter yesterday, busily interviewing others on the RMT current no-ship issue.

It was quite fun :)

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Feel a bit shattered and i am not sure what i think and want is good for me anot.

Disapppointed. Very... absolutely upset

Friday, September 5, 2008

谣言满天飞

最近谣传公司将进行另一轮的WFR,人心惶惶. 个个担心自己的饭碗不保,忧心忡忡,开始找后路. 看STEVE两周后来时会说什么, 这种猜疑巴卦的时段也挺累,适可而止就好. 其实讨论得太深入也不好, 因为你会担心得更多,更无奈的是你的命运操纵在大老板手中,那等你来操心, 你岂能影响最后的结果? 真是在发白日梦!

我从来没想过会有这么一天,更何况这可是Fortune500的外资企业,难道时代变了,利字就应当要摆中间? 呵呵...

如果, 那一天真的到来,我想, 我只能冷静, 沉着面对. 不敢想太多. 一直在盘算自己会否中招, 但不太可能咧. 但又不可以太绝对. 上帝晓得啊. 上帝会开出路. 现时能做的就是好好充实自己, 尽本分. Pealow NLY = SCF 这个定位要好好持守哦!

Monday, September 1, 2008

Stupid neighbour

I thought I was harsh but I just feel like telling her off!! It is so irresponsible and wrong to take test lab property for own use. According to SOBC, we shouldn't do that!!

I said: I think it's wrong to take lab property to your cube. What we if we need it for future testing?!"

She said: *grin* I will set it up first.

I said: Anyway, I already said what I want to say. That's all.

I saw that stupid face and not so shuang face. Hmmm I dun care. I think sometimes I am just so stubborn, I will just be direct and speak what's on my mind. You know it is wrong but you still...

Please, be professional. Call it yourself senior engineer. Shame on you!!!

Over the lunch, my lunch clique talked about 对事不对人. I think all these while I have been 对人不对事, regardless of the right or wrong things you have done, it still does not impress me at all.

Hmmm I dislike myself for being so cold and harsh towards you but I think, this gonna to be continue for a while more.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

2008 - 09 - 01

Today we are into September already. How time flies and somehow, I feel that Dec is coming soon and there goes my 2008. I had my Europe trip, Beijing 2008 was over, I am now a proud asset owner, good friend and neighbor has gotten married last Jan & yesterday, we are more than half way thru Discipleship ministry in church, phew... What a year!!

南大问题解答篇
Attended Stephen Tong Q&A session in NTU last Friday. It's great to see both Rev Tong and Elder Yong partner together to work for the glory of God. Once again I reliase how little I know, how little humility I have, & how shallow I have been. I am so self-centered that I despise others for their R&R, thinking that I know a lot uh. Crap!!

I like the metaphor Rev Tong used for the salvation. Is Christianity too egoistic? Always claim that 'you will have eternity only when you believe in God, else you'll be condemned forever". Rev Tong used AIR for illustration. Like it anot, you need to breathe. The air is there for you to breathe in and breathe out, you have the option to breathe. In a sense, it is the so called 'freedom'. Simply put, the salvation is before you and the choice is yours. It (Salvation) is yours when you are accepted in Christ.

He is getting older. He used to shout and scold aundience in firm and bold way. I was touched when he said he will try to come to both NTU and NUS for the next 5 years till he is 73 y/o. I admire his total dedication to the expansion of God's kingdom. I applaud for his sacrifices and his wits in handling all situations. I pray that as he continues to be a faithful servant, God bless him with good health, witty mind and perseverance as he run toward the finishing line. He is Rev Dr Stephen Tong 唐崇荣牧师.

It was also a good event to bump into some old friends i.e. Adrian, WeiSin, Jinpeng, Mr & Mrs Yap. It's amazing how this bond(NTUCF) can remain till now. God sends different people in our walk in life and to a certain extent, it has some impacts to our lives. Some people are just passerby, some are true friends, some are situational friends, some are testers who put us on trials, testing how can we still survive in such circumastances. Well, I should learn to give thanks in all circumstances. These has made me stronger and deepen my knowledge and knowing in God & myself. The experience might not be pleasant but, I believe that it value-add my life.

Side track a bit, I have fear on the potential failure for my msc appl. Fear, i am letting it to conquere me since I have little control over it :(

旧曲共赏
It is always nice to meet with SW, HJ, JQ & Z. I am thankful for this bunch of Uni friends. Afterall, we went thru the hardship and the friendship survive after 5 years of graduation :) What a blessing to me! I do not need to pretend in front of them, I can be myself since they know my 'kuan'. Haha...

We had hi-tea @ Olive Tree, I would say it's just so-so. Haha... Then we went K till 11pm. Wow, I thought I am crazy!! I had a nice time talking and K-ing with them. SW, JQ & myself sang those SBC era drama songs, so shiok! I am not born and bred in Singapore but, I know and love those SBC and xinyao songs so much!!! In short, we enjoyed ourselves!

约翰福音历险记
It has been a nightmare when I first know that I need to prepare for the bible quiz. I blame self for bringing such unnecessary load to self, 自食其果. Hee... As I go thru the preparation, I must say that I get to study Gospel of John in more detailed. It reminds me of my days in Galilee church. The whole church was putting lots effort in understanding the bible and eagerly representing the church to compete with other church under CNEC umbrella. As a Discipleship ic in church now, I hope to instill this kind of vision in my congregation, that's why I start this campaign.

Actually not many has read the book despite the good effort being put in to publisize. A bit disappointed though. However, there was an encouraging case. Sherlyn actually finished reading it in a week and completed the questions posted in the reading card. Gandong ler... God sends angels occasionally. Doesn't He? ;p

I think I messed up the quiz. Hee... The whole thing is kinds left uncontrolled uh. Dunno. No matter how, though it matters to me how many people has actually read the book (Gospel of John), I have decided to see beyond that. As long as they get to know more about JOHN via the games, I am happy. I believe that Holy Spirit is working in an invisible way. Btw, I got some affirmation from Chu family. Thought they tried to cheer me up... I am glad that some still enjoyed the session. Good good, never regret on the effort and energy and my brain juice!! It is still worth the effort to carry my 2.5kg laptop home almost everyday last week. Haa...

婚宴
Dressed in my first cheongsam, with kind limo service by uncle Mel, we headed to Carlton Hotel for AW's wedding. Hehe... To my surprise, as we stepped into the hall, they are still cock-tailing. So paiseh, many people looked at us. Hmm but I think that kind of starring and attention was great. Haha... Tsk tsk, what an attention seeker!! AW shouted so loud: wowow, you wear cheongsam for my wedding!!! I was kinda paiseh. haha... CH & PC commented that i looked great. haiya, girls like to listen to this kind of praise, normal right? ;p

Actually it does not matter how a person look like, what name he/she has, what matters most is when you're in love with him/her, you will deem everything is good and wonderful. That's what I conclude from AW & Naomi courtship. We celebrate their union because they have found their other part which made their life more complete and meaningful and it gives them the courage and reason to live! Perhaps what they are lacking now is the absence of God, the creator of mankind, heaven & earth.

有感而发
As we age, maybe I should say we as grow, nicer :) We know more about our self, our expectation, our wants & our needs. We are so comfortable with our ways, our lifestyles. Sometimes, it is just so hard for others to fit into our lives.

We tried, we succeed but many a times, we failed. We grumble, we sulk, we rejoice, we grieve, do you reliase that, it all boils down to the decision we made. We wont know what is the best move at a critical moment but i guess, we know what are the sensible moves and possibilities as we deal with so much uncertainties in our lives.

Someone said before: there is no split second decision/move, rather, you already have that thought and urge deep down in your heart when it first turned from a seed into a tiny plant. it is just that, at that particular moment, you allow it to emerge, cross over your comfort zone and call it a victory over your longing urge. so it is never a 冲动, but 欲望转变成的行动.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

One World One Dream

观京奥后感
我觉得我很狭窄, 心胸不够开阔, 谁叫我不是小红点土生土长的人咧?

今届奥运可说是我较关注的一场盛事.当然这是全球华人的骄傲.在鸟巢和水立方举行的各项比赛更叫运动迷紧贴着四方盒.李宁点燃奥运圣火那刻,我有那么一丝丝的感动. 觉得很雄伟,很壮观, 北京奥运的光荣也象征全球华人的荣誉. 太棒了!

因为被迫休假,所以制造了许多看比赛的机会.4X100m的接力泳赛最叫我兴奋. US 差点输了他的金牌,还好游最后一圈的选手在最后50米极力冲刺,他们赢了,我也和他们一起欢呼!太精彩了!! 很过瘾!

多项赛事中,最叫我为难, 也许一点也不为难,应该是尴尬吧. 那是李宗伟对垒林羽峰的那场球.我绝对确定自己的属意赢家是谁,身为马来西亚公民,新加坡永久居民, 随时都有可能成为所谓的新移民, 难道我就不能大方些, 让在后期培育我的小红点取胜?哈哈... 当有利害关系时, 我想此时的我,还是愿意忠于我的祖国. 李宗伟胜得漂亮, 攒!

女子兵乓半决赛时,大伙儿聚集pantry为女子兵打气. 觉得我像只狐狸, 每当韩国的削球手将女子兵攻下一球, 心中一直拍案叫好!总之女子兵能败下阵来最好, 全国了的奥运奖牌美梦能破灭!还好,我的歪年并没得逞. 呵呵...

我真的是太小人了,不够气量,呵呵! 应该学习大方些, 将世眼扩大些, 若是小国能摘金夺银, 它的意义比大国的其中之一的奖牌更为耀眼,意义更非凡呢!这是东南亚的荣誉咧, 运动不分国际,种族, 让大家一起来完成同一个梦想的任务!

其实我不知道为什么Michael Phelps这家伙能这么有自信,完全相信自己能摘8面金牌,难得真的没劲敌吗? 看他那么自信地一步步攻下比赛,迈向目标,, 真为他高兴. 虽然这是他个人的梦想, 但若你稍加注意的话, 全球人期待与他一起完成他的梦想. 他成功了, 我们也为他的胜利喝彩! 京奥的主题真棒 "同一个世界, 同一个梦想". 对我来说, 也惟有体育和音乐能将世界联系起来, 太神奇了!

感恩
Thank God that BumbleBee actually had an impromptu 1-on-1 with me on Tuesday. I am a bit shattered still but I truly appreciate her initiative and thoughtfulness. At least I feel heard and my need is being attended. Courage is not the absence of fear. It's inspiring others to move beyond it. A quote from Nelson Mandela in a recent interview on his 90th birthday. I am thankful for the gut to share my thoughts with bumblebee on the future career plan. I can't believe that I was so bold and blunt. Hehe... Oya, I know God was with me bcoz I almost missed out the most important pointer during our discussion. Phew...

Well, I do not understand why would they want to give me a new scope, totally uncomphrehend and ya, I foresee that being MMT SCF lead can only be a dream for now. Given the lower rank I have, it is kinda impossible for me to be the lead for PE and SE. That's the reality in a hierarchical enviroment. Cross-asset? no way!

Whatever it is, I will accept the outcome. There are many question marks but alright, I will leave it there for now.

It is so ironic. Others appreciate my work and expertise in SCF but apparently bumblebee and muscleOng may not. Sigh... JeffA praised me for my brief overview on the SCF work done in Daimler. He said my presentation was so precise and accurate but it wasn't captured well in the IRS! Duh, I thought I had a quite detailed write-up? Anyway, good to have the affirmation from Jeff =)

Just now the Reliability team are trying to recruit me. So fun! Well, it is really not a right time to broaden knowledge in that area though I really hope to be under Jeff's supervision. Sigh... Viv commented that I can't leave SCF! Wowo, I am glad that I am being recognized and appreciated in SCF team. AW told me that my weapon is...if I am gone, our friendly bond and good working relationship with SD ICS will be gone too. So they will not let me go so soon ba.

Listened to this song 炼我愈精 while blogging... NICE!
每次的打击 都是真利益 ; 上帝收去的东西, 他以自己来代替


I had postgrad cell yesterday. It was encouraging and exciting to find out that the TR is full!! Full of students! Can you believe it?! I have never seen it before throughout my years in NTU (before or after grad). It is simply so amazing!

I truly hope that this fantastic attendance can remain can some time and do not drop too drastically. I also pray that the comm and seniors can be sensitive to the freshies and newbies need and try to make them as comfortable as possible. I also pray that the Holy Spirit will work within us and ultimately God will take the highest honour! I also pray that the juniors are willing to gel in and take the initiative to know more about others and ya, CCF. CF does not exist for no reasons.

Hoho... Another good thing is those postgrads start to see the importance of bridging between themselves and juniors. Good sign & noble vision sia!! Hehe...hope it continues to keep up! I reliase that I may not be part of the mission due to many reasons. Well, God is the overseer, I am sure those postgrads will do a good job!

i forgot to comment another part. I saw those comrades who was and still with CCC in campus minitry. I applaud for their commitment and love for the God, ministry and the students. This reminds me that God's work never has a full stop and those who have passion will continue to strive on. Jiayou!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

WS Team Building Aug 08 @ Minds Cafe

WHoohoo, we all had a great & crazy time!!

我对我的部门真的是又爱又恨. 感恩还是比埋怨多,难道这不是一件好事吗? 嘻嘻... can you guess which are the two are my bosses? =)


This is my asset group, SCF


Zen Shifu, InternS, Nic, DaDaJie, Ming2


Viv, AW, Pea, LQSMike, YipJon


DaJieDa, PQchew, MuscleOng, PPSmeng, BumbleBee


DaJie, RichCL, Tao, Jes, InternK, Wen

Who was not there? PowderKK, Viks, HondaCraze, BakerLeng, JeffA

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Europe Jul 08

It has been 1 week after I got back and I still miss my vacation. I thank God that the trip has been real nice and I did have a relax cum good rest =) There were hiccups and we were well-covered under God's protection. I know I am blessed as I get to travel around.

Guess what, this trip didn't really inspire me too much but somehow I feel I am more easy and happier after the break. Not much senses being knocked on my tiny little brain and I haven't been reflecting much. Somehow through the places I went, people I met, I begin to believe that God is fair to everybody and He puts everyone in his/her spot for a good purpose. Though we tend to envy one another every now and then, but we would still very much like who we are today and where we live today. It's matter of 'contentment'

More on Scandinavian and Eastern europe
I may be wrong. Somehow I can differentiate between the so called 2 'continents' (not continents actually) by the people. Meaning how they look, how they carry themselves, lifestyle and living standard (food, trasnportation, shopping, dressing). Both 'continents' has their own unique and rich culture.

Things are real expensive in Denmark & Sweden, as compared to Hungary, and Czech. Austria falls somewhere between these two, Middle range country. It is more affordable (for Asians) to spend in eastern europe though generally everything is more expensive than Singapore. You will feel the pinch as you spend ;p that's where you need to tighten up your belt and do your calculations before every move.

Copenhagen, Denmark
It just feels different when you're in Denmark. Guess what I did? I have been observed their hair and eye colors, trying to see how different do scandinavians look, compared to European and American. Bingo, I can't differentiate at all. Haha...
I think Nyhavn is the most prominent landmark there. Colorful stretch of shops along the canal and H.C.Anderson once stayed there. People sit at the side, holding a beer on one hand, and hotdog on the other. Enjoy the sun and breeze! Those who can afford more, they will sit down and take a sip on the coffee!! Cool uh. Btw, I saw quite few Asian there. Maybe it is just too far off geographically and ya, expensive northern europe. Only the rich will go ;p well, I am an exception!

Nyhavn (it means new harbour)


Little Mermaid

You know, you have to walk a long way before you can see this tiny mermaid. Kekeke... Well, it's a famous Danish landmark, it is still worth the effort!

Tivoli

It is a disney-like theme park in europe and you can spot lots tourists and local there. The thrilling rides are quite fun. I din take any. Ha... But watching people playing is quite fun too!


I must mention the Danish pastries! Simply so yumz... *drool* it is quite costly too, around 4 SGD per pc and it is kinda small too.



Danish local dish - Smorrebrod



Malmo, Sweden


It is just a stone throw away from Copenhagen! Haha, nono...it's a bridge away - Oserund bridge across the baltic sea. It gave me a little town feel but it is the 3rd largest city in Sweden.


The landmark, turning torso is the tallest building in Sweden! You just wont see sky-scrapers here, so the Torso is quite visible from everywhere. It is located near the western harbour.


The Malmo Musuem. Kinda run-down uh. Hehe... Butit has unique and special outlook. Dun judge a book by its cover K!



Wien, Austria


I like to call it Wien instead of Vienna. Kekek... I reliase that I still don't quite like Wien. Ya, it's a city of Music and I suppose most musicians like this place and would want to show off their talent in this cosmopolitan city!


We stroll along the Mariahilf Strasse (longest shopping st) and hunting for yummy ice-cream & food. You know, it can get very hot sometimes. So an ice-cream will be able to quinch your thirst but not fill your stomach :)

Nice dinner we had near St. Stephen's Cathedral (Stephansdom). Hoho, I love the sausage and the beer whilst sis ordered a baby rack.


After the dinner we head towards Mozart Concert at Vienna Concert Hall, which is located somewhere near State Opera house



Hoho, I think I might have wasted the money on concert but... How often will you goto Vienna, not to mention you attend a classical concert where all the musicians dressed like Mozart or 1930s! Kekeke...

Wiener Pork - Viennese Cuisin

A hiccup. I was throwing tantrum on sis and she gets pissed off. Kekeke... Thank God for the small argument. She was forced to read more maps and info and more sensitive to my stomach need since then. I was quite guiltly la, made my sis angry ;p I was asking mum to pray so that we wont quarrel and mum refused to believe it! I said for sure it will happen! There it goes ;p


Budapest, Hungary

A 3hr train ride from WestBahnhof brought us to Budapest, the capital of Hungary. We met this Hungarian lady in our cabin. AT first we felt that she is quite inconsiderate since she puts her feet on the unoccupied seats beside us. Then when she started to ask about our trip, we started to chat. I notice that she only talked to me, maybe I am too Onz in talking to her. Haha... She suggested that we should go here, go there, visit kispipa restaurant etc.

More on her. She is actually a fencing instructor, going to Vienna to apply a visa to bring her daughter over to Canada for career advancement. She mentioned something like ass-hole son of bitch father. I was stunned, I thought I heard something weird. Then she told us that it was a name for her ex-husband, who refused to take care of their daughter and trying hard to stop her for bringing her daughter to Ontario. Hmm... Getting a partner is important but who the partner is is even more important and crucial! I hope both can make it to Ontario by now. Gosh, I even forgot to ask for her name. aduh...

We stayed at a boat hostel for the first night. Haha.. Something different. Then we moved to Novotel for 2 night stay.

Thanks to the suggestion. We bought this Budapest card which cost us around 38euro aka 8000HUF. It is valud for 72 hrs. Unlimited rides on tram, electric car, bus, and metro. U know what, you need two metro tickets if you ever change a different line and each cost around 1 euro.


The first impression on Budapest is not as nice. It's old and not that clean. And the people dun seem as classy as the northern europeans. You can tell from their dressing. Things are relatively cheaper as compared to kobenhavn, malmo and wien. So we just loosen up our belt a bit. Haha...

The beauty of the unlimited rides is that you can just hop onto the vehicle whenever you feel like. Quite convenient and easy. We roam around the city (Pest), and hill(Buda) freely. Basically Budapest is divided into two sides , Buda and Pest. The view from the CastleHill is superb. You can see those nice and beautiful Gothical building i.e. my favourite - House of Parliament. I dunno much about architecture but it is simple so nice till I would want to see it again and afain.

Fisherman bastion, Catholic church(forgot the name), together with the Castle on the hill give an awesome look. It is especially noticeable and attarctive in the evening. You can see Chain bridge clearly from the castle, the palace turned hotel - Four Seasons Hotel. Wowowo... Because it's a Saturday, we are able to visit the market at chain bridge. I bought a Hungarian spicy sausage to eat! Yumz...

The view from Gellert Hill also quite cool. The air is also fresher. Hahaha...

Famous Chain Bridge




Cruise cruise along Danube River. If you ever visit the place, please pay for the cruise. It is definitely worth the money and time!!!



As mentioned earlier on, Hungarian Folkore dance at Danube Palace

Hungarian cuisine. They like to use paprika for cooking. I dunno the goose liver smell. Haha... But gotta tried at least once. I orderd Pork medallion and Goulash. Honestly, we are quite turned off by the taste so one Hungarian meal is good enough for us.


We took an overnight train to Prague. The journey is around 10 hrs but it was delayed by 2hrs. Horrible. Hehe... We met 3 British who wanted to go Brastilava, the capital of Slovakia. So thruout the trip, we cant switch off the light and they keep talking. Nightmare! But we had a peaceful night after they alighted. We just slely on the seats like nobody business. Never dare to take such ugly picture. A conclusion we have: never take night train again as it consumes too much energy since you can't get a decent rest.


Prague, Czech

When the night comes :)

Not as fanstastic as we thought. Maybe Budapest is simply too beautiful?! I supposed so. There are many gothical and baroque style buildings but paiseh to tell you that I don't really know how to differentiate the two. I just know they look good and unique, at least I don't see much in Asia.


Charles Bridge. It has lots scupltures along the whole bridge. I feel a bit sad as I saw the 'cruxification' view. Lots tourists found in Prague and you can spot them every where! Venice of the East! Hehe... But hor I still prefer the real Venice aka Venezia. I miss the place!!


Castle Hill. There is St. Vitus Church and Palace there. Again, this is on the hill and you get to see the whole Prague. Btw, I get to eat Pork Knuckle and Grilled salmon there. Yumz... And I miss the beer, Bernard. It is neither bitter nor sweet. Just nice. I tried others like Pilner xxx and xxx (forgot the name again), one is bitter while the other one has a fruity taste.

Church of Our lady (Tyn)

Astronomical Clock with 12 apostles

St Vitus Church at castle Hill

We had better meals when we were in Prague. Kekeke... Maybe it is almost end of the whole trip and we have more money and must find ways to spend money? Haha... Sorry, not much picture on the food. But I can still rem how it looked like in my tiny brain ;p

Kutna Hora is a Czech town which is 1 hr away from Prague. Imagine we walked for 4km in order to get to the town center. Faint. Haha... A Czech boy, who is roller-blading, rushed towards us and spit on us. So rude. Maybe they hate tourists uh! Dunno.

Terezin concentration camp

Again it's 45 min bus ride from Prague. It is for Jews during Nazi time. Basically many died at that time when they were being 'transported' from elsewhere to the imaginary 'heaven' here, highly recommended by Hitler's government. Their lives seem to be worthless in the eyes of the cruel dictator. The pictures they (kids) drawn showed how much they looked forward to the life outside Terezin. Sad to say that only 0.1% of them or lesser get to see that. How sad.

1000 being transported, 3 survived. 1000 being transported, 1 survived. 1000 being transported, no survivors.

I went to the little fortress where the Nazi kept Jews. The room/ beds were cramped and they have limited resources to feed all. As a result, many die. Oh my... :( That was the past. Let's not repeat the history in any ways and may God manifests His justice and grace on those who follow Him faithfully! God still reigns!! As He always does!

Rainbow!

I always see Rainbow as i travel! It reminds me of God's covenant and His promises to me. Thank you Lord! I know You're with me. Amen :)

Last day in Kobenhavn

Canal Boat ride


As sis went back one day earlier than me, I gotta plan my day in Copenhagen. I went shopping. H&M. I managed to grab a cheap bag and dress for Kaiyue. Hehe... Well, I bought few other clothes at Vienna too. It's the sales (Saldi) season. Yeah!! Good buy!!

I didn't dare to attend local church service which is held at a bar. So I just walked to Nyhavn on Sunday morning. Since I have around 70kr left, I have decided to take a 1-hr boat ride to tour around the canal. It was a wise choice, I managed to see more, take more pictures and walked less. Haha... Money well-spent.

I must mention that, finally I was able to cook my chu-qian-yi-ding @ YHA. Hehe... So happy that I don't have to bring back the noodles pack and how warm to have a curry-sesame oil flavour instant noodles in Denmark!

I spent most of the time at hostel, reading my book. I thought the time is quite well-spent and I was able to force self to find more questions on Gospel of John for 31 Aug bible quiz preparation. Hehe...

All in all, I thank God for His protection, grace and mercy throughout the whole trip. A reflection is that Singapore or Malaysia are nice countries to stay, given its affordable living standard and culture which is so close to our hearts. A trip widen your knowledge and increase your exposure and causing a big hole in your pocket.

Looking it from another perspective, a trip also enable me to be thankful with what God has given me, where God has put me and how much God has blessed me. And lastly, I have an opportunity to take a break from everything in our daily life. It is not an escape but a short-term runaway from all the challenges and issue.

I was wondering, will anyone miss me or remember me when I am not around? Maybe there wont be any and that's sound sad. Ya, it is kinda sad. But you never know, someone may just remember your smile, your act and your blessing in the ways which aer invisible to your ear can hear, your eye can see and your heart can feel.

In short, I come back as a stronger person, I hope. I trust that God always has good things in store for me and yes, the key is, I should always look up to Him, seek His glory and be faithful before Him.

oya... I threw away a couple fo stuffs. Hoho... Pant, short, shirts, swimming suit, nike shoe, hushhush bag, umbrella and 2 sun blocks. Kekeke... Never been so 'se de' before. I always keep things ;)