昨天的小组挺有趣的...
RS和SM竟不约而同地穿上同样花纹、颜色的上衣参加小组，我想：有点尴尬吧！当然，也可以说他们的品味相同且心有灵犀，就连他们对讨论内容的看法也极为相似。少见！
其实讨论的内容是很丰富，但我还是心不在焉，真是太不象话了！还好，讨论结束前的几个问题还挺有争论性，你一句，我一语，虽然暂且没有一个所以来，下回再分解吧！加上我们估计长安牧师会偕同干事一起镇场，应该会挺有看头的。哈哈 =）
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花了整个下午的时间flash Daimler 的 FW，好可恶啊。真是对她又爱又恨。。。
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
Sunday, May 6, 2007
"领袖的作风"
原本不想参加会议，但因这责任心的催逼，便乖乖就范；尽管脑子里想早些回家休息，但就是因为“不好意思”，一待就待上三小时。谢谢次莹的提醒，当领袖是需要付出代价的！
本以为父母早在我到家前已离开，怎知在楼下意外的遇见父亲，他在木凳哪儿徘徊，两件大大的物件放在凳子上，我一时不知如何是好。我们交谈了一会儿，由于太累，对他叮咛的一番后我便先告辞；而爸爸呢，则提着两个重重的物件往停车场走去。我内心挣扎了几许，我想帮忙可我的惰性太强。望着他的背影，我有点心虚。这是领袖的作风吗？
没走几步，遇见了妈妈。她正走出电梯，打算搭爸爸的车。同样的，我们聊了一会儿。我告诉妈我很累，想先上楼了；妈说好。我其实有点愧疚。难道就不能等多五分钟吗？这是领袖的作风吗？
本以为父母早在我到家前已离开，怎知在楼下意外的遇见父亲，他在木凳哪儿徘徊，两件大大的物件放在凳子上，我一时不知如何是好。我们交谈了一会儿，由于太累，对他叮咛的一番后我便先告辞；而爸爸呢，则提着两个重重的物件往停车场走去。我内心挣扎了几许，我想帮忙可我的惰性太强。望着他的背影，我有点心虚。这是领袖的作风吗？
没走几步，遇见了妈妈。她正走出电梯，打算搭爸爸的车。同样的，我们聊了一会儿。我告诉妈我很累，想先上楼了；妈说好。我其实有点愧疚。难道就不能等多五分钟吗？这是领袖的作风吗？
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
以“我”为本
觉得很好笑，为何天底下会有这样的人。。。 呵呵。。。
买食物和零食与大伙儿分享时，总是买自己爱吃的，口味最适合自己的，根本没有为他人着想。既然目的是要与人畅饮一番，为何只顾自己的感受呢？大伙儿一同照相时，总是确保自己有个好位子；若是自个儿照得不leng，就自动删除或不公诸于世。这样的人，很有趣 =）
很多时候，我们没有意识到，“自我”这元素可在人人身上能寻获，只是它的成分是高或低。更多时候，我们只看见别人眼中的刺却没有察觉自己眼中的梁木。以五十步笑百步，好讽刺啊！
买食物和零食与大伙儿分享时，总是买自己爱吃的，口味最适合自己的，根本没有为他人着想。既然目的是要与人畅饮一番，为何只顾自己的感受呢？大伙儿一同照相时，总是确保自己有个好位子；若是自个儿照得不leng，就自动删除或不公诸于世。这样的人，很有趣 =）
很多时候，我们没有意识到，“自我”这元素可在人人身上能寻获，只是它的成分是高或低。更多时候，我们只看见别人眼中的刺却没有察觉自己眼中的梁木。以五十步笑百步，好讽刺啊！
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
it has been donkey months since i last updated my blog =) The last post was written when i was in SD. Yup, i love SD and I hope for more oppoturnities to go there.
Rememeber... I still have 3 places in mind to visit. They are San Francisco, Las Vegas and Grand Canyon!!! Keke.. and ya, more outlet shopping experience!!!!
I am extremely thankful for the last trip. So much values being added to individual and I experinced God's presence
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Slowly resume the momentum in every aspect of lives. Ya... picking up though sometimes i really refuse to =) May God have mercies on me!!
shall update again... lazy.. so much work to do
Rememeber... I still have 3 places in mind to visit. They are San Francisco, Las Vegas and Grand Canyon!!! Keke.. and ya, more outlet shopping experience!!!!
I am extremely thankful for the last trip. So much values being added to individual and I experinced God's presence
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Slowly resume the momentum in every aspect of lives. Ya... picking up though sometimes i really refuse to =) May God have mercies on me!!
shall update again... lazy.. so much work to do
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
I am in SD again!!
whoohoo, i am now in San Diego again for the second time!!
reached here last wed, drove a Pontiac 3.0 all the way from Hertz Airport to Rancho Bernado. Feel so proud of myself!! Hee... i think the credit should go to God coz HE is the one who protects me!! It was a safe and nervous 40 min ride though. Kekek... oh ya, Neverlost also did a good job. It directs me to the right place ;p
Something i am truly thankful and grateful to God is that my counterparts and SG colleagues i met here are all very nice, kind and helpful!!
The colour science team people had shared alot of precious stuffs on Galileo and yup, those are really cool stuffs!! Uncle Howard is very kind also. He invited me to join the Yoga class at Rancho Bernado together with his daughter and himself and he even passed me medication and pottassium drink as I am down with flu and cough!! Feel so touched. God is merciful. He sends angels to surround and take care of me. More knowledge transfer are on its way, it will be a fruitful trip. But somehow i am overwhlemed with those info and ya, more work to be done.! Young is a kind gentleman too. He is patient while explaining the LED stuffs to me. Gosh, i am going to deal with so much HW stuffs. It is killing me but i know it is for my good. It broaden my knowledge ar.
Bumped into BPD guys here... Hang around with Raymond, Darren, Melvin, Deirdre, Anne and Petrina and I met this guy from IPMO just now. His name is Ronald!!
Went to Disneyland Resort at Anahleim with Darren, Petrina, Raymond and Ann. Wowo, fantasy world. Kekek.. this is my first time to DIsneyland, so was kinda excited and look forward to. The journey is around 1.5 hrs from SD. So we set off around 8 and reach there at 930am. Just nice!!
there were so many people there, from different walk of lives :) Everyone is here for a reason and this is a place where dreams come true! Haa... I like the pinocchio ride, space mountain and Indiana Jones. These 3 are my top 3 favourite ride. So cool and sweet and not too thrilling. kekek... I must say DL is very good and professional in controlling the crowds and keeping the place clean. Very efficient!! Good job!!
Then we went shopping on SUnday at Las Americas premium outlet. It is just at the border of Tijuana, Mexico. Hee... Shopped for cousin and niece stuffs, not so much for myself. Tomorrow I am going to Carlsbad for shopping again!!! This time round i bought quite a few of GAP stuffs... quite cheap as compared to SG...
Hoho, as for food. I tried quite a fair bit. Taco shop, thai restaurant, Bully's at Del mar, oggis' pizza, islands burger, and my favourite - Shien Osaka. More to come... haha... haiya, 30USD for a meal, quite alot and can eat quite a bit!!!
One not so nice part is i am down with flu and cough :( but i am recoevering. Thank God!!
reached here last wed, drove a Pontiac 3.0 all the way from Hertz Airport to Rancho Bernado. Feel so proud of myself!! Hee... i think the credit should go to God coz HE is the one who protects me!! It was a safe and nervous 40 min ride though. Kekek... oh ya, Neverlost also did a good job. It directs me to the right place ;p
Something i am truly thankful and grateful to God is that my counterparts and SG colleagues i met here are all very nice, kind and helpful!!
The colour science team people had shared alot of precious stuffs on Galileo and yup, those are really cool stuffs!! Uncle Howard is very kind also. He invited me to join the Yoga class at Rancho Bernado together with his daughter and himself and he even passed me medication and pottassium drink as I am down with flu and cough!! Feel so touched. God is merciful. He sends angels to surround and take care of me. More knowledge transfer are on its way, it will be a fruitful trip. But somehow i am overwhlemed with those info and ya, more work to be done.! Young is a kind gentleman too. He is patient while explaining the LED stuffs to me. Gosh, i am going to deal with so much HW stuffs. It is killing me but i know it is for my good. It broaden my knowledge ar.
Bumped into BPD guys here... Hang around with Raymond, Darren, Melvin, Deirdre, Anne and Petrina and I met this guy from IPMO just now. His name is Ronald!!
Went to Disneyland Resort at Anahleim with Darren, Petrina, Raymond and Ann. Wowo, fantasy world. Kekek.. this is my first time to DIsneyland, so was kinda excited and look forward to. The journey is around 1.5 hrs from SD. So we set off around 8 and reach there at 930am. Just nice!!
there were so many people there, from different walk of lives :) Everyone is here for a reason and this is a place where dreams come true! Haa... I like the pinocchio ride, space mountain and Indiana Jones. These 3 are my top 3 favourite ride. So cool and sweet and not too thrilling. kekek... I must say DL is very good and professional in controlling the crowds and keeping the place clean. Very efficient!! Good job!!
Then we went shopping on SUnday at Las Americas premium outlet. It is just at the border of Tijuana, Mexico. Hee... Shopped for cousin and niece stuffs, not so much for myself. Tomorrow I am going to Carlsbad for shopping again!!! This time round i bought quite a few of GAP stuffs... quite cheap as compared to SG...
Hoho, as for food. I tried quite a fair bit. Taco shop, thai restaurant, Bully's at Del mar, oggis' pizza, islands burger, and my favourite - Shien Osaka. More to come... haha... haiya, 30USD for a meal, quite alot and can eat quite a bit!!!
One not so nice part is i am down with flu and cough :( but i am recoevering. Thank God!!
Sunday, February 4, 2007
My IQ score - 136!!
Congratulations, Lianyean!Your IQ score is 136
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Facts Curator. This means you are highly intelligent and have picked up an impressive and unique collection of facts and figures over the years. You've got a remarkable vocabulary and exceptional math skills — which puts you in the same class as brainiacs like Bill Gates.
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Facts Curator. This means you are highly intelligent and have picked up an impressive and unique collection of facts and figures over the years. You've got a remarkable vocabulary and exceptional math skills — which puts you in the same class as brainiacs like Bill Gates.
Monday, January 29, 2007
The Queen * 欢聚
圆了自己想要的。嘻嘻。。。 当初为什么要这么举棋不定呢？
终于观看了“女王与我”这片子。没有遗憾，很庆幸自己的选择。虽然这出戏没有艳丽帅气十足的演员担纲，它的题材已足以让我倾心。 =）
对Queen Elizabeth II， TonyBlair， Diana（Princess Of Wales), Prince Charles 有进一步的理解。面对家庭，领袖们，社会大众的期盼和要求，怎能置之不理呢？一向万人之上，深受万人景仰的 一国之君，竟然要面对戴妃死后所带来的种种的束缚，挣扎与挑战。眼前的立场和想法，更得要因社会的变迁而调整，谈何容易！戏中名句 “Shifting of values” & "modernized" & "Monarchy" 等，让女王陷入前所未有的低谷。如果他不对戴妃的死做出任何声明或举动，大英帝国4人中就有1位要她下台。眼见长久以来建立的声望就取决于他的选择，也可以说是他的屈服。哎，实在不易，难为她了！
这部片子让我对英国政坛又多一些的了解，且对高高在上的QE II有更深一层的认识。好戏！ 我深知不是很多人喜欢这类型的电影，没关系，为何老是的迁就人呢？
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惠芬安娣和怡兴安可虽然结婚已经快三十个年头，依然恩爱如昔，煞羡旁人。阿珠姐和LSK也是如此。感谢神的撮合和恩带，神所配合的，无人能分开！
美玉安娣的盛情款待，丰富且热腾腾的食物任你吃，好不愉快！
更妙的是：aunt 惠芬， uncle 怡兴, aunt 美玉, uncle 南国， 阿珠姐，LSK， uncle，金莲，QH， HC 和 我。。。 不断尝试试用那3台保健器材，好不快乐啊！
终于观看了“女王与我”这片子。没有遗憾，很庆幸自己的选择。虽然这出戏没有艳丽帅气十足的演员担纲，它的题材已足以让我倾心。 =）
对Queen Elizabeth II， TonyBlair， Diana（Princess Of Wales), Prince Charles 有进一步的理解。面对家庭，领袖们，社会大众的期盼和要求，怎能置之不理呢？一向万人之上，深受万人景仰的 一国之君，竟然要面对戴妃死后所带来的种种的束缚，挣扎与挑战。眼前的立场和想法，更得要因社会的变迁而调整，谈何容易！戏中名句 “Shifting of values” & "modernized" & "Monarchy" 等，让女王陷入前所未有的低谷。如果他不对戴妃的死做出任何声明或举动，大英帝国4人中就有1位要她下台。眼见长久以来建立的声望就取决于他的选择，也可以说是他的屈服。哎，实在不易，难为她了！
这部片子让我对英国政坛又多一些的了解，且对高高在上的QE II有更深一层的认识。好戏！ 我深知不是很多人喜欢这类型的电影，没关系，为何老是的迁就人呢？
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惠芬安娣和怡兴安可虽然结婚已经快三十个年头，依然恩爱如昔，煞羡旁人。阿珠姐和LSK也是如此。感谢神的撮合和恩带，神所配合的，无人能分开！
美玉安娣的盛情款待，丰富且热腾腾的食物任你吃，好不愉快！
更妙的是：aunt 惠芬， uncle 怡兴, aunt 美玉, uncle 南国， 阿珠姐，LSK， uncle，金莲，QH， HC 和 我。。。 不断尝试试用那3台保健器材，好不快乐啊！
Friday, January 26, 2007
我家天台上的一位过客
我并不喜欢改变！ 但如果这时冥冥中上帝的安排，我无言以对...
故事是这样开始的。。。06年开工的第二个星期二，我急着搭公司的短程巴士到 Queenstown 去。 难得的是我当天穿了一件黄色的衬衣，其实我极少穿这样颜色的上衣。当时，见到一位男生，身上的黄色球衣实在无法让我不注意他。稍加注意，发现他也同属BPD，在EE部门也。 就这样，开始了接下来一年的际遇。。。
‘太神奇了’叫我无法测透，竟然有这么多的巧合，是上帝开太多玩笑，还是来自恶者的攻击，以致我有点心神不定。真的很妙，很玄，我常遇上他。呵呵。。。
1。短程巴士
2。电梯（健身室，午餐，上班，回家）
3。BPD里的前后walkway
4。车站
5。健身室
有时一天可碰上3-5次，有点不可思议！每每的碰头，没有言语上的交谈，只有那简单，淡淡但却很真实的眼神交流。 眼神的交流很让人感动和兴奋，觉得很喜欢，很贴心，很紧张，很莫名其妙，很不知所措，很不可思议。
D&D 的经历更叫我对一个这样的人更为不舍。
终于走到这一章的结束，我很想哭 有点不甘。。。
我对这事
很执着
有憧憬
还存幻想
有所寄望
有所感慨
心存感恩
有许多的无奈
又是惊 更是喜
除了让我无形中
使我的衣着颜色更为绚丽
更向往到公司去
更重要的是 它让我
认识到自己的需要
重新发现自己有爱和被爱的能力
重新发现自己有爱和被爱和需要
重新提醒自己要寻求和交托
再次认识神的主权
再次屈服在神的脚前
我无助，无法完全的降服，甚至还尝试向神谈条件，讨价还价，要应证
是无知吗 是天真吗 是爱昏了头吗 是搞不懂情况吗
不管怎样
我对这种生活的小插曲 是又爱又恨
喜欢心跳的频率 讨厌痛心的感觉好了
如他们所说，也许有一天，我会在外头再次与他相遇吧！再见，LWK！
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愿在此谢谢上帝，次莹，Sherry, 庆贤一路上的陪伴，聆听，谅解和开解！！
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Into The Desert Exodus 15:22-27
I am the Lord who heals you. —Exodus 15:26
After the Israelites miraculously crossed the Red Sea, they were led into the desert. How strange that God would lead them from a place of revelation and power to a place of disappointment and dire need!
But God wanted to show them that life is a combination of bitter and sweet, triumph and defeat. When the Israelites arrived at Marah, they complained because the water was bitter (Ex. 15:23). After Moses interceded (v.25), God reminded them to keep His commandments (v.26). Then He brought them to the abundance and refreshment of Elim (v.27).
The Lord wanted to teach them that each experience on their journey would reveal their hearts. This test showed they were living by sight and not by faith.
They also learned that God was involved in their daily affairs. He wanted them to know that He not only could part the sea, but He would also supply water for His people. He knew their needs because He planned their way.
If you are being led into a wilderness of disappointment and bitterness right now, trust God, for He knows exactly where you are and what you need. As you obey His commands, He will lead you out of the desert and into a place of spiritual abundance, healing, and refreshment. —Marvin Williams—Marvin Williams-->
We shrink from this life’s challenges—we pleadFor watered pastures never touched by pain;But God will often let us sense our needBefore He sends His cool, refreshing rain. —Gustafson
The more bitter the desert experience, the sweeter the water of the oasis
故事是这样开始的。。。06年开工的第二个星期二，我急着搭公司的短程巴士到 Queenstown 去。 难得的是我当天穿了一件黄色的衬衣，其实我极少穿这样颜色的上衣。当时，见到一位男生，身上的黄色球衣实在无法让我不注意他。稍加注意，发现他也同属BPD，在EE部门也。 就这样，开始了接下来一年的际遇。。。
‘太神奇了’叫我无法测透，竟然有这么多的巧合，是上帝开太多玩笑，还是来自恶者的攻击，以致我有点心神不定。真的很妙，很玄，我常遇上他。呵呵。。。
1。短程巴士
2。电梯（健身室，午餐，上班，回家）
3。BPD里的前后walkway
4。车站
5。健身室
有时一天可碰上3-5次，有点不可思议！每每的碰头，没有言语上的交谈，只有那简单，淡淡但却很真实的眼神交流。 眼神的交流很让人感动和兴奋，觉得很喜欢，很贴心，很紧张，很莫名其妙，很不知所措，很不可思议。
D&D 的经历更叫我对一个这样的人更为不舍。
终于走到这一章的结束，我很想哭 有点不甘。。。
我对这事
很执着
有憧憬
还存幻想
有所寄望
有所感慨
心存感恩
有许多的无奈
又是惊 更是喜
除了让我无形中
使我的衣着颜色更为绚丽
更向往到公司去
更重要的是 它让我
认识到自己的需要
重新发现自己有爱和被爱的能力
重新发现自己有爱和被爱和需要
重新提醒自己要寻求和交托
再次认识神的主权
再次屈服在神的脚前
我无助，无法完全的降服，甚至还尝试向神谈条件，讨价还价，要应证
是无知吗 是天真吗 是爱昏了头吗 是搞不懂情况吗
不管怎样
我对这种生活的小插曲 是又爱又恨
喜欢心跳的频率 讨厌痛心的感觉好了
如他们所说，也许有一天，我会在外头再次与他相遇吧！再见，LWK！
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愿在此谢谢上帝，次莹，Sherry, 庆贤一路上的陪伴，聆听，谅解和开解！！
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Into The Desert Exodus 15:22-27
I am the Lord who heals you. —Exodus 15:26
After the Israelites miraculously crossed the Red Sea, they were led into the desert. How strange that God would lead them from a place of revelation and power to a place of disappointment and dire need!
But God wanted to show them that life is a combination of bitter and sweet, triumph and defeat. When the Israelites arrived at Marah, they complained because the water was bitter (Ex. 15:23). After Moses interceded (v.25), God reminded them to keep His commandments (v.26). Then He brought them to the abundance and refreshment of Elim (v.27).
The Lord wanted to teach them that each experience on their journey would reveal their hearts. This test showed they were living by sight and not by faith.
They also learned that God was involved in their daily affairs. He wanted them to know that He not only could part the sea, but He would also supply water for His people. He knew their needs because He planned their way.
If you are being led into a wilderness of disappointment and bitterness right now, trust God, for He knows exactly where you are and what you need. As you obey His commands, He will lead you out of the desert and into a place of spiritual abundance, healing, and refreshment. —Marvin Williams—Marvin Williams-->
We shrink from this life’s challenges—we pleadFor watered pastures never touched by pain;But God will often let us sense our needBefore He sends His cool, refreshing rain. —Gustafson
The more bitter the desert experience, the sweeter the water of the oasis
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Last weekend was crazy for me!! =)
Shopped around, got my free 1 G xDram from Olympus Studio, then took bus to BPP. Bought earrings and munchy. Then headed to Jalan Kayu for nice mee goreng, satay and roti plate with CU29 gang. We then drove to Seletar Reservoir for durian and chit chat. It was quite cooling and the company was superb that night. We talked abt our parents, crack some silly jokes and share a bit of our lives. Home by 2 and reliased that Bro was still up! Was he waiting for me? Think so ler...hehe...
Since I had too much of durian and supper, I decide to work on my video clip... tick tick tick.. it was 5am in the morning!1 Gosh, i was very tempted not to sleep but when I imagine myself being restless and having 2 big dark eye rings, i forced myself to sleep... kekeke... i woke up a 930 to cont the video editting. Skip lishi meeting...hehe...
Feel so proud of myself. I think the video is somewhat decent and nice ler...hehe.. I like movie maker. I thank God for the opportunity to use this software for this Cg17 event... Hehe...
Shopped around, got my free 1 G xDram from Olympus Studio, then took bus to BPP. Bought earrings and munchy. Then headed to Jalan Kayu for nice mee goreng, satay and roti plate with CU29 gang. We then drove to Seletar Reservoir for durian and chit chat. It was quite cooling and the company was superb that night. We talked abt our parents, crack some silly jokes and share a bit of our lives. Home by 2 and reliased that Bro was still up! Was he waiting for me? Think so ler...hehe...
Since I had too much of durian and supper, I decide to work on my video clip... tick tick tick.. it was 5am in the morning!1 Gosh, i was very tempted not to sleep but when I imagine myself being restless and having 2 big dark eye rings, i forced myself to sleep... kekeke... i woke up a 930 to cont the video editting. Skip lishi meeting...hehe...
Feel so proud of myself. I think the video is somewhat decent and nice ler...hehe.. I like movie maker. I thank God for the opportunity to use this software for this Cg17 event... Hehe...
Friday, January 19, 2007
counting down...
Honestly speaking, I am still feeling the pain and ache whenever i thought of it. A torn in the flesh but guess it will soon be over.
1 more week to go... =( I cant imagine what would it be in the days to come. Today I saw WK thrice!! Hee... am i supposed to feel happy?? Haa... i dunno ... Anyway... I choose to trust in His goodness
Adrian told me he is leaving BPD. Oops, one man short for SCF team. hoho... Work will increase exponentially?? Perhaps, maybe... but he is still not sure when will he be transferring out. We have been neighbours for 1 yr++.. haiz, less 1 kaki to chat, gossip, work and have fun!!!
SD ar... I miss you... I wanna visit you and your neighbouring places! Hee... and hope to do lots shopping :)
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I finally bought a pair of new running shoe.. Mizuno!! Yeh yeh yeh... kekek.. so happy =)
1 more week to go... =( I cant imagine what would it be in the days to come. Today I saw WK thrice!! Hee... am i supposed to feel happy?? Haa... i dunno ... Anyway... I choose to trust in His goodness
Adrian told me he is leaving BPD. Oops, one man short for SCF team. hoho... Work will increase exponentially?? Perhaps, maybe... but he is still not sure when will he be transferring out. We have been neighbours for 1 yr++.. haiz, less 1 kaki to chat, gossip, work and have fun!!!
SD ar... I miss you... I wanna visit you and your neighbouring places! Hee... and hope to do lots shopping :)
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I finally bought a pair of new running shoe.. Mizuno!! Yeh yeh yeh... kekek.. so happy =)
Monday, January 15, 2007
think recently i caught the shopping bug =D Been spending more money ...
Went to Mustafa. Haa... what a shock. I thought i will see alot of Indian and Bangla but to my surprise, there weren't many. Happily bought my first camera Olympus U710. It comes with a 2Gb xDram... hehe... so happy. First time spending so much on gadget and I wanna build up my own asset. There were struggles but I think i am more of the prudent type people, so it should be alright to spend $$!
My wishlist for Yr2007
1. A pair of decent running shoe
2. Camera
3. Ipod
For the last 2 weeks, i bought 2 tops, 1 pair of casual shoe, 1 camera, 2 sports gear.... kekek... gonna to get that Mizuno shoe soon!!!
I buy not bcoz I am rich but i feel like and I need it
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More work coming in!! I am kinda happy as i can be more occupied at work and learn more stuffs. Finally the bleed saga is over. Will i get e-awards? I wish... haha...
Most projects sound interesting and challenging. It also means we have tonnes of defects and problem to solve. Haa...
LWK is leaving... soon... 1 more plus week. 2 ppl said, i might meet him someday, somewhere =)
BPD had our D&D last Tues at The Legends. Hee... looking at the fellow colleagues' face expression when those female engineers dressed up, i really feel like laughing out loud! Had a good get-together with WS engineers and it was a good opportunity to meet the rest of BPD. Oh ya, the best part is i got myself a color tatoo - Red butterfly on the back of my palm. So cool... and also, the greatest and most remarkable thing is WE actually sit opp one another and had a better chance to take a closer look at each other. Quite funny though =) I guess that is enough. S0 close yet so far.
I had a wonderful evening
Went to Mustafa. Haa... what a shock. I thought i will see alot of Indian and Bangla but to my surprise, there weren't many. Happily bought my first camera Olympus U710. It comes with a 2Gb xDram... hehe... so happy. First time spending so much on gadget and I wanna build up my own asset. There were struggles but I think i am more of the prudent type people, so it should be alright to spend $$!
My wishlist for Yr2007
1. A pair of decent running shoe
2. Camera
3. Ipod
For the last 2 weeks, i bought 2 tops, 1 pair of casual shoe, 1 camera, 2 sports gear.... kekek... gonna to get that Mizuno shoe soon!!!
I buy not bcoz I am rich but i feel like and I need it
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More work coming in!! I am kinda happy as i can be more occupied at work and learn more stuffs. Finally the bleed saga is over. Will i get e-awards? I wish... haha...
Most projects sound interesting and challenging. It also means we have tonnes of defects and problem to solve. Haa...
LWK is leaving... soon... 1 more plus week. 2 ppl said, i might meet him someday, somewhere =)
BPD had our D&D last Tues at The Legends. Hee... looking at the fellow colleagues' face expression when those female engineers dressed up, i really feel like laughing out loud! Had a good get-together with WS engineers and it was a good opportunity to meet the rest of BPD. Oh ya, the best part is i got myself a color tatoo - Red butterfly on the back of my palm. So cool... and also, the greatest and most remarkable thing is WE actually sit opp one another and had a better chance to take a closer look at each other. Quite funny though =) I guess that is enough. S0 close yet so far.
I had a wonderful evening
Monday, January 8, 2007
running... running...
I reliase I have been running for years... Running has become part of me, unseperatable.
I first started my journey when I was in Sec 4. I went to the Padang on every alternate evening. The motivation during that time was to lose weight.. Haha...
Then I stopped running in the following year as busy with SPM preprations and lots tuitions. Personally I enjoyed Friday coz it was a day which is full of tuitions. BM -> MT -> Physics
During my lower & upper six days, I played basketball occassionaly with those guys. Haa... There were lots guys and only haipoh, shirley and myself. Haa...
I picked up running again during my 1st year in Uni. I ran with Hall 4 seniors and peer around NTU. 3.9km... Quite fun and and I even ran alone at midnight. But the SAO lady advised me not to run at that hour coz it was a bit unsafe. You never know what will happen. Haa...
Yr2, 3 and 4... I run to destress and unwind. Felt very relaxed after every run. Each time when I was about to give up, I keep motivating myself to press so. The distance is like my uni life, I gotta persevere and endure the hardship. I simply cant give up halfway. I may slow down, pace myself but I cant stopt running by simply walking towards the destination. In short, I cant quit and I cant afford to. Running had trained me to have stronger mental will and an attitued for not compromising. Whenever I run, I sing and I pary and psycho myself. Upon completion, I feel real good. =)
After I grad, I cont to keep this nice habit. I jog at the park near by house and went swimmining every now and then. Eversince I join HP, I go to gym at least twice a week. Hmm doing more cardio...
Actually I have been running for 8 years and whenever I stop for a week or two, I feel uneasy. Hee... Must exercise to make myself feeling good and healthy. Sweating is good to me.
My this excellent habit has helped me to have better metabolism, maintain my fitness and I think I am quite healthy ;p I am so proud of myself. Hee...Thanks to all the exercise! I am a weird person, I must exercise even if I am sick.
Lalala.. I am gonna to get a new pair of running shoe. Gotta train for my half marathon end of the year? Haa... Yes yes, I will start training soon ;D
I first started my journey when I was in Sec 4. I went to the Padang on every alternate evening. The motivation during that time was to lose weight.. Haha...
Then I stopped running in the following year as busy with SPM preprations and lots tuitions. Personally I enjoyed Friday coz it was a day which is full of tuitions. BM -> MT -> Physics
During my lower & upper six days, I played basketball occassionaly with those guys. Haa... There were lots guys and only haipoh, shirley and myself. Haa...
I picked up running again during my 1st year in Uni. I ran with Hall 4 seniors and peer around NTU. 3.9km... Quite fun and and I even ran alone at midnight. But the SAO lady advised me not to run at that hour coz it was a bit unsafe. You never know what will happen. Haa...
Yr2, 3 and 4... I run to destress and unwind. Felt very relaxed after every run. Each time when I was about to give up, I keep motivating myself to press so. The distance is like my uni life, I gotta persevere and endure the hardship. I simply cant give up halfway. I may slow down, pace myself but I cant stopt running by simply walking towards the destination. In short, I cant quit and I cant afford to. Running had trained me to have stronger mental will and an attitued for not compromising. Whenever I run, I sing and I pary and psycho myself. Upon completion, I feel real good. =)
After I grad, I cont to keep this nice habit. I jog at the park near by house and went swimmining every now and then. Eversince I join HP, I go to gym at least twice a week. Hmm doing more cardio...
Actually I have been running for 8 years and whenever I stop for a week or two, I feel uneasy. Hee... Must exercise to make myself feeling good and healthy. Sweating is good to me.
My this excellent habit has helped me to have better metabolism, maintain my fitness and I think I am quite healthy ;p I am so proud of myself. Hee...Thanks to all the exercise! I am a weird person, I must exercise even if I am sick.
Lalala.. I am gonna to get a new pair of running shoe. Gotta train for my half marathon end of the year? Haa... Yes yes, I will start training soon ;D
Thursday, January 4, 2007
北京行 - 23 Dec 06 - 03 Jan 07
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He has given Jesus Christ, His Son
And now
Let the weak say I am strong
Let the poor say I am weak
Because of what the Lord has done for us
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This song was sung twice in two consecutive weeks in BICF (Beijing International Christian Fellowship) I feel so comforted as I know My Lord has given me a lot of good stuffs and what I need to do is to count my blessings and give thanks to Him!!
Christmas & Year end service at BIFC were kinda fruitful. We have people dancing, singing and witness our Lord. Different nations come forward to worship one God, so cool =)
Beijing was freezing cold but I must say I enjoyed the weather. 天寒地冻，厚厚的衣裳，走在街上，更有一番风味！我想我是疯了，喜欢虐待自己，情愿被冬天的寒风吹在脸上的感觉，越冷越兴奋。哈！
北京其实蛮发达的，交通极其方便，上网查询公车资料更是易如反掌。唯一不足的是人太多，随地吐痰的恶习需要改进，还有就是别大声小声地嚷嚷。 食物各从其类，种类凡多；只要你有钱，不怕吃不到好吃又卫生的食物。一元人民币能带你行12公里的路，便宜吧！
有机会到古都，当然要趁机到天安门广场和我所喜爱的天坛走走。其建筑直叫人惊叹！尤其是天坛的建筑构想，古人真是聪明的很，天圆地方，4根金柱代表春夏秋冬四季，12根柱子代表12个月份，另12根代表了一天的12个时辰即24小时；和8根童柱，糟糕，忘了其意义=)
高碑店和保定之行也让我大开眼界！王晔的老家在高碑店，他们可以是当地数一数二的富有人家。大酒店，牡丹园，房产等，大概都有几千万吧！阿姨是人大代表，所以和她说话聊天时也得格外小心 =）感谢神我至少有机会知道他的想法，但我肩上的重担也变得更不轻省。
随手将瓜子壳和水果皮往家里的地板丢，这对我来说可是头一遭。将剩菜剩饭搁在桌上，经过一宿后再享用，这又是一个文化冲击！大饼为主食，冷菜配饭，这就是北方人的习惯也！
没关系，什么都免谈！这就是所谓的中国特色！我靠关系，得到了一张回返北京的软座的火车票。哈！
满城全是金字塔-到北京王府井的首都剧院观赏话剧。挺有创意，极丰富的幽默感，精湛的演技。棒！
我发现我不喜欢滑雪，也许是因为我没掌握好技巧，再加上我觉得我不能控制自己，我讨厌这样的运动！ 哈。。。 至少我曾经试过，以后别想了！
12月30日 北京的第一场雪 =）
身在保定的我，从窗户往外看，雪花从天上降下，好美啊！令我我兴奋不已！王晔，欣欣和我到景秀公园玩雪。公园漂亮极了！玩啊玩，终于感冒了；不过我觉得这是值得的。
看着雪花落在手上，实在按奈不住自己的喜悦，拼命玩雪，像足了一个小孩！好难得的一场雪景！
谢谢上帝！
是重新上路的时候了！深信父上帝会一步一步地引领我，迈向新的一年！
Give thanks to the Holy One
Give thanks because He has given Jesus Christ, His Son
And now
Let the weak say I am strong
Let the poor say I am weak
Because of what the Lord has done for us
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This song was sung twice in two consecutive weeks in BICF (Beijing International Christian Fellowship) I feel so comforted as I know My Lord has given me a lot of good stuffs and what I need to do is to count my blessings and give thanks to Him!!
Christmas & Year end service at BIFC were kinda fruitful. We have people dancing, singing and witness our Lord. Different nations come forward to worship one God, so cool =)
Beijing was freezing cold but I must say I enjoyed the weather. 天寒地冻，厚厚的衣裳，走在街上，更有一番风味！我想我是疯了，喜欢虐待自己，情愿被冬天的寒风吹在脸上的感觉，越冷越兴奋。哈！
北京其实蛮发达的，交通极其方便，上网查询公车资料更是易如反掌。唯一不足的是人太多，随地吐痰的恶习需要改进，还有就是别大声小声地嚷嚷。 食物各从其类，种类凡多；只要你有钱，不怕吃不到好吃又卫生的食物。一元人民币能带你行12公里的路，便宜吧！
有机会到古都，当然要趁机到天安门广场和我所喜爱的天坛走走。其建筑直叫人惊叹！尤其是天坛的建筑构想，古人真是聪明的很，天圆地方，4根金柱代表春夏秋冬四季，12根柱子代表12个月份，另12根代表了一天的12个时辰即24小时；和8根童柱，糟糕，忘了其意义=)
高碑店和保定之行也让我大开眼界！王晔的老家在高碑店，他们可以是当地数一数二的富有人家。大酒店，牡丹园，房产等，大概都有几千万吧！阿姨是人大代表，所以和她说话聊天时也得格外小心 =）感谢神我至少有机会知道他的想法，但我肩上的重担也变得更不轻省。
随手将瓜子壳和水果皮往家里的地板丢，这对我来说可是头一遭。将剩菜剩饭搁在桌上，经过一宿后再享用，这又是一个文化冲击！大饼为主食，冷菜配饭，这就是北方人的习惯也！
没关系，什么都免谈！这就是所谓的中国特色！我靠关系，得到了一张回返北京的软座的火车票。哈！
满城全是金字塔-到北京王府井的首都剧院观赏话剧。挺有创意，极丰富的幽默感，精湛的演技。棒！
我发现我不喜欢滑雪，也许是因为我没掌握好技巧，再加上我觉得我不能控制自己，我讨厌这样的运动！ 哈。。。 至少我曾经试过，以后别想了！
12月30日 北京的第一场雪 =）
身在保定的我，从窗户往外看，雪花从天上降下，好美啊！令我我兴奋不已！王晔，欣欣和我到景秀公园玩雪。公园漂亮极了！玩啊玩，终于感冒了；不过我觉得这是值得的。
看着雪花落在手上，实在按奈不住自己的喜悦，拼命玩雪，像足了一个小孩！好难得的一场雪景！
谢谢上帝！
是重新上路的时候了！深信父上帝会一步一步地引领我，迈向新的一年！
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Today is my last work day for yr2006 in HP =) Wow, time flies and we are now coming to an end for the year liao...
God is indeed gracious and He has blessed me abundantly at work and in life.
I am thankful for ...
work
1. knowledge i.e. color science, print pipeline, print system, scan pipeline etc. These are all cool stuffs!!
2. exposure... my first ever US trip to San Diego
3. nice WS colleagues... glad to be part of them and many of them are approachable, kind, willing to teach and share their knowledge and experiences.
4. prestige which current job brings
5. nice and flexible enviroment
6. aws & cbp... after 3 years of working
7. a place to work out
8. motivation and bonus today every 1 or 2 day... though it is kinda heartaching
9. able to deal with colors
10. able to involve in R&D... going thru the process, DOE, brainstorming, grading, discussion etc
Church & FES
1. Cg17 has not been an easy ministry but we thank God that the change was good and gonna to be better
2. reminding me to be humble and possess a servant attitude
3. good pastors for leading my church and sharing their visions with us
4. a bunch of good brothers and sisters who are willing to support me in any ways
5. solid liturgy course which i appreciate the tradition and witness the union and fellowship with Roman Catholic
6. nice LTC which triggles much thought
7. opportunities, abilities, perseverance and capabilities to serve God
8. a home where i can grow spiritually and physically
9. deeper sharing amongst the bro n sis
10. a cell group was established after 40days..
Family
1. Good health for everyone incl myself
2. Kor has gotten married and I have another sis-in-law
3. Ernst was born and he is healthy!! God's miracle
4. love, care, concern, peace and joy in the family
5. a room..privacy...
6. jie has wanted to go back to church
7. closely knitted family
life
1. desire and ability to love and be loved
2. obedient, defiance and submission to God
3. wisdom for daily live
4. able to do what i want to
5. able to feel angry and upset with God
6. God's forgiveness and mercy on me
there are too much blessings.. cant even finish counting it..haha.. or rather, i am too forgetful, cant remember.. getting old
I look forward to next year, feeling nervous and excited abt it though i know many things will ramp up as fast as it could. But i trust that God will provide what I need as His name is Jehovah Jireh!!
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travel agent called. Flight is delayed by 3 hrs.. what is this crap!! 4 am in the morning... siao liao...
God is indeed gracious and He has blessed me abundantly at work and in life.
I am thankful for ...
work
1. knowledge i.e. color science, print pipeline, print system, scan pipeline etc. These are all cool stuffs!!
2. exposure... my first ever US trip to San Diego
3. nice WS colleagues... glad to be part of them and many of them are approachable, kind, willing to teach and share their knowledge and experiences.
4. prestige which current job brings
5. nice and flexible enviroment
6. aws & cbp... after 3 years of working
7. a place to work out
8. motivation and bonus today every 1 or 2 day... though it is kinda heartaching
9. able to deal with colors
10. able to involve in R&D... going thru the process, DOE, brainstorming, grading, discussion etc
Church & FES
1. Cg17 has not been an easy ministry but we thank God that the change was good and gonna to be better
2. reminding me to be humble and possess a servant attitude
3. good pastors for leading my church and sharing their visions with us
4. a bunch of good brothers and sisters who are willing to support me in any ways
5. solid liturgy course which i appreciate the tradition and witness the union and fellowship with Roman Catholic
6. nice LTC which triggles much thought
7. opportunities, abilities, perseverance and capabilities to serve God
8. a home where i can grow spiritually and physically
9. deeper sharing amongst the bro n sis
10. a cell group was established after 40days..
Family
1. Good health for everyone incl myself
2. Kor has gotten married and I have another sis-in-law
3. Ernst was born and he is healthy!! God's miracle
4. love, care, concern, peace and joy in the family
5. a room..privacy...
6. jie has wanted to go back to church
7. closely knitted family
life
1. desire and ability to love and be loved
2. obedient, defiance and submission to God
3. wisdom for daily live
4. able to do what i want to
5. able to feel angry and upset with God
6. God's forgiveness and mercy on me
there are too much blessings.. cant even finish counting it..haha.. or rather, i am too forgetful, cant remember.. getting old
I look forward to next year, feeling nervous and excited abt it though i know many things will ramp up as fast as it could. But i trust that God will provide what I need as His name is Jehovah Jireh!!
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travel agent called. Flight is delayed by 3 hrs.. what is this crap!! 4 am in the morning... siao liao...
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Hmm was kinda unsettled again. Perhaps I am overwhelmed by the changes and the ripple effects which it has brought.
I feel self-contained and I am thankful as somehow I am able to channel it out. I am going to fail myself soon.
Saw this and it is kinda encouraging
2 Cor 6:10 sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.
His timely comfort again!!!
I feel self-contained and I am thankful as somehow I am able to channel it out. I am going to fail myself soon.
Saw this and it is kinda encouraging
2 Cor 6:10 sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.
His timely comfort again!!!
Friday, November 10, 2006
Miracle
We see God's miracle at home!!!
Kaiyao is a healthy baby and we truly thankful for God's grace and blessings.
Cheong's big day tomorrow.
Our family will never be the same :)
Kaiyao is a healthy baby and we truly thankful for God's grace and blessings.
Cheong's big day tomorrow.
Our family will never be the same :)
Wednesday, November 8, 2006
Monday, November 6, 2006
我们所信的耶稣基督 - 超越先知，更胜过天使，且过于摩西
所以，我应对生活有盼望，因为我所信的上帝是全能的父，无人能及的永在的主宰！
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取自《 Improving Your serve: The art of unself Living》, by Charles R. Swindoll
Salt and Light
Matthew 5：13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.
13 你们是世上的盐。盐若失了味，怎能叫他再咸呢？以後无用，不过丢在外面，被人践踏了。14 你们是世上的光。城造在山上是不能隐藏的。 15 人点灯，不放在斗底下，是放在灯台上，就照亮一家的人。16 你们的光也当这样照在人前，叫他们看见你们的好行为，便将荣耀归给你们在天上的父。
何谓盐？
1. 调味所用，没有声音，没有颜色
2. 需要从瓶中撒出去，平均分散在各地：这提醒基督徒要分散，不要一味的聚在自己的团体里
3. 增加味道： 人不会说“这是好盐”。反之，人会说“这食物很可口”。
4. 与其他调味料不同，不能被仿造：它有它的特色，要用了才知道它有多好用
何谓光？
1. 它是沉默的，没有噪音，没有飞溅的火花，没有零乱的标语：它是如此单纯的发光，像一座灯塔，向四方八面绽放光芒
2. 光是引路的，没有字，没有讲章：耶稣说别人看到我们的行为，没说别人听到我们
3. 光吸引注意力：当你在暗室中打开灯，你不需要叫别人看你，人们会自动注视着你
May we always remind ourselves that we are the salt and the light of the world. Jesus did not say we resemble (像) the light & salt but we ARE the light & salt
所以，我应对生活有盼望，因为我所信的上帝是全能的父，无人能及的永在的主宰！
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取自《 Improving Your serve: The art of unself Living》, by Charles R. Swindoll
Salt and Light
Matthew 5：13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.
13 你们是世上的盐。盐若失了味，怎能叫他再咸呢？以後无用，不过丢在外面，被人践踏了。14 你们是世上的光。城造在山上是不能隐藏的。 15 人点灯，不放在斗底下，是放在灯台上，就照亮一家的人。16 你们的光也当这样照在人前，叫他们看见你们的好行为，便将荣耀归给你们在天上的父。
何谓盐？
1. 调味所用，没有声音，没有颜色
2. 需要从瓶中撒出去，平均分散在各地：这提醒基督徒要分散，不要一味的聚在自己的团体里
3. 增加味道： 人不会说“这是好盐”。反之，人会说“这食物很可口”。
4. 与其他调味料不同，不能被仿造：它有它的特色，要用了才知道它有多好用
何谓光？
1. 它是沉默的，没有噪音，没有飞溅的火花，没有零乱的标语：它是如此单纯的发光，像一座灯塔，向四方八面绽放光芒
2. 光是引路的，没有字，没有讲章：耶稣说别人看到我们的行为，没说别人听到我们
3. 光吸引注意力：当你在暗室中打开灯，你不需要叫别人看你，人们会自动注视着你
May we always remind ourselves that we are the salt and the light of the world. Jesus did not say we resemble (像) the light & salt but we ARE the light & salt
Sunday, November 5, 2006
What will happen if a shepherd is a bit inconsiderate and self-centred?
I could not imagine this, I feel that it is just not right. Not right for them to think and act like that. Sigh...
How are they going to take care of the sheeps in future? I wonder :( It is very scary that a shepherd behaves insensitive and do not feel the needs of the sheeps around him. How can this be happen? It's gonna to be tough :(
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
I could not imagine this, I feel that it is just not right. Not right for them to think and act like that. Sigh...
How are they going to take care of the sheeps in future? I wonder :( It is very scary that a shepherd behaves insensitive and do not feel the needs of the sheeps around him. How can this be happen? It's gonna to be tough :(
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Wednesday, November 1, 2006
Counting down...
Hmm now we are counting down...
Awaiting for kaiyao's arrival. Hope the delievery is smooth and both WC and him are safe and healthy...
Tai Sun Hung's second son is getting married on 11th Nov!
Everybody in the family need to adapt to the changes. In fact, these two are good changes :) It is a happy thing to share
I need to learn to get used of the absence of kor, chances of having meals together & chit chatting will be reduced significantly. I think emotionally I am kinda attached to him since young.
Kaiyue has grown up and she is such a lovely toddler. We all lover her very much and she is kinda smart and cheeky. Hee :) I sincerely hope that both Kaiyao and Kaiyue will grow and become a God-centred people in Christ.
Does it mean I can have my room soon? Haa... Dunno ler...
Awaiting for kaiyao's arrival. Hope the delievery is smooth and both WC and him are safe and healthy...
Tai Sun Hung's second son is getting married on 11th Nov!
Everybody in the family need to adapt to the changes. In fact, these two are good changes :) It is a happy thing to share
I need to learn to get used of the absence of kor, chances of having meals together & chit chatting will be reduced significantly. I think emotionally I am kinda attached to him since young.
Kaiyue has grown up and she is such a lovely toddler. We all lover her very much and she is kinda smart and cheeky. Hee :) I sincerely hope that both Kaiyao and Kaiyue will grow and become a God-centred people in Christ.
Does it mean I can have my room soon? Haa... Dunno ler...
Monday, October 30, 2006
Roger shared this to a few if us...
When your request is wrong, God says NO
When it is not God's timing, God says WAIT
When you are wrong, God says GROW
When your request is right, and when it is God's timing and when you are right, God says GO
Although this is a bit 老掉牙, it is still very true.
See Ye Kingdom first :)
When your request is wrong, God says NO
When it is not God's timing, God says WAIT
When you are wrong, God says GROW
When your request is right, and when it is God's timing and when you are right, God says GO
Although this is a bit 老掉牙, it is still very true.
See Ye Kingdom first :)
Thursday, October 26, 2006
It was a pretty cool long weekend
Watching 'World Trade Centre' with colleagues. Hee... First time hanging out with SW people, hmm they are quite different. Haa... Felt very sinful as that Carl's jr burger is not jr at all. So oily but the Onion ring is yummy, so does the Frappe grape + Sprite drink. I hardly have gassy drink nowadays.
Then it was Lishi Eval cum planning day
WTC reminded me again that loved ones, frens and comrades around us are the persons who keep us going and these are the people who encourage you, who hurt you, who kick you, who comfort you, who bring joy and sorrow to your life. Without their presence in your life, you wont be who you are today :)
Though the eval was a bit lengthy but I guess most had a great time. The game session was fun too! It was a time for those who labour in the house of the Lord or rather those under the BPMC Lishi umbrella to come together, plan and pray for the ministry. It was sweet!!
Sunday, nothing much. Had a sweet sleep since niece is not sleeping beside me. Haa...
Kor is back so 4 of us gathered at the living room, jotting down those names who parents want to invite for the wedding lunch. It was kinda fun and heart-warming. I enjoy this family time. Then chaffeuring kor around to distribute the card. At night, we had yummy dinner and durian and bao!!! Hee... ate too much for Monday but who cares...
I feel that the time was superb and I treasure it a lot. How sweet it is!!
Yesterday (24th Oct )it was baby Heidi's full mth thankgiving event. Apparently I am one of the 2 FRIENDs whom the couples invited. Felt so honoured haha.. But I feel so alone since I do not know their relatives and churchmates. But I am glad to have XY as good friend for 7 years liao. How time flies :0)
All in all, I truly feel that I am blessed my God in great way though sometimes God has not given me what I asked. I feel quite xinfu.
Watching 'World Trade Centre' with colleagues. Hee... First time hanging out with SW people, hmm they are quite different. Haa... Felt very sinful as that Carl's jr burger is not jr at all. So oily but the Onion ring is yummy, so does the Frappe grape + Sprite drink. I hardly have gassy drink nowadays.
Then it was Lishi Eval cum planning day
WTC reminded me again that loved ones, frens and comrades around us are the persons who keep us going and these are the people who encourage you, who hurt you, who kick you, who comfort you, who bring joy and sorrow to your life. Without their presence in your life, you wont be who you are today :)
Though the eval was a bit lengthy but I guess most had a great time. The game session was fun too! It was a time for those who labour in the house of the Lord or rather those under the BPMC Lishi umbrella to come together, plan and pray for the ministry. It was sweet!!
Sunday, nothing much. Had a sweet sleep since niece is not sleeping beside me. Haa...
Kor is back so 4 of us gathered at the living room, jotting down those names who parents want to invite for the wedding lunch. It was kinda fun and heart-warming. I enjoy this family time. Then chaffeuring kor around to distribute the card. At night, we had yummy dinner and durian and bao!!! Hee... ate too much for Monday but who cares...
I feel that the time was superb and I treasure it a lot. How sweet it is!!
Yesterday (24th Oct )it was baby Heidi's full mth thankgiving event. Apparently I am one of the 2 FRIENDs whom the couples invited. Felt so honoured haha.. But I feel so alone since I do not know their relatives and churchmates. But I am glad to have XY as good friend for 7 years liao. How time flies :0)
All in all, I truly feel that I am blessed my God in great way though sometimes God has not given me what I asked. I feel quite xinfu.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Sunday, October 8, 2006
xing...
Miss the days of teasing and being teased...
Miss the days of playing basketball and lanterns...
Miss the days of silly chat and jokes...
Miss the days of riding the bike..voom voom voom... at UKM...
Glad to see him after 4 years, I think. Hee... =) Still as smart and cheeky as before. Tall, fair and look smart! He smokes but still look good and cool. So many years and so much things had happenned, sometimes cant really relate to one another's lives... Sad but still, glad to meet him again!!!
I just pray that one day, we can find our happiness in His time and In His will
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没有任何事大到神无法成就；同样也没有任何事小到神不理会!
Nothing is too big till God cant accomplish; likewise nothing is too trivial that God would have ignore!
Miss the days of playing basketball and lanterns...
Miss the days of silly chat and jokes...
Miss the days of riding the bike..voom voom voom... at UKM...
Glad to see him after 4 years, I think. Hee... =) Still as smart and cheeky as before. Tall, fair and look smart! He smokes but still look good and cool. So many years and so much things had happenned, sometimes cant really relate to one another's lives... Sad but still, glad to meet him again!!!
I just pray that one day, we can find our happiness in His time and In His will
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没有任何事大到神无法成就；同样也没有任何事小到神不理会!
Nothing is too big till God cant accomplish; likewise nothing is too trivial that God would have ignore!
Thursday, October 5, 2006
Dr Ravi...
You are too good to be kept in the cold storage...
Justin...
You do not know means you are not close enough. You should not even thought of relating and getting together...
Tears almost come out... with Sake in her cup, she swallowed it and hope to face the reality bravely though it is kinda pain. Heart sank...
What a story... sounds so heartbreaking and painful. I am sentimental kind of people, i feel it too :( *sob sob*
You are too good to be kept in the cold storage...
Justin...
You do not know means you are not close enough. You should not even thought of relating and getting together...
Tears almost come out... with Sake in her cup, she swallowed it and hope to face the reality bravely though it is kinda pain. Heart sank...
What a story... sounds so heartbreaking and painful. I am sentimental kind of people, i feel it too :( *sob sob*
Tuesday, October 3, 2006
Kaiyue is unwell since Monday... poor bb... She has been coughing and having nightmares for the past 2 nights. When i heard her cough, i feel so pain...
Last night, it got worse. She had fever and the grandma and I woke up to sayang her and feed her medicine. When grandma was away to prepare medicine, two of us quickly prayed twice. Kaiyue is a sensible and smart baby, she knows that God will protect her and heal her. Then she calmed down n cried no more. After that, maybe due to the medicine effect, she slept sound till this morning... Lord, please heal her. She is such a lovely toddler :)
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Then I have such thought... I might not be able to have mine if it is meant to be like that. Sound so scary and disappointing but I know i will have to accept it and be submissive to God's plan
Teach me, Lord...
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Thankful for HY as she is such a good coach at work. She analysed the issue together with me and discussed the possible metric to use. What a nice lady!!
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Last night, it got worse. She had fever and the grandma and I woke up to sayang her and feed her medicine. When grandma was away to prepare medicine, two of us quickly prayed twice. Kaiyue is a sensible and smart baby, she knows that God will protect her and heal her. Then she calmed down n cried no more. After that, maybe due to the medicine effect, she slept sound till this morning... Lord, please heal her. She is such a lovely toddler :)
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Then I have such thought... I might not be able to have mine if it is meant to be like that. Sound so scary and disappointing but I know i will have to accept it and be submissive to God's plan
Teach me, Lord...
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Thankful for HY as she is such a good coach at work. She analysed the issue together with me and discussed the possible metric to use. What a nice lady!!
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Sunday, October 1, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
yayay, was on DOE course. It is a pretty interesting and useful course. DOE aka Design of Experiment, basically it is abt how do you design & optimize an experiment cum analysing the data. Prof Goh is knowledgable and possess good presentation skills. Therefore we never fall asleep halfway... haha... 2 more days to go :)
Feel happy as get to lead worship wid fellow sis this coming Sunday. I paint it as a colorful and nice picture. It is so good to have served God with others esp with the younger ones. Lalal.. this week xinyi and yuantying are going to lead worship tog with me... Look forward to the chemistry!!! and I pray that Holy spirit works within us and the congre!!
Hmm happy happy as I had a relax day yesterday. Enjoy the walk with a cold breeze, taking own sweet time to walk and never in a rushing mode. shopping... movie... hehe... thank God for a good and happy day though it is just a normal day!! =)
Feel happy as get to lead worship wid fellow sis this coming Sunday. I paint it as a colorful and nice picture. It is so good to have served God with others esp with the younger ones. Lalal.. this week xinyi and yuantying are going to lead worship tog with me... Look forward to the chemistry!!! and I pray that Holy spirit works within us and the congre!!
Hmm happy happy as I had a relax day yesterday. Enjoy the walk with a cold breeze, taking own sweet time to walk and never in a rushing mode. shopping... movie... hehe... thank God for a good and happy day though it is just a normal day!! =)
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Forbidden City
I think part of the reason I want to watch this musical is bcoz of Kit Chan. I went yesterday! :) I thought overall it was quite nice tho some voices cracked. Hee... Hosan Leong and another guy are quite funny. I get to know cixi better but probably the producer has painted a way too beautiful picture of her. ANyway I think Dick Lee is talented also. Ok, worth the $$$! Yaya!
Hee... come to think of it, i watched a few since last Sept... Sound of music, West Side Story, Cabarret, and Forbidden City. What's next?!
Actually the whole storyline also tell us what our world like today. We dun like to know the plain truth, we prefer juicy news and something abnormal like tragedy. Tsk tsk... so the media only write what the readers want to read instead of the real truth! Sigh...
power, authority, fame, gold and many more. Is that what you want when you are on earth?
Hee... come to think of it, i watched a few since last Sept... Sound of music, West Side Story, Cabarret, and Forbidden City. What's next?!
Actually the whole storyline also tell us what our world like today. We dun like to know the plain truth, we prefer juicy news and something abnormal like tragedy. Tsk tsk... so the media only write what the readers want to read instead of the real truth! Sigh...
power, authority, fame, gold and many more. Is that what you want when you are on earth?
Wednesday, September 6, 2006
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
"The most important journey of discovery is about you yourself. The university is where you begin to cut the cord that binds you to your parents, not that you should abandon them or your family, but to begin to fly on your own." - NTU President Dr Su Guaning
I am thankful that I am part of Nantah. Lots if fond memories during my NTU days. God has been faithful and forgiving. He showered His blessings upon me throughout my 4 years in NTU. THere were times when I was about to give up but God has never forsaken me!
I am thankful that I am part of Nantah. Lots if fond memories during my NTU days. God has been faithful and forgiving. He showered His blessings upon me throughout my 4 years in NTU. THere were times when I was about to give up but God has never forsaken me!
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Wonderful God
thanks to the hotel network. All is gone when it was d/c juz now.
Anyway, i think now it's the tiem to count my blessings. God is indeed gracious and merciful to me. I am well taken care and experiencing alot here. What a fruitful trip. I truly appreciate everyhing He has given to me. Thank you, Lord.
I am thankful for the PICS people I met. Howard, Bill, Patrick, Lyn, Mike, Young, Charlie, Adrian... CBP folks: Melvin, Will, Kesh, George, Karen... Deirdre, Max and ya, Daniel Wee & Ada of coz.
This is only a start and I guess long way ahead :) I know my redeemer lives and He is gonna to carry me thru everything!
Last evening in Hilton Garden Inn..just finish packing..hahah.... gdgdg.. so happy...
Bye, San Diego. I will be back! But i hope i go portland first before coming here. :)
Anyway, i think now it's the tiem to count my blessings. God is indeed gracious and merciful to me. I am well taken care and experiencing alot here. What a fruitful trip. I truly appreciate everyhing He has given to me. Thank you, Lord.
I am thankful for the PICS people I met. Howard, Bill, Patrick, Lyn, Mike, Young, Charlie, Adrian... CBP folks: Melvin, Will, Kesh, George, Karen... Deirdre, Max and ya, Daniel Wee & Ada of coz.
This is only a start and I guess long way ahead :) I know my redeemer lives and He is gonna to carry me thru everything!
Last evening in Hilton Garden Inn..just finish packing..hahah.... gdgdg.. so happy...
Bye, San Diego. I will be back! But i hope i go portland first before coming here. :)
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Day 5 & 6
What a tiring trip... hehe... we are overworked!!! ;p
Met otto and folks for pipeline stuffs. Hmmm again I must say taht they appear to be very sincere and helpful! Kinda suprised but really appreciate their kind thoughts. Hope thing will go well in future as we set up the model. Had lunch at Shien Osaka again... Yummy jap food. Oh... they scheduled me to work with Howard on Monday 730am. Hmm he is a veteran with 35 yrs experiences in HP!!! 35 yrs... haha... I am not yet born. Gosh, I am getting a bit anxious and nervous wrt the learning session. Thank God that I had the courage to tell them that I am new and not familiar with many stuffs. Hope they pardon me for asking not so intelligent qns. I guess it is always good to let them know where I am so that they can set the expectatation towards me more appropriately.
Last night we went to Balboa Park. Wowo, a nice park wid many museums in that surrounding. Then there is this Giant Church Organ... i think it is roughly 50 times the normal organ size. So cool!! Too bad there wasn't a concert yesterday. Nvm, I will catch the cncert if i come to SD next round...kekek.. later on, we drove to downtown and we saw the pirate ship. It was kinda let when we reached there. So din get to visit the ship mesuem. We had nice seafood dinner at Sea village. The breeze was sooooo cooling sia...
This morning we woke up quite early as I have to rushed for my Kayak tour at La Jolla Cove ;p Kinda exciting as going to kayak in the Ocean pacific!! Kekeke... I had fun. We saw brown leopard shark, Dolphin, sea lion and Orange color fish! So nice!!!! What a wonderful experince... first time getting so close to those creatures... Then we kayak to the cave... Had some tan... alamak..
Then we had mexican food for lunch. Eh... I dun quite like it but ok lar, good to taste it at least once. Mt Soledad is a awesome place. At the tip of the mountain, we can hv a 360 view at San Diego... It is a war memorial place also, and a BIg white Cross is standing up there! Torres Pine is another scenic place, along ocean pacific also. our God is the creaor of Heaven and earth. I feel so so so tiny as I compare myself to the universe. God is so faithful as He takes care of everything in the earth.
Thank You Lord, our almighty God. You are indeed powerful as I admire Your creation!!!
Today
Met otto and folks for pipeline stuffs. Hmmm again I must say taht they appear to be very sincere and helpful! Kinda suprised but really appreciate their kind thoughts. Hope thing will go well in future as we set up the model. Had lunch at Shien Osaka again... Yummy jap food. Oh... they scheduled me to work with Howard on Monday 730am. Hmm he is a veteran with 35 yrs experiences in HP!!! 35 yrs... haha... I am not yet born. Gosh, I am getting a bit anxious and nervous wrt the learning session. Thank God that I had the courage to tell them that I am new and not familiar with many stuffs. Hope they pardon me for asking not so intelligent qns. I guess it is always good to let them know where I am so that they can set the expectatation towards me more appropriately.
Last night we went to Balboa Park. Wowo, a nice park wid many museums in that surrounding. Then there is this Giant Church Organ... i think it is roughly 50 times the normal organ size. So cool!! Too bad there wasn't a concert yesterday. Nvm, I will catch the cncert if i come to SD next round...kekek.. later on, we drove to downtown and we saw the pirate ship. It was kinda let when we reached there. So din get to visit the ship mesuem. We had nice seafood dinner at Sea village. The breeze was sooooo cooling sia...
This morning we woke up quite early as I have to rushed for my Kayak tour at La Jolla Cove ;p Kinda exciting as going to kayak in the Ocean pacific!! Kekeke... I had fun. We saw brown leopard shark, Dolphin, sea lion and Orange color fish! So nice!!!! What a wonderful experince... first time getting so close to those creatures... Then we kayak to the cave... Had some tan... alamak..
Then we had mexican food for lunch. Eh... I dun quite like it but ok lar, good to taste it at least once. Mt Soledad is a awesome place. At the tip of the mountain, we can hv a 360 view at San Diego... It is a war memorial place also, and a BIg white Cross is standing up there! Torres Pine is another scenic place, along ocean pacific also. our God is the creaor of Heaven and earth. I feel so so so tiny as I compare myself to the universe. God is so faithful as He takes care of everything in the earth.
Thank You Lord, our almighty God. You are indeed powerful as I admire Your creation!!!
Today
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Day 3 @ SD
I thought today is a bit fruitful
We went in to the office quite early. Howard is nice, he walked us thru those plots n told us the limitatain etc etc. Sound so chim... then the meet up wid Bill open my eyes. Hmm he is quite direct and honest. Actually i kinda respect him.
Then we had a late lunch wid deidre and Melvin. Finally get to meet Mel... hahha... Went to Island for American food, that is Burger!! The HULA beef burger is so yummy!! Kekek... then at night we went Outback Steakhouse for steak again!! Kkeke... been eaing alot, sucks, sure gain weight.
The visit to CBP was cool also. Get to meet ink/pen people. The office there is alot moe bigger than BPD. Then we discuss some project related issues. Wowo, good input again.
Really thankful as I get to learn more each day ;p Terima Kasih, Tuhan!
We went in to the office quite early. Howard is nice, he walked us thru those plots n told us the limitatain etc etc. Sound so chim... then the meet up wid Bill open my eyes. Hmm he is quite direct and honest. Actually i kinda respect him.
Then we had a late lunch wid deidre and Melvin. Finally get to meet Mel... hahha... Went to Island for American food, that is Burger!! The HULA beef burger is so yummy!! Kekek... then at night we went Outback Steakhouse for steak again!! Kkeke... been eaing alot, sucks, sure gain weight.
The visit to CBP was cool also. Get to meet ink/pen people. The office there is alot moe bigger than BPD. Then we discuss some project related issues. Wowo, good input again.
Really thankful as I get to learn more each day ;p Terima Kasih, Tuhan!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Day 2 @ Bernado, SD
Gosh... what i wrote juz now was gone due to this sickening network!!! Ah well, nvm...
US30 per meal, that's alot. Anyway, i hope I do not overeat =) Had Shien Osaka & Charlie's Fortune Cookies @ Bernado Plaza, Athen Cafe @ Carmel Mountain. Hmm what's next? ;p
Went PICS today. Thank God that AIO team ppl are kinda nice, helpful and knwoledgable, not as bad and unfrenly as i thought. HY & SS are equally good also. I am grateful for the exposures. Hee... more to come...
yes, I get to drive today! First time driving on the right side... eheheh.. I was so nervous ;p ;p Thank God, we are safe
US30 per meal, that's alot. Anyway, i hope I do not overeat =) Had Shien Osaka & Charlie's Fortune Cookies @ Bernado Plaza, Athen Cafe @ Carmel Mountain. Hmm what's next? ;p
Went PICS today. Thank God that AIO team ppl are kinda nice, helpful and knwoledgable, not as bad and unfrenly as i thought. HY & SS are equally good also. I am grateful for the exposures. Hee... more to come...
yes, I get to drive today! First time driving on the right side... eheheh.. I was so nervous ;p ;p Thank God, we are safe
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
SD =)
Finally I am here in SD.. after hrs of flight. Hee... Still feel quite tiring... thank God for the opportunity and the protection!!!
Forget to bring laptop adapter... how how how? Cant expect SD ppl lend me one right? arghhh... Then my baggage lock and handle are spoilt.. argh... what a day... okok, stay cool
Laern to appreciate the nice surrounding.. it is very cooling here... hehe... lalalal
Forget to bring laptop adapter... how how how? Cant expect SD ppl lend me one right? arghhh... Then my baggage lock and handle are spoilt.. argh... what a day... okok, stay cool
Laern to appreciate the nice surrounding.. it is very cooling here... hehe... lalalal
Monday, August 7, 2006
随走随写
This is the article which I wrote for my recent Youth Convention trip @ HKCU. It has been publiched in CAC news :) I thought it would be nice if i post here also... enjoy reading
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夜晚，尽管是细雨纷飞，地面崎岖，多处的烂泥积水，都不足以让我们豁免在马鞍山上经历野外独处；大会就是拼了老命都要大伙上山。几经折腾，终于在凌晨2时半抵达山顶。就这样，雨衣，垃圾袋，寒衣，维他奶和小面包陪伴我在草丛中度过了两个时辰。抬头一望，漆黑的夜空，躲在云层后的星星，凉爽清新的空气，就只有这些。静默了片刻，就睡着了。5时左右，天亮了，进入眼帘的景色美极了！昨夜的辛苦没有白费，是值得的！试想，如果我没看见如此美景，我还会赞美感谢神么？神就是那么样的全知全能，知道我们常常会被眼前的事物所蒙蔽导致怨声四起，岂不知他已将最好的东西摆在后头，待我们去经历和发现。那我还为我的未来操什么心呢?!
<< 走进人群 >>
手提着清洁剂，手套，布，冬菇等，我们一行4个人到湾仔一户年过八旬的夫妇家中进行社区服务！乍看一下，屋子还挺宽敞和整齐，生活条件可算不错。老奶奶像总司令般的指挥我们做这做那，一点也不客气。当我爬高抹穿户时，心中感慨万分。身为基督徒，我们口口声声说爱神爱人，若不愿放下身段服务周遭的人（哪怕是陌生甚至是不可爱的人），皆是空谈而已。这提醒自己不仅是领袖，也是仆人。眼前的这对夫妇，孩子大了，屋子只剩下他们，看似有点悲哀，难道这就是城市人的写照吗？我的父母也会有如此光景么？
<< 委身 >>
闭幕礼时，每人都得要“献心”。这并非是强制性的，纯属个人意愿。< 献上自己...殷勤服事...尽心爱神...愿受差遣 > 看似简单明了的承诺，要行出来，谈何容易！我岂能如此草率的答应呢？我挣扎了许久，不是因为自己不愿被主使用，更关键的是害怕自己无法兑现对神的承诺。眼看多数人似乎无后顾之忧的涌上前，我慌了。内心的私欲，担心自己放不下；反复看了好几遍，也许我想太多了，太杞人忧天了...
后记
这次的青年大会可真考我的体力啊！可爱的电梯从营会的开始到结束都升起罢工的旗帜，可恶极了！我很有幸的住在7楼，共144个梯级，一天至少来回2趟；更妙的是，美丽的香港中文大学位于高山区，校园面积大得很，食堂，讲堂和宿舍的距离不是非常的远，只不过需要走10至15分钟而已。营会期间，两只小腿的肌肉绷紧得很。别误会，我并没有埋怨。其实我觉得这是一个很好的锻炼和提醒。基督徒尤其是领袖，所走的道路并不是轻省的，更非无难处无考验的；当环境不顺我意时，我更当咬紧牙根，凭着当初的信念走向目的地，因为我知道这是值得的！还好，我平时都有运动，感谢神我还撑的住 :)这小事提醒我要常常做好准备，因为我不会知道真正的考验何时会莅临！
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原来上帝真的很公平，他赐给每个人不同的遭遇，为要彰显他的荣耀！
我蛮欣赏HY的，她是一位很杰出的 principle engineer. 近来有机会和她一起用餐，其实她背后也有一些我们不常看到的辛酸。 原来上帝并没有私心，不管你的情景如何，他必然会开路，赐足够的能力和智慧去应付
<< 嗦罗 aka Solo >>
夜晚，尽管是细雨纷飞，地面崎岖，多处的烂泥积水，都不足以让我们豁免在马鞍山上经历野外独处；大会就是拼了老命都要大伙上山。几经折腾，终于在凌晨2时半抵达山顶。就这样，雨衣，垃圾袋，寒衣，维他奶和小面包陪伴我在草丛中度过了两个时辰。抬头一望，漆黑的夜空，躲在云层后的星星，凉爽清新的空气，就只有这些。静默了片刻，就睡着了。5时左右，天亮了，进入眼帘的景色美极了！昨夜的辛苦没有白费，是值得的！试想，如果我没看见如此美景，我还会赞美感谢神么？神就是那么样的全知全能，知道我们常常会被眼前的事物所蒙蔽导致怨声四起，岂不知他已将最好的东西摆在后头，待我们去经历和发现。那我还为我的未来操什么心呢?!
<< 走进人群 >>
手提着清洁剂，手套，布，冬菇等，我们一行4个人到湾仔一户年过八旬的夫妇家中进行社区服务！乍看一下，屋子还挺宽敞和整齐，生活条件可算不错。老奶奶像总司令般的指挥我们做这做那，一点也不客气。当我爬高抹穿户时，心中感慨万分。身为基督徒，我们口口声声说爱神爱人，若不愿放下身段服务周遭的人（哪怕是陌生甚至是不可爱的人），皆是空谈而已。这提醒自己不仅是领袖，也是仆人。眼前的这对夫妇，孩子大了，屋子只剩下他们，看似有点悲哀，难道这就是城市人的写照吗？我的父母也会有如此光景么？
<< 委身 >>
闭幕礼时，每人都得要“献心”。这并非是强制性的，纯属个人意愿。< 献上自己...殷勤服事...尽心爱神...愿受差遣 > 看似简单明了的承诺，要行出来，谈何容易！我岂能如此草率的答应呢？我挣扎了许久，不是因为自己不愿被主使用，更关键的是害怕自己无法兑现对神的承诺。眼看多数人似乎无后顾之忧的涌上前，我慌了。内心的私欲，担心自己放不下；反复看了好几遍，也许我想太多了，太杞人忧天了...
后记
这次的青年大会可真考我的体力啊！可爱的电梯从营会的开始到结束都升起罢工的旗帜，可恶极了！我很有幸的住在7楼，共144个梯级，一天至少来回2趟；更妙的是，美丽的香港中文大学位于高山区，校园面积大得很，食堂，讲堂和宿舍的距离不是非常的远，只不过需要走10至15分钟而已。营会期间，两只小腿的肌肉绷紧得很。别误会，我并没有埋怨。其实我觉得这是一个很好的锻炼和提醒。基督徒尤其是领袖，所走的道路并不是轻省的，更非无难处无考验的；当环境不顺我意时，我更当咬紧牙根，凭着当初的信念走向目的地，因为我知道这是值得的！还好，我平时都有运动，感谢神我还撑的住 :)这小事提醒我要常常做好准备，因为我不会知道真正的考验何时会莅临！
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原来上帝真的很公平，他赐给每个人不同的遭遇，为要彰显他的荣耀！
我蛮欣赏HY的，她是一位很杰出的 principle engineer. 近来有机会和她一起用餐，其实她背后也有一些我们不常看到的辛酸。 原来上帝并没有私心，不管你的情景如何，他必然会开路，赐足够的能力和智慧去应付
Tuesday, August 1, 2006
MAP: print, scan, copy
I think I will miss doing colormapping in future... Having fun with rev 4 ink and I went thru the steps, procedures, my own tweaking methods, @ my own pace! Still dun understand why they need 3-4 days to cut a map ;D haha... although mine is not the perfect and final one, but I am happy with what I did
Moving on to scan and copy maps soon. Linux platform and C shell script. Something worth exploring =) Kinda look forward to work on that and of coz my SD trip and stay. Kekek...
I think tongue is really a very and super wonderful organ! Hmm these days complaints are all around in the office. Colleagues are criticizing managers openly and press them for decision. Hmm sometimes I also feel that management is a bit.... errr... chicken ler... Why they do not have the courage to make announcement? We know things change, people change and I think most of us are ready for the change. but why do they still dilly delly? Hmmm... Lord, please teach me to guard my tongue, knowing that I am Your workmanship, created in You to do good work, which You prepared in advance for me to do.
Why they haven asked me to go for VISA interview? Arghh.. losing patience... hehe... ok, stay cool.
Moving on to scan and copy maps soon. Linux platform and C shell script. Something worth exploring =) Kinda look forward to work on that and of coz my SD trip and stay. Kekek...
I think tongue is really a very and super wonderful organ! Hmm these days complaints are all around in the office. Colleagues are criticizing managers openly and press them for decision. Hmm sometimes I also feel that management is a bit.... errr... chicken ler... Why they do not have the courage to make announcement? We know things change, people change and I think most of us are ready for the change. but why do they still dilly delly? Hmmm... Lord, please teach me to guard my tongue, knowing that I am Your workmanship, created in You to do good work, which You prepared in advance for me to do.
Why they haven asked me to go for VISA interview? Arghh.. losing patience... hehe... ok, stay cool.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Cabaret @ Esplanade
It is not always good to settle for lower apple. Can go up a bit more? Those up there could be sweeter :) -Herr Schultz to Fraulein Schneider
It was a good musical. Worth the money and exceed my expectation. :) I think local production crew all not bad uh!! Well done, Beatrice Chia-Richmond!!!
Note: Beau -> Bea. Thanks to sherlyn hor... kekek
It was a good musical. Worth the money and exceed my expectation. :) I think local production crew all not bad uh!! Well done, Beatrice Chia-Richmond!!!
Note: Beau -> Bea. Thanks to sherlyn hor... kekek
mahjong
haa... let me blog abt mahjong... my personal view lar...
Eh... nothing wrong with mahjong actually esp when we play for fun... Is it a form of gambling? Yes, when it involves money or any other form of bets... What is more impt is why do we want to do that? No other better thing to do or? Hmm i think this right or wrong thing is quite tricky :D
In order not to cause others fall, I would say I rather dun play. What if one day my friend just quotes me as the example, saying that Christians also play mahjong (eventhough it is without any bet). What kind of image will we project? I am a coward, i rather dun take the risk.
Actually mahjong, drink, clubbing, skimpy clothes, smoking... these are all the same... Bible does not state clearly that we can or cannot do. What bible tells us is... do whatever that honours God and do not be the stumbling block for others... God is good, He puts a yardstick in our hearts. He grants us the freewill to choose. So the choice is yours! At the end of the day, you are the one who is accountable to Him and those around you :)
Eh... nothing wrong with mahjong actually esp when we play for fun... Is it a form of gambling? Yes, when it involves money or any other form of bets... What is more impt is why do we want to do that? No other better thing to do or? Hmm i think this right or wrong thing is quite tricky :D
In order not to cause others fall, I would say I rather dun play. What if one day my friend just quotes me as the example, saying that Christians also play mahjong (eventhough it is without any bet). What kind of image will we project? I am a coward, i rather dun take the risk.
Actually mahjong, drink, clubbing, skimpy clothes, smoking... these are all the same... Bible does not state clearly that we can or cannot do. What bible tells us is... do whatever that honours God and do not be the stumbling block for others... God is good, He puts a yardstick in our hearts. He grants us the freewill to choose. So the choice is yours! At the end of the day, you are the one who is accountable to Him and those around you :)
Sunday, July 16, 2006
It was an exciting weekend...
First it was the weekday cell grp. Was quite nervous when I started to lead the discussion. Thank God for the presence of the Holy spirit. Though I am dumb in speech and I can see that the whole session was filled by God's glory and mercies!!
Vivian, Joseph, ShiYun, Gaosheng and I just started to pour out more and made the effort to share. A good start =) Since we used church premises, we were forced to leave at 10pm. We reunioned with our buddy group @ Ah Mei for kopi. A nice fellowship. Glad to have everyone there, at least for myself , i never thought we will have such combination. Was super high after that CG. hee...
Then sat... went to J's hse ... hee.. while they are busily playing mahjong, I had fun at the kitchen. Hmm i dunno how to play mahjong and I dun wan to learn. Although ppl said mahjong is good for brain but hmmm... I think we, Christians shd be the insulators of the world. Ah well, friends never force me to play...hehe... We had fun chitchatting, cooking and serving :)
Yesterday... I pledge to God... hmm in term of how would I live to worship Him. I better keep my promise and work toward it. Hee....
TOnight going to be fun again!!!! Dinner at my place...keke... under dark blue sky...kekek
First it was the weekday cell grp. Was quite nervous when I started to lead the discussion. Thank God for the presence of the Holy spirit. Though I am dumb in speech and I can see that the whole session was filled by God's glory and mercies!!
Vivian, Joseph, ShiYun, Gaosheng and I just started to pour out more and made the effort to share. A good start =) Since we used church premises, we were forced to leave at 10pm. We reunioned with our buddy group @ Ah Mei for kopi. A nice fellowship. Glad to have everyone there, at least for myself , i never thought we will have such combination. Was super high after that CG. hee...
Then sat... went to J's hse ... hee.. while they are busily playing mahjong, I had fun at the kitchen. Hmm i dunno how to play mahjong and I dun wan to learn. Although ppl said mahjong is good for brain but hmmm... I think we, Christians shd be the insulators of the world. Ah well, friends never force me to play...hehe... We had fun chitchatting, cooking and serving :)
Yesterday... I pledge to God... hmm in term of how would I live to worship Him. I better keep my promise and work toward it. Hee....
TOnight going to be fun again!!!! Dinner at my place...keke... under dark blue sky...kekek
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
mix n match
How time flies.... it's now mid-July already.
Church has started off the 40dop campaign and everybody is quite occupied with the preparation and execution. Really hope that this campaign will somehow transform us in many little ways
It was a busy and tiring weekend. Went to Kent Ridge Park after CG ... Hmm the air there is like so fresh, not humid at all, no skyscrapers which block my views, only tree, benches, lights and people... I agree with what QY shared: Divine Encounter. It is a very important substance in everything in our lives. If it is not will by God, hoho... then you wait long long and bound to meet obstacles!!
Bro was off so we actually had a good chatting. Hmm he is getting married soon, in 3+ mths time. Can see his struggles and burdens.... good that we talk :D and hor... yesterday he helped me to clean the hse coz I gotta host a few frens at night. My bro is someone who will help with the chores lo... hehe...
Haiya, must mention this. Uncle LF is very kind and nice. He helped me to buy durian from KT!!! We din get to eat durian on Sun so i was quite disappointed. Then the next day when I was on my way home, ring ring ring... Where are you now? HOw many durians you want? What time you will reach home? Haa... then he chaffeur those durians to my hse.... kekek... Yummy!!! So touched by his kind gesture. So thoughtful!!! Thank God for this uncle
Last night, we had a simple dinner cum gathering at my place. CH, JJ, CY, SM, HC and myself. We had pasta, shredded chicken with foccacia bread, orange cereal raisin salad, egg, toto, lettuce, juice, layered ice-cream... kekeke... Thank God for giving me a chance to host my dear bro n sis from CCF. Hmm... all of us are foreigners and I think inviting them for dinner is a gd idea so as to give them a homely feel :D I imagine myself as a dajie... just like what tse sisters always do. They treat us well... so i must share out my love too...hehe
had Jap food for team lunch. Wowo... spend the money like nobody business. The APPLE ice cream ball i had costs 8 buck... duh, i din finish it... coz too full... what a waste :D
Church has started off the 40dop campaign and everybody is quite occupied with the preparation and execution. Really hope that this campaign will somehow transform us in many little ways
It was a busy and tiring weekend. Went to Kent Ridge Park after CG ... Hmm the air there is like so fresh, not humid at all, no skyscrapers which block my views, only tree, benches, lights and people... I agree with what QY shared: Divine Encounter. It is a very important substance in everything in our lives. If it is not will by God, hoho... then you wait long long and bound to meet obstacles!!
Bro was off so we actually had a good chatting. Hmm he is getting married soon, in 3+ mths time. Can see his struggles and burdens.... good that we talk :D and hor... yesterday he helped me to clean the hse coz I gotta host a few frens at night. My bro is someone who will help with the chores lo... hehe...
Haiya, must mention this. Uncle LF is very kind and nice. He helped me to buy durian from KT!!! We din get to eat durian on Sun so i was quite disappointed. Then the next day when I was on my way home, ring ring ring... Where are you now? HOw many durians you want? What time you will reach home? Haa... then he chaffeur those durians to my hse.... kekek... Yummy!!! So touched by his kind gesture. So thoughtful!!! Thank God for this uncle
Last night, we had a simple dinner cum gathering at my place. CH, JJ, CY, SM, HC and myself. We had pasta, shredded chicken with foccacia bread, orange cereal raisin salad, egg, toto, lettuce, juice, layered ice-cream... kekeke... Thank God for giving me a chance to host my dear bro n sis from CCF. Hmm... all of us are foreigners and I think inviting them for dinner is a gd idea so as to give them a homely feel :D I imagine myself as a dajie... just like what tse sisters always do. They treat us well... so i must share out my love too...hehe
had Jap food for team lunch. Wowo... spend the money like nobody business. The APPLE ice cream ball i had costs 8 buck... duh, i din finish it... coz too full... what a waste :D
Sunday, July 2, 2006
Be faithful & press on
40 Dop - what on earth am I here for?
Yesterday was the kick off day, most people i.e. co worker were in Orange :) Hmm I think church has spent quite a bit on this campaign...
Anyway, I think God has a mission for me these days. Though the visibility not so high, maybe not much of recognition, but but I think this is where i should start from. A servant shd not be too calculative, he/she shd just do what he/she is asked to FAITHFULLY. Ultimately God is the our master and we are accountable to Him and what we do. May I continue to be His instrument and His ambassador...
Din I say that I wanted to be a bit low profile and be a faithful follower? This wld be a great opportunity !!!
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Went for the HK Youth convention wrap up meeting yesterday. I see God works in many ways. He reminds and teaches everyone in various ways and with different approaches. Good to hear some of the sharing, quite encouraging :)
Also I discover something.... hee.... :) K, shall keep in my prayer. God wills everything and I should just take my hands off. Be good, LY
Yesterday was the kick off day, most people i.e. co worker were in Orange :) Hmm I think church has spent quite a bit on this campaign...
Anyway, I think God has a mission for me these days. Though the visibility not so high, maybe not much of recognition, but but I think this is where i should start from. A servant shd not be too calculative, he/she shd just do what he/she is asked to FAITHFULLY. Ultimately God is the our master and we are accountable to Him and what we do. May I continue to be His instrument and His ambassador...
Din I say that I wanted to be a bit low profile and be a faithful follower? This wld be a great opportunity !!!
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Went for the HK Youth convention wrap up meeting yesterday. I see God works in many ways. He reminds and teaches everyone in various ways and with different approaches. Good to hear some of the sharing, quite encouraging :)
Also I discover something.... hee.... :) K, shall keep in my prayer. God wills everything and I should just take my hands off. Be good, LY
Friday, June 30, 2006
Today... at the IPG expo....
I still get the same feeling but I couldn't do anything to it. What I can do is to accept the fact and be happy with it! Sound so sad and unwilling
God is good, and He always is...
I can feel my heart beat...and sense something unusual... but how? chey...
why give hope then just take away from me? I feel sad and miserable, at times
I still get the same feeling but I couldn't do anything to it. What I can do is to accept the fact and be happy with it! Sound so sad and unwilling
God is good, and He always is...
I can feel my heart beat...and sense something unusual... but how? chey...
why give hope then just take away from me? I feel sad and miserable, at times
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
随走随传Preach as you go - part 1
我们一行共22人浩浩荡荡的前往香港参加第四届循道宗青年领袖大会。地点坐落于与世无争的新界，一所颇有乡味的香港中文大学。是次主题为“随走随传Preach as you go”。青年们各来自4个地区：香港，马来西亚，新加坡和台湾
<第19组>
我被编入第19组，组员分别来自东道主香港，西马，东马和新加坡。他们是Bobo, 马仔，Vivian, Shermon, Meilin, 震东，振达
1。Bobo - 组长。他的体贴叫人感到温暖和被爱，辛辛苦苦的爬上7楼为的是要递给我胶带供夜间野外独处之用。感动的心情简直不在话下。《顺道提一提，可爱的电梯在大会开始的当天失灵了，所以我们上下梯级的次数不胜其数！〉
2。马仔 - 17岁，中五的学生，长得挺有帅气的，很好意的帮我将行李提至7楼
3。Vivian - 感觉像文静的大姐，有内涵，容易亲近
4。Shermon - 蛮新的信徒，小组当中最小姐的一位
5。Mei Lin - 我们之中的小妹，样子甜美
6。冬冬- 最有分量的一位，不管是身形抑或是属灵见解
7。嗒嗒- 一位挺出色的青年领袖，他的华语和广东话极其标准
《筹委》
有可爱的和尚牧师和高大俊俏的“专业人士” - 两位都很有魅力！还有就是负责突破营的一位会吏，鼻梁上夹着一副太阳眼镜，有型极了！hee.... :)
<第19组>
我被编入第19组，组员分别来自东道主香港，西马，东马和新加坡。他们是Bobo, 马仔，Vivian, Shermon, Meilin, 震东，振达
1。Bobo - 组长。他的体贴叫人感到温暖和被爱，辛辛苦苦的爬上7楼为的是要递给我胶带供夜间野外独处之用。感动的心情简直不在话下。《顺道提一提，可爱的电梯在大会开始的当天失灵了，所以我们上下梯级的次数不胜其数！〉
2。马仔 - 17岁，中五的学生，长得挺有帅气的，很好意的帮我将行李提至7楼
3。Vivian - 感觉像文静的大姐，有内涵，容易亲近
4。Shermon - 蛮新的信徒，小组当中最小姐的一位
5。Mei Lin - 我们之中的小妹，样子甜美
6。冬冬- 最有分量的一位，不管是身形抑或是属灵见解
7。嗒嗒- 一位挺出色的青年领袖，他的华语和广东话极其标准
《筹委》
有可爱的和尚牧师和高大俊俏的“专业人士” - 两位都很有魅力！还有就是负责突破营的一位会吏，鼻梁上夹着一副太阳眼镜，有型极了！hee.... :)
Monday, June 26, 2006
Monday, June 19, 2006
have been eating so much.. gain weight... COnsume too much meat le, must cut down...
Hmm holiday mood... gg HK in 2 days time... hope i can shop shop n shop!!!
Last friday it was a bad experince with AE... arghhh... I really dunno what is his expectations on the product evaluation. This is my first time doing PQ stuffs, how wld I know how to report the defect and how to highlight to concern... arghhh... a nasty one... haiz... nvm lo... take it with a pinch of salt lo.. learn from it.
I think i am a bit lazy... kekek.. hol mood
Hmm holiday mood... gg HK in 2 days time... hope i can shop shop n shop!!!
Last friday it was a bad experince with AE... arghhh... I really dunno what is his expectations on the product evaluation. This is my first time doing PQ stuffs, how wld I know how to report the defect and how to highlight to concern... arghhh... a nasty one... haiz... nvm lo... take it with a pinch of salt lo.. learn from it.
I think i am a bit lazy... kekek.. hol mood
Wednesday, June 7, 2006
It has been some time since my last entry =) I was too lazy or perhaps too busy to blog
God has been gracious and merciful to me. Looking back, again I have gone thru these Hi-s and Low-s by His grace.
PQ study, E-awards, staying back late, Cardio, KL-Malacca trip, Talk, PSDM & Reliability, Masque, GSS, Prayer, pedicure, buffet...
Hmm i am unable to name it one by one. Waaaa.... so absent minded... God must have been very regret for blessing me so much ;p
B4 and during this GSS... so far these are what i get... more to come when i go HK this mth!!
- GG5 bag
- 2 tops
- 2 pairs of shoes
- Teva sandal.. love it...
what's more... must curb myself from spending :)
God has been gracious and merciful to me. Looking back, again I have gone thru these Hi-s and Low-s by His grace.
PQ study, E-awards, staying back late, Cardio, KL-Malacca trip, Talk, PSDM & Reliability, Masque, GSS, Prayer, pedicure, buffet...
Hmm i am unable to name it one by one. Waaaa.... so absent minded... God must have been very regret for blessing me so much ;p
B4 and during this GSS... so far these are what i get... more to come when i go HK this mth!!
- GG5 bag
- 2 tops
- 2 pairs of shoes
- Teva sandal.. love it...
what's more... must curb myself from spending :)
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Friday, March 31, 2006
Thank you Lord. This hectic work week has come to the end. I am thankful that God brought me thru..
Next week.. esp first 3 days... Hmm i think somebody is going to miss somebody le. I look forward to that. Though I might not know abt the outcome, I think it is worth exploring. Hee =)
God is in control. May I learn to manifest His glory in my life!
Next week.. esp first 3 days... Hmm i think somebody is going to miss somebody le. I look forward to that. Though I might not know abt the outcome, I think it is worth exploring. Hee =)
God is in control. May I learn to manifest His glory in my life!
Sunday, March 26, 2006
It was a peaceful weekend. I din do much but just lazed around and the pace seemed to be alot slower than normal. Nothing very exciting but I know I shd enjoy the peace and calmness in life.
Went to a choral concert by 詹宏达. It was pretty good and I am still very amazed and impressed by the lyrics. 中华文化五千年的文化和文字，实在无法抹杀其价值。华文字体中所蕴意的含义和精神，唯有懂得珍惜和欣赏的人才会叹为观止！好伟大的中华文化阿！我为着詹老师能将她发挥的淋漓尽致而感恩，更美的是---透过文字，它诉说了神的大能和永恒不变的真理。
我为着我能够有明白华文华语的能力感恩，这是何等大的福分啊！
Went to a choral concert by 詹宏达. It was pretty good and I am still very amazed and impressed by the lyrics. 中华文化五千年的文化和文字，实在无法抹杀其价值。华文字体中所蕴意的含义和精神，唯有懂得珍惜和欣赏的人才会叹为观止！好伟大的中华文化阿！我为着詹老师能将她发挥的淋漓尽致而感恩，更美的是---透过文字，它诉说了神的大能和永恒不变的真理。
我为着我能够有明白华文华语的能力感恩，这是何等大的福分啊！
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
I am comforted by God's words this morning as I read Isaiah 49:13-18. It reminds us that God have us engraved on His palms. How sweet our Lord is :) I am truly grateful for His everlasting and merciful love. Again and again, He knocks some senses on me. He will not forsake me, He will never do that. Although I may seem insignificant in this world, I can be assured that our Almighty God actually takes note on me and He listens to my nonsense all the time!
I guess I need some sense of security. I met this drunk man last Tues @ Boon Lay interchange. I wasn't alone, with a few strangers, waiting for bus 187. This man came forward and talked to me. I was so scared, scared that He will eat me up. Ha...thankfully this young boy was beside me. Then the bus conductor came and everyone boarded the bus. Guess what, I was so scared till I chopped a seat near to door. Then there was this guy with a decent body build sat beside me. Wowo, I was so relieved. Haa.. guess that guy also noticed my timid look while q-ing. :D I am just like any other girl who needs security... Haa...
OK, I have submitted to God. Happen anot, I just want to commit everything unto His hands Simply cant afford to have my mind running wild like nobody business =)
I guess I need some sense of security. I met this drunk man last Tues @ Boon Lay interchange. I wasn't alone, with a few strangers, waiting for bus 187. This man came forward and talked to me. I was so scared, scared that He will eat me up. Ha...thankfully this young boy was beside me. Then the bus conductor came and everyone boarded the bus. Guess what, I was so scared till I chopped a seat near to door. Then there was this guy with a decent body build sat beside me. Wowo, I was so relieved. Haa.. guess that guy also noticed my timid look while q-ing. :D I am just like any other girl who needs security... Haa...
OK, I have submitted to God. Happen anot, I just want to commit everything unto His hands Simply cant afford to have my mind running wild like nobody business =)
Friday, March 10, 2006
Another week has passed. so scary...
I am having this headache, on and off. Maybe I think too much le... Was in an emotional roller coaster again. I still cnat get over and sort out my thoughts. I feel sad coz I have some disagreement with the person i respect alot. I just cant imagine how come it will ever happen... he is such a wise and nice person.
Hmmm
I am having this headache, on and off. Maybe I think too much le... Was in an emotional roller coaster again. I still cnat get over and sort out my thoughts. I feel sad coz I have some disagreement with the person i respect alot. I just cant imagine how come it will ever happen... he is such a wise and nice person.
Hmmm
Sunday, March 5, 2006
Wednesday, March 1, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Friday, February 17, 2006
Another week is down... I am indeed thankful for God's guidance and presence in my life
Finally I have got my laptop after a long wait =D Hope I can use it wisely and diligently.
Progressing well and still in the course of absorbing new knowledge, ideas, culture etc. There is so much to explore here. Better communications among the colleagues, this is something that I am very thankful.
Office politic again in another division. A fren is being bullied. Lord I pray that we, Christians in this workplace can shine for You and thru our witness, people can get to know you. What a blessing for being the children of God, we still have God with us no matter what happens. :)
A talk "The Pursuit of Holiness" by Dr Li ZhenQun. Indeed he is a knowledgable, quick and intelligent guy. Here is some excerps frm his talk.
神透过耶稣基督看我们 just like while purchasing pork in supermarket, we actually choose and see the pork thru a layer of plastic wrap. The pork is different from what it is due to the wrap.
We are called to be Holy and we are already Holy (已然) via Jesus Christ but yet to be (未然) Holy. The pursuit of Holiness is a PROCESS, hopefully one day we can become perfect like God for HE HImself is perfect. Perhaps we can never be perfect but we should be progressively heading towards the road to Holiness. Also, God is with us at any point of time. It is a horizozntal ladder instead of a vertical one. Be it moving forward and reverse, He will always there with us. What we need in us is TRUST.
Romans 12: 1-2 reminds us to have a Renewal in mind 心意更新. What does that mean? It means a change in
1. Thinking 思想
2. Attitude 态度
3. Understanding 了解
Lastly, Dr Li share this sentiment... REM...
Your good deed will not make God love you more. It is all by GRACE!
Finally I have got my laptop after a long wait =D Hope I can use it wisely and diligently.
Progressing well and still in the course of absorbing new knowledge, ideas, culture etc. There is so much to explore here. Better communications among the colleagues, this is something that I am very thankful.
Office politic again in another division. A fren is being bullied. Lord I pray that we, Christians in this workplace can shine for You and thru our witness, people can get to know you. What a blessing for being the children of God, we still have God with us no matter what happens. :)
A talk "The Pursuit of Holiness" by Dr Li ZhenQun. Indeed he is a knowledgable, quick and intelligent guy. Here is some excerps frm his talk.
神透过耶稣基督看我们 just like while purchasing pork in supermarket, we actually choose and see the pork thru a layer of plastic wrap. The pork is different from what it is due to the wrap.
We are called to be Holy and we are already Holy (已然) via Jesus Christ but yet to be (未然) Holy. The pursuit of Holiness is a PROCESS, hopefully one day we can become perfect like God for HE HImself is perfect. Perhaps we can never be perfect but we should be progressively heading towards the road to Holiness. Also, God is with us at any point of time. It is a horizozntal ladder instead of a vertical one. Be it moving forward and reverse, He will always there with us. What we need in us is TRUST.
Romans 12: 1-2 reminds us to have a Renewal in mind 心意更新. What does that mean? It means a change in
1. Thinking 思想
2. Attitude 态度
3. Understanding 了解
Lastly, Dr Li share this sentiment... REM...
Your good deed will not make God love you more. It is all by GRACE!
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Not what i will, but what He will
I keep getting this msg over the last few days
Everything is possible with God. Just pray to Him whatever you want. If God is willing, He will answer. Remember: Not what I will, but what He will
Jesus is great. Although He hoped that the cup could be taken away from Him, but He chose to be submissive to the sovereignty of God.
Everything is possible with God. Just pray to Him whatever you want. If God is willing, He will answer. Remember: Not what I will, but what He will
Jesus is great. Although He hoped that the cup could be taken away from Him, but He chose to be submissive to the sovereignty of God.
Wednesday, February 8, 2006
Things are getting better...
My skin has become thicker and I really pray that God use me as His instrument in this place. Lord, help me to do what I should and teach me to fear Lord only.
God does not look at what position or job title I am getting at work, instead He is concern whether have I given my very best and being faithful as a servant.
To add on, He cares whether do i compromise my charaters to obtain higher recognition,praise, pay raise...haa
My skin has become thicker and I really pray that God use me as His instrument in this place. Lord, help me to do what I should and teach me to fear Lord only.
God does not look at what position or job title I am getting at work, instead He is concern whether have I given my very best and being faithful as a servant.
To add on, He cares whether do i compromise my charaters to obtain higher recognition,praise, pay raise...haa
Tuesday, February 7, 2006
Monday, February 6, 2006
Within 30 minutes, I've got 2 news, both related to lives.
The mother-in-law of a church leader passed away this morning. I think the wife must be very sad and all grieved
GF told me she is pregnant! I am happy for her. But she scared of losing the job and baby is now unstable.
No matter what happens, God is still in control!
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Was on a roller coaster last weekend. Thankfully God still speaks to me via different people. Need to stay cool, get out of the crowd and spend time with God.
PDA - Pray, Discern and Action. It is only when you face the problems bravely and learn to overcome all these by His might and grace. Seek His direction and observe whether I am on the right track anot. Prayer is only the start, it should be followed by action...
The speaker guaranteed all audiences that they will encounter lots obstacles, trials and temptations in the years to come. She urged us to go back to the 'desert旷野' and have an encounter (相遇) with God. Renew your strength in Him and this is the secret of 重新得力!
Isa 40
29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
The mother-in-law of a church leader passed away this morning. I think the wife must be very sad and all grieved
GF told me she is pregnant! I am happy for her. But she scared of losing the job and baby is now unstable.
No matter what happens, God is still in control!
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Was on a roller coaster last weekend. Thankfully God still speaks to me via different people. Need to stay cool, get out of the crowd and spend time with God.
PDA - Pray, Discern and Action. It is only when you face the problems bravely and learn to overcome all these by His might and grace. Seek His direction and observe whether I am on the right track anot. Prayer is only the start, it should be followed by action...
The speaker guaranteed all audiences that they will encounter lots obstacles, trials and temptations in the years to come. She urged us to go back to the 'desert旷野' and have an encounter (相遇) with God. Renew your strength in Him and this is the secret of 重新得力!
Isa 40
29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Wednesday, February 1, 2006
STay COOL
I complain abt him as I feel disgusted by his behaviour, unbearable, hard to stay cool!! arghhh....
Then this wise uncle told me...
"Master your own gong fu. Be secure of your own worth. This is typical office politics. When org big, need to 'fight' to get ahead. Do not let it get to you. Stay cool"
"On the bright side, you must be doing good to let others feel 'insecure'. Focus on learning own skill. In IT, knowledge is power."
Then this wise uncle told me...
"Master your own gong fu. Be secure of your own worth. This is typical office politics. When org big, need to 'fight' to get ahead. Do not let it get to you. Stay cool"
"On the bright side, you must be doing good to let others feel 'insecure'. Focus on learning own skill. In IT, knowledge is power."
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Come, look back. What to see?
When you strain towards what is ahead, remember to look back. Hey, you will be amazed by how God brought you through and His amazing and abundant grace is always there for you!
当你很努力地往标竿奔跑时, 心中难免有不安, 不知道前景将会是如何,走起来也许会有些心惊胆跳...
记得,往后看! 神在过去岂不是保守你平安地渡过那些日子吗? 这就是恩典. 继续倚靠神吧!
Amen =)
当你很努力地往标竿奔跑时, 心中难免有不安, 不知道前景将会是如何,走起来也许会有些心惊胆跳...
记得,往后看! 神在过去岂不是保守你平安地渡过那些日子吗? 这就是恩典. 继续倚靠神吧!
Amen =)
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
战兢... 担忧...
I actually feel quite tensed after the team discussion.
I feel that there is a subtle threat. I am not as eloquent, 'hardworking' and jovial as the person is. Maybe put it this way, I am not a boot licker.
I feel so scared and insecure. Lotsa soft deadlines coming up and I gotta work on sth which I am quite unfamiliar with in a short time frame.
Shd it be a mighty mountain or a valley dark n deep,
the Shepherd of my soul will by my side. Amen
I feel that there is a subtle threat. I am not as eloquent, 'hardworking' and jovial as the person is. Maybe put it this way, I am not a boot licker.
I feel so scared and insecure. Lotsa soft deadlines coming up and I gotta work on sth which I am quite unfamiliar with in a short time frame.
Shd it be a mighty mountain or a valley dark n deep,
the Shepherd of my soul will by my side. Amen
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Shepherd Of My Soul
Martin Nystrom
Verse:
Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice, to listen to Your voice
Wherever You may lead, I will go
Chorus:
Be it in a quiet pasture, or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain, or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
©1986 Maranatha Praise, Inc. (Admin. by The Copyright Company)
Martin Nystrom
Verse:
Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice, to listen to Your voice
Wherever You may lead, I will go
Chorus:
Be it in a quiet pasture, or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain, or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul will be my guide
©1986 Maranatha Praise, Inc. (Admin. by The Copyright Company)
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Do what pleases God -PDL
Actually there are quite a number of ways to please God
1. Be obedient aka submit self to Him wholeheartedly
2. Always Praise Him for Who He is and Thank Him for His grace and blessings upon us
3. Trust Him in everything.
Hmmm Trust Him means have faith in God as He knows what is best for me. This is a lesson that I am learning now... i need a bit more patience... Yes... and dun let my own desire overrides what is coming from the God
1. Be obedient aka submit self to Him wholeheartedly
2. Always Praise Him for Who He is and Thank Him for His grace and blessings upon us
3. Trust Him in everything.
Hmmm Trust Him means have faith in God as He knows what is best for me. This is a lesson that I am learning now... i need a bit more patience... Yes... and dun let my own desire overrides what is coming from the God
Monday, January 16, 2006
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
When is it? Pretty girl?
J:How old are you?
P:Make a guess =)
J:24?
P:No...
J:25?
P:No... I am 26 already =) And u?
J:25... *wink*
.....
J:So when are you getting married?
P:Huh? I'm not attached yet, how to get married?
J:Dun belief. You look like those who are attached. You are pretty.
P:*Grin*
Haa... what an interesting conversation i witness juz now during lunch! So amusing... come to think of it, quite true though... :D
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Today Pm finally briefed me what I am goin to work on. Thank God that it was a good session. Slowly getting a hang of it... those terms are not dat unfamiliar anymore... hoho... gd gd... gotta start my engine soon =)
P:Make a guess =)
J:24?
P:No...
J:25?
P:No... I am 26 already =) And u?
J:25... *wink*
.....
J:So when are you getting married?
P:Huh? I'm not attached yet, how to get married?
J:Dun belief. You look like those who are attached. You are pretty.
P:*Grin*
Haa... what an interesting conversation i witness juz now during lunch! So amusing... come to think of it, quite true though... :D
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Today Pm finally briefed me what I am goin to work on. Thank God that it was a good session. Slowly getting a hang of it... those terms are not dat unfamiliar anymore... hoho... gd gd... gotta start my engine soon =)
Sunday, January 8, 2006
which lunch group shd i join?
Today is the fifth day at work.
Finally ali is back and he said he will brief me on the workload. Phew... so am i in carrier or corona? haa... no idea...
Actually I am not too sure which lunch grp shd i join? One grp always go out n eat and the other one go to the nearby makan places. I am not too sure which company do I want to tag along with. Honestly, I think I prefer the latter group but hmm..dunno what to talk to them also. Haiz...
I will still have to speak up regardless of which grp i am in. Hmmm i think i am not quiet type..but when it comes to the cofffe talk... haiz
Finally ali is back and he said he will brief me on the workload. Phew... so am i in carrier or corona? haa... no idea...
Actually I am not too sure which lunch grp shd i join? One grp always go out n eat and the other one go to the nearby makan places. I am not too sure which company do I want to tag along with. Honestly, I think I prefer the latter group but hmm..dunno what to talk to them also. Haiz...
I will still have to speak up regardless of which grp i am in. Hmmm i think i am not quiet type..but when it comes to the cofffe talk... haiz
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
My prayer
Today is the third day at work. Things are getting better and I am being exposed to more stuffs. Was introduced different type of testbeds. To be honest, what is testbed for uh? Hmm I dare not ask. Another new colleague does not seem to ask too much questions, so I just try to keep quiet as well.
Heard from CT how others treat one another. I somehow don’t really want to take in all he said lar. Not too sure about his motives, I just listen and dun comment lo since I know nuts. Actually my gut feel and my past 2 days observations told me that he is not so welcomed among all. Hmm… weird.
Lord, no matter what I hear, what I see. Please guard my heart above all things and teach you to look up to you only. Do grant me to wisdom to discern what You like and what You don’t.
I am just a simple girl, never in any office politic etc. Please be with me all the time and teach me what to say and what to do.
I know I am now really on technical path and it sometimes simply sounded too technical and chim to me. Grant me to wisdom and knowledge to understand those stuffs. Also, teach me to be humble all the time and always willing to learn.
This is my prayer. In the Jesus name I pray, Amen
Heard from CT how others treat one another. I somehow don’t really want to take in all he said lar. Not too sure about his motives, I just listen and dun comment lo since I know nuts. Actually my gut feel and my past 2 days observations told me that he is not so welcomed among all. Hmm… weird.
Lord, no matter what I hear, what I see. Please guard my heart above all things and teach you to look up to you only. Do grant me to wisdom to discern what You like and what You don’t.
I am just a simple girl, never in any office politic etc. Please be with me all the time and teach me what to say and what to do.
I know I am now really on technical path and it sometimes simply sounded too technical and chim to me. Grant me to wisdom and knowledge to understand those stuffs. Also, teach me to be humble all the time and always willing to learn.
This is my prayer. In the Jesus name I pray, Amen
Tuesday, January 3, 2006
deux jour
I am early this morning. Guess wat? I lost my way... haa.. couldn't find the correct fireman lift...blur like a sotong. Haiyo, then I just walk in using the main entrance lo, longer path but it's ok. It takes time to settle down, right?
There are certain things dat I need to adjust to. The corporate culture, the people, the environment, the techonology etc. I shall not pace myself too much... slowly adapt to it ba.
There are certain things dat I need to adjust to. The corporate culture, the people, the environment, the techonology etc. I shall not pace myself too much... slowly adapt to it ba.
Monday, January 2, 2006
first day at HP
today si my first day with HP...kekek.. finally manage to log in to the system...
I am overwhelemd by the jargon n technical terms they sued already...also, a bit disoriented...kekek...
I am overwhelemd by the jargon n technical terms they sued already...also, a bit disoriented...kekek...
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
a bit fat n tired
feeling quite FAT and TIRED actually....din really have proper rest after 2 camps and I am setting off for another mission trip. HMmm a new learning experience...
den den gotta rush back and fly away the next morning for my 14 days hols..haha.. hope dat i dun overeat else i will be regret as cant fit in the clothes on 3rd Jan ;p
den den gotta rush back and fly away the next morning for my 14 days hols..haha.. hope dat i dun overeat else i will be regret as cant fit in the clothes on 3rd Jan ;p
Tuesday, December 6, 2005
thx God dat I had a great YLC!! Learnt alot and the fellowship wid others are good as well. WHy shd i cont to stay in chinese churches? why we shd always keep those very tedious n lengthy church tradition? what is the impact of Casino to our entertainment economy? wowow.. great camp =)
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feeling quite weird..today is the day u count how many ppl actually remember you...haa.... Max Lucado..."You are special"... taught me a lesson too.... haha....
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On a separate note, I think a bit disappointed wid some guys in XXX. haiz... why they dun hv the same passion and sense of responsibilities ler? Hmmm maybe i am too critical... but bible camp really not impt mer? hmmm...
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feeling quite weird..today is the day u count how many ppl actually remember you...haa.... Max Lucado..."You are special"... taught me a lesson too.... haha....
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On a separate note, I think a bit disappointed wid some guys in XXX. haiz... why they dun hv the same passion and sense of responsibilities ler? Hmmm maybe i am too critical... but bible camp really not impt mer? hmmm...
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
23 Aug 03 - 30 Nov 05 一段宾主关系的结束
再过多几百分钟, 我即将与KKZ结束宾主关系, 画上事业旅程碑里的第一个休止符. 心中难免有些许感触, 毕竟我不是冷血的…
在这儿, 我曾经过着顽皮, 放肆 但却需要独立和有耐力的日子. 好坏参半.说不上极佳, 但也不至于超烂. 也许我尚未定性, 喜欢寻求突破,让生活有点新的尝试,新的冲刺. 简单扼要来说,就是不干安于现状; 与其说KKZ不好, 我宁可说是我的要求太高,太苛刻!
其实要踏出离职这步并不易, 绝非想做就做. 间中,内心也经历了十分多的挣扎. 我担心自己的去留为影响公司的存活,我害怕他们没有了我就像断了一条腿般, 我紧张我会背负着不义,反骨仔的罪名…一次又一次没有兑现的诺言叫我失望难过, 我讨厌欺哄, 恨恶不诚实. 这过程丝毫都不好玩, 朋友还取笑说为何我只是换一份工作却需要挂虑这么多…
我斟酌了许久,终于行动了. 其实没有心理准备我会再次投身于色彩打印这行. 神的惊喜常常是出人意料的. 我并不觉得能获得这份新工作是理所当然的;我深知若非神参与在其中, 一切将不可能成就!
提出辞呈时更让我感触良多.也许很多时候大家只会顾及个人的利害关系吧, 难道追求自己的梦也是一种错吗? 这梦极有可能会带我走上名利, 金钱的斗争, 甚至会迷失自我. 求神施与怜悯, 保守我的心,岂不知我活着应该像光明之子么,目的就是要将生命的道表明出来!
在这儿, 我曾经过着顽皮, 放肆 但却需要独立和有耐力的日子. 好坏参半.说不上极佳, 但也不至于超烂. 也许我尚未定性, 喜欢寻求突破,让生活有点新的尝试,新的冲刺. 简单扼要来说,就是不干安于现状; 与其说KKZ不好, 我宁可说是我的要求太高,太苛刻!
其实要踏出离职这步并不易, 绝非想做就做. 间中,内心也经历了十分多的挣扎. 我担心自己的去留为影响公司的存活,我害怕他们没有了我就像断了一条腿般, 我紧张我会背负着不义,反骨仔的罪名…一次又一次没有兑现的诺言叫我失望难过, 我讨厌欺哄, 恨恶不诚实. 这过程丝毫都不好玩, 朋友还取笑说为何我只是换一份工作却需要挂虑这么多…
我斟酌了许久,终于行动了. 其实没有心理准备我会再次投身于色彩打印这行. 神的惊喜常常是出人意料的. 我并不觉得能获得这份新工作是理所当然的;我深知若非神参与在其中, 一切将不可能成就!
提出辞呈时更让我感触良多.也许很多时候大家只会顾及个人的利害关系吧, 难道追求自己的梦也是一种错吗? 这梦极有可能会带我走上名利, 金钱的斗争, 甚至会迷失自我. 求神施与怜悯, 保守我的心,岂不知我活着应该像光明之子么,目的就是要将生命的道表明出来!
Monday, November 28, 2005
Random thoughts on 30th Nov
Today is the second last day at work... Hmm gonna to end this phase soon... mixed feeling
Just some thoughts...
It is a place where I started to practise what I hv learnt in SCE, NTU.
I get to learn and use OO programming extensively for my baby software, Focoltone ICCS.
I learn about color science and some other knowledges here.
I met a good teacher who is my ex-proj leader who guides me thru the process.
My VP aka boss wife is very capable, nice, smart and intelligent. My boss is so blessed to have her as wife.
I can always leave on the dot.
I can chat online, but the baseline is I gotta complete my work on time, which I do.
I always get disappointments with those unrealistic and irresponsible promises. hate it!
I am being exposed to those OEM and distributers.
Went to TBWA. Wow, it opens my eyes man...keke... Those designers are so pro =)
Cried twice in the office. both caused by 2 chinese colleagues...
Had nice & tasty food like nonya cuisine, rojak, lor mee, claypot laksa, YTF, prawn noodles etc.
Print stuffs from high-end laser printer 9500. The quality is very GOOD and we print like nobody biz!!
Attend HP TTT events... eye-opening opportunities.
People I met...from SIMTech, Canon, KM, Ricoh, HP, EFI, TBWA, A&P, KKZ... I am thankful for those encounters, be it good or bad.
Gave training to those management ppl and technical persons.
Did reverse engineering and able to decipher other systems...kekek
Cant possible name all... God has been with me all the time... There are times that I am nasty , evil or even down, but God has never leave me alone. Thank you, Lord.
Just some thoughts...
It is a place where I started to practise what I hv learnt in SCE, NTU.
I get to learn and use OO programming extensively for my baby software, Focoltone ICCS.
I learn about color science and some other knowledges here.
I met a good teacher who is my ex-proj leader who guides me thru the process.
My VP aka boss wife is very capable, nice, smart and intelligent. My boss is so blessed to have her as wife.
I can always leave on the dot.
I can chat online, but the baseline is I gotta complete my work on time, which I do.
I always get disappointments with those unrealistic and irresponsible promises. hate it!
I am being exposed to those OEM and distributers.
Went to TBWA. Wow, it opens my eyes man...keke... Those designers are so pro =)
Cried twice in the office. both caused by 2 chinese colleagues...
Had nice & tasty food like nonya cuisine, rojak, lor mee, claypot laksa, YTF, prawn noodles etc.
Print stuffs from high-end laser printer 9500. The quality is very GOOD and we print like nobody biz!!
Attend HP TTT events... eye-opening opportunities.
People I met...from SIMTech, Canon, KM, Ricoh, HP, EFI, TBWA, A&P, KKZ... I am thankful for those encounters, be it good or bad.
Gave training to those management ppl and technical persons.
Did reverse engineering and able to decipher other systems...kekek
Cant possible name all... God has been with me all the time... There are times that I am nasty , evil or even down, but God has never leave me alone. Thank you, Lord.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Counting down to my hols...
I am counting down... lalalalal...
5...4...3...2...1... Another 5 days and I will be free!! Look forward to my one month holidays before my new journey starts!
Will be attending 3 camps and 1 Mission trip... Gonna to be super exhausted but shd be quite fun and enriching! Then gone for good for 2 weeks!! haha... finally booked the ticket...SQ...simply love it =)
5...4...3...2...1... Another 5 days and I will be free!! Look forward to my one month holidays before my new journey starts!
Will be attending 3 camps and 1 Mission trip... Gonna to be super exhausted but shd be quite fun and enriching! Then gone for good for 2 weeks!! haha... finally booked the ticket...SQ...simply love it =)
Monday, November 21, 2005
Selling shoes in African?
A company manufactures shoes as well as selling it. There are these 2 salesperson, asked to go to Africa to assess the possibility of building a factory there to manufacture shoes. Here are the conversations between the salespersons and their boss after the recee and assessment.
Salesperson A: Boss, I think you will lose $$ if you were to open a factory there. Those Africans do not wear shoes at all. So it is very hard to sell? So just throw away the idea lar...
Salesperson B: Boss, I have a great news for you!!! I see the opportunity there... we have the whole market since no one has done it before. If everyone buys one, we sure make a big money!!! Quick come!!!
You see... we can have two different response w.r.t. certain thing. It depends on how you perceive it, either to be negative or super positive. We have the choice of deciding how we want to look at it.
So nothing is absolute except for our Lord God
Salesperson A: Boss, I think you will lose $$ if you were to open a factory there. Those Africans do not wear shoes at all. So it is very hard to sell? So just throw away the idea lar...
Salesperson B: Boss, I have a great news for you!!! I see the opportunity there... we have the whole market since no one has done it before. If everyone buys one, we sure make a big money!!! Quick come!!!
You see... we can have two different response w.r.t. certain thing. It depends on how you perceive it, either to be negative or super positive. We have the choice of deciding how we want to look at it.
So nothing is absolute except for our Lord God
Thursday, November 17, 2005
18th Nov 05
Finally I tendered. =)
Thank God that it was a peaceful talk wid boss. Hmm he still tries to keep me and dun wan to accept the letter. Argh!! I have made up my mind, so better be firm with my stand.
Anyway, I look forward for the new challenges ahead. I cant 100% guarantee that I can cope very well in HP but I will try my best and rely on God's mercies to survive. HIS grace is sufficient for me, as what HE has promised.
Think unlikely for me to leave on 1 Dec 05. OOps... how how?
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Met CCF grads last night. Hmm surprisingly 11 people turned up. Good catch up and fellowship session. We went to rice table den kopi-ing at city link. Those are the buddies who went thru thick and thin with me while I was in NTU. Appreciate their presence and I really enjoyed the time spent together. Ah well, those were the days.. Now everyone has graduated and most secure a good job. God blessings indeed.
Just a question... which company u work for really make a difference to you and how people look at you? Haiz... sad to say YES but this is the REALITY!
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I reliased that I still like programming... I made some changes for my software baby, ICCS. Feel so proud and happy. Hmmm think I may not have this kind of chances le... Ah, i am the one who choose not to deal with this anymore... so dun complain ya =)
Thank God that it was a peaceful talk wid boss. Hmm he still tries to keep me and dun wan to accept the letter. Argh!! I have made up my mind, so better be firm with my stand.
Anyway, I look forward for the new challenges ahead. I cant 100% guarantee that I can cope very well in HP but I will try my best and rely on God's mercies to survive. HIS grace is sufficient for me, as what HE has promised.
Think unlikely for me to leave on 1 Dec 05. OOps... how how?
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Met CCF grads last night. Hmm surprisingly 11 people turned up. Good catch up and fellowship session. We went to rice table den kopi-ing at city link. Those are the buddies who went thru thick and thin with me while I was in NTU. Appreciate their presence and I really enjoyed the time spent together. Ah well, those were the days.. Now everyone has graduated and most secure a good job. God blessings indeed.
Just a question... which company u work for really make a difference to you and how people look at you? Haiz... sad to say YES but this is the REALITY!
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I reliased that I still like programming... I made some changes for my software baby, ICCS. Feel so proud and happy. Hmmm think I may not have this kind of chances le... Ah, i am the one who choose not to deal with this anymore... so dun complain ya =)
Monday, November 14, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Confirmed!
Today I went to Hewlett Packard to sign the deal. Yes, it is confirmed;soon I will be HP staff, wish granted. I am grateful for the grace and mercy.
Why makes u think that you deserve to earn alot?! What makes u feel dat ur salary defines ur values?! Your company, status, how much u earn really can tell the world tat you are elite?! Nah..no no ...not at all.
Rem: we are only an instrument of God. He has a purpose for you when He puts u there. There will be tests and temptations, but place your trust in God and pursuit the sanctified life. We are called to be His children, so shine for Him in whatever you are doing!
I look forward to my December... a month w/o salary. Haa... hopefully can go for a trip...kekek...planning planning....
Lord God, I know I have to keep my promise. And I will ;D
Why makes u think that you deserve to earn alot?! What makes u feel dat ur salary defines ur values?! Your company, status, how much u earn really can tell the world tat you are elite?! Nah..no no ...not at all.
Rem: we are only an instrument of God. He has a purpose for you when He puts u there. There will be tests and temptations, but place your trust in God and pursuit the sanctified life. We are called to be His children, so shine for Him in whatever you are doing!
I look forward to my December... a month w/o salary. Haa... hopefully can go for a trip...kekek...planning planning....
Lord God, I know I have to keep my promise. And I will ;D
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Hello, may i speak to...
Hewlett Packard called. =)
:( ...
Thanks for the concern & Prayers, appreciate it *touched*
Note:
1. Is 'Enz' Ms Chu?
2. Hello YinYin, gd to 'know' it here
:( ...
Thanks for the concern & Prayers, appreciate it *touched*
Note:
1. Is 'Enz' Ms Chu?
2. Hello YinYin, gd to 'know' it here
Monday, November 7, 2005
1.5 hrs long Interview at Hewlett Packard
Yesterday was an overwhelming day... hoho... feeling happy =)
Was on leave as going to HP at 2pm. Hmm thank God that I have peace in my heart, was calm and steady.
Spent the first hour with 3 engineers. At first cant really catch what that Angmoh said and i kept praying. Asked for wisdom to understand what he said. Thank God, I was able to catch his words. *cold Sweat* Then they started to bombard me with lotsa technical questions w.r.t color output, catridges, case studies, projects i worked on etc etc. Although there were times that I did not answer well but I am actually very grateful for the opportunity. Feel quite happy when that angmoh said very good for my answers ;p In fact, I reliase dat God has prepared me for every step. If not for last mth HP's TTT, i guess i wont be able to answer those qns confidently; if not for the projects i was and am doing, I wont know that much...etc etc... Why i always so narrow-minded?!! arghhh...
Then the manager came in and talked to me one-on-one. Well, she asked what my hobbies are, the positions i held during Uni days, how i think abt my job etc. It lasted .5 hr. Thank God for carrying me thru all these. 1.5hrs in all!! Never thought that I can talk for so long, like being interrogated like dat. Haa....
It was an interesting and fruitful interview. I learnt alot and I experience His presence all the time. Ah well, I have done my part, so I need to learn to put everything in His hands. Trust and be submissive to whatever outcome is. In short, I am happy with my performance today if compared to the Friday one. Not by myself, but God's blessings.
OK, wait patienly ba, LY =)
Was on leave as going to HP at 2pm. Hmm thank God that I have peace in my heart, was calm and steady.
Spent the first hour with 3 engineers. At first cant really catch what that Angmoh said and i kept praying. Asked for wisdom to understand what he said. Thank God, I was able to catch his words. *cold Sweat* Then they started to bombard me with lotsa technical questions w.r.t color output, catridges, case studies, projects i worked on etc etc. Although there were times that I did not answer well but I am actually very grateful for the opportunity. Feel quite happy when that angmoh said very good for my answers ;p In fact, I reliase dat God has prepared me for every step. If not for last mth HP's TTT, i guess i wont be able to answer those qns confidently; if not for the projects i was and am doing, I wont know that much...etc etc... Why i always so narrow-minded?!! arghhh...
Then the manager came in and talked to me one-on-one. Well, she asked what my hobbies are, the positions i held during Uni days, how i think abt my job etc. It lasted .5 hr. Thank God for carrying me thru all these. 1.5hrs in all!! Never thought that I can talk for so long, like being interrogated like dat. Haa....
It was an interesting and fruitful interview. I learnt alot and I experience His presence all the time. Ah well, I have done my part, so I need to learn to put everything in His hands. Trust and be submissive to whatever outcome is. In short, I am happy with my performance today if compared to the Friday one. Not by myself, but God's blessings.
OK, wait patienly ba, LY =)
Thursday, November 3, 2005
4 Nov 05
Feel a bit lazy at work. Shdn't hv come today since I hv already taken 1/2 day liao... Haiyooo...
Going to Clariant later. A bit nervous and worried, not knowing what will be asked and what will happen. =) But I trust that no matter what the outcome is, His plan is always the best. Btw, this marks the start of the new milestone in my life. I am thankful for dat.
so sleepy sia...
Going to Clariant later. A bit nervous and worried, not knowing what will be asked and what will happen. =) But I trust that no matter what the outcome is, His plan is always the best. Btw, this marks the start of the new milestone in my life. I am thankful for dat.
so sleepy sia...
Monday, October 31, 2005
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Back to office againz...
Finally I am back, bagged 2 certs... kekek...not bad at all, with the help of another 3 AP trainers... haha...
I enjoyed myself for the past 5.5 days at HP TTT event. Good exposure and encounters with the people there.
Being one of the Asian roses there, I gotta learn to adapt to this multicultural event. Guess I am the youngest and participant with least experiences ba.
Met this office manager, Ms RM. She is a kind and nice lady. Helping her German boss to setup Intracon and taking care of everything. Quite a capable lady. She was HP employee b4 joining Intracon. WOw, she told me how she worked herself up from a technical person, to sales, presales person ,then working Internet campaign stuffs...and she job hop 2-3 years. Amazing!! She tried pretty loads of stuffs and have quite a number of exposure like giving a lecture to 300-400 audiences. Wowow... She shared her views on her previous jobs and ex-employer. In addition, she is a sporty lady. She plays gold, tennis, badminton, rollerblade, swim etc. Adventurous sia...
I dunno how to describe the feeling w.r.t TTT event in words. I am just feeling thankful and grateful for this opportunity. Thankful for the people, courseware, food, luxury et privilege. Is HE preparing me for something greater and more exciting? I dunno. But I look forward to find out more.
Thank You, Father!
I enjoyed myself for the past 5.5 days at HP TTT event. Good exposure and encounters with the people there.
Being one of the Asian roses there, I gotta learn to adapt to this multicultural event. Guess I am the youngest and participant with least experiences ba.
Met this office manager, Ms RM. She is a kind and nice lady. Helping her German boss to setup Intracon and taking care of everything. Quite a capable lady. She was HP employee b4 joining Intracon. WOw, she told me how she worked herself up from a technical person, to sales, presales person ,then working Internet campaign stuffs...and she job hop 2-3 years. Amazing!! She tried pretty loads of stuffs and have quite a number of exposure like giving a lecture to 300-400 audiences. Wowow... She shared her views on her previous jobs and ex-employer. In addition, she is a sporty lady. She plays gold, tennis, badminton, rollerblade, swim etc. Adventurous sia...
I dunno how to describe the feeling w.r.t TTT event in words. I am just feeling thankful and grateful for this opportunity. Thankful for the people, courseware, food, luxury et privilege. Is HE preparing me for something greater and more exciting? I dunno. But I look forward to find out more.
Thank You, Father!
Friday, October 21, 2005
眼张得更大了...
这几天来我有机会认识和看到更大的一幅图...
原来我已经慢慢的走进世界之窗...在一个小岛上有机会体验什么叫globalisation, 跨文化, 这才搞清楚何谓 cosmopolitan city 也!
惊喜的发现原来自己参与的训练课程,所教授的内容皆属国际化也... 拖惠普的福,我有机会晋升在这舞台,成为其中的一份子! 我从来没有想到我能够有机会接触这一切.
视野也因此更宽广了, 更不愿意拘束在这小小的舞台, 我想和他们分一杯羹,争取出位的机会! 这种欲望挺可怕的hor!
一顿饭竟花上1000元,为免太夸张了吧?! 这样吃可以吃掉一个人一个月的薪金, 似乎有点奢侈, but who cares?! 只要不管你我口袋的事,管他呢... 大企业的雇员就可以这样浪费吗? 世界变了,难道他们才是人上人,非得要大鱼大肉才能招待他们? 非也! 在神眼中,人人平等. 只是神给予每个人的计划不同,但这一切在神眼中都是好的. 这是我一直以来的信念,我也盼望我能一直持受下去.
原来我已经慢慢的走进世界之窗...在一个小岛上有机会体验什么叫globalisation, 跨文化, 这才搞清楚何谓 cosmopolitan city 也!
惊喜的发现原来自己参与的训练课程,所教授的内容皆属国际化也... 拖惠普的福,我有机会晋升在这舞台,成为其中的一份子! 我从来没有想到我能够有机会接触这一切.
视野也因此更宽广了, 更不愿意拘束在这小小的舞台, 我想和他们分一杯羹,争取出位的机会! 这种欲望挺可怕的hor!
一顿饭竟花上1000元,为免太夸张了吧?! 这样吃可以吃掉一个人一个月的薪金, 似乎有点奢侈, but who cares?! 只要不管你我口袋的事,管他呢... 大企业的雇员就可以这样浪费吗? 世界变了,难道他们才是人上人,非得要大鱼大肉才能招待他们? 非也! 在神眼中,人人平等. 只是神给予每个人的计划不同,但这一切在神眼中都是好的. 这是我一直以来的信念,我也盼望我能一直持受下去.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
stupid system
in the end i din take any tests. Could not log in and just stuck there. NO one there to help, eventho there are instructors around. Feel abit disappointed actually.
Going or a team building session cum seafood session at tanah merah. heard got cray fish, prawn, sri lanka crab, chicken, deer meat etc etc... Hmm in fact not dat keen to go since most angmohs n cant really click... haiz... I prefer going home to sleep actually. feel so fat after 3 days of traininfg..eat, sit and listen... sure gain weight one... then last night still had muddy mudpie ;p ...cham cham cham...
i am exploding soon... help help...
Going or a team building session cum seafood session at tanah merah. heard got cray fish, prawn, sri lanka crab, chicken, deer meat etc etc... Hmm in fact not dat keen to go since most angmohs n cant really click... haiz... I prefer going home to sleep actually. feel so fat after 3 days of traininfg..eat, sit and listen... sure gain weight one... then last night still had muddy mudpie ;p ...cham cham cham...
i am exploding soon... help help...
I am attending HP TTT training event now at PSA building... Feeling a bit tiredd and exhausted. Although I just sit there and lern, i do feel tired. All info and knowledge are kinda solid and important.Can my brain take dat much info? hoho... dunno...
Hmm feeling a bit inferior as I sit in the training room. Most are angmohs, experienced somemore. I am one of the 2 girls. there is this Aussie angmoh, quite arrogant, looking down on people like me since I am the most junior here?! Come on, I can also be knowledgable after 12 years lo... argh...Hmm... actually feel a bit extra being here.Not too sure where can I go after attending this.
taking exam soon... what if i fail the test? cnat imagine dat...
Juz an update. One door - ST is closed. I think I hv peace afte gd fren told me. =)
thank God...ok...5 more min to exam... haiz.. so what if i am certified again?!
Hmm feeling a bit inferior as I sit in the training room. Most are angmohs, experienced somemore. I am one of the 2 girls. there is this Aussie angmoh, quite arrogant, looking down on people like me since I am the most junior here?! Come on, I can also be knowledgable after 12 years lo... argh...Hmm... actually feel a bit extra being here.Not too sure where can I go after attending this.
taking exam soon... what if i fail the test? cnat imagine dat...
Juz an update. One door - ST is closed. I think I hv peace afte gd fren told me. =)
thank God...ok...5 more min to exam... haiz.. so what if i am certified again?!
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
4 large pizzas, sotong balls, chicken nuggets, breadtalk cake, chips, titbits, packet drinks...that's what we had for last xiaozu @ NYH
Around 25+ turned up last night. We eat, share and crack jokes. Oh ya, we celebrate JJ and YN 's bday. Was a heartwarming session. Everyone get to share abt their lives.
Many a times, we struggle, & we feel peace, we complain, & we cont grumbling, we grief, & we lol etc etc. God has never forsaken us at any moment. HE is always with us. How comforting it is to know such a fact. We had lots bible studies but the most important part is how do we apply it in our daily lives. The trials and tests are simply so real and too tough for us.
God's grace is sufficient for us. The father will give u the things u need when HE really think there is a need. Aren't all the daddy teh same?
One more sem to go =)
Around 25+ turned up last night. We eat, share and crack jokes. Oh ya, we celebrate JJ and YN 's bday. Was a heartwarming session. Everyone get to share abt their lives.
Many a times, we struggle, & we feel peace, we complain, & we cont grumbling, we grief, & we lol etc etc. God has never forsaken us at any moment. HE is always with us. How comforting it is to know such a fact. We had lots bible studies but the most important part is how do we apply it in our daily lives. The trials and tests are simply so real and too tough for us.
God's grace is sufficient for us. The father will give u the things u need when HE really think there is a need. Aren't all the daddy teh same?
One more sem to go =)
Monday, October 10, 2005
Thursday, October 6, 2005
my homeeee...
Hmm had a 2.5hrs long project hour. Haiyo, keep repeating the same old stories.I am getting sicked of it.
Somehow I found myself drifting away from the team. Hmm a bit half-hearted and have no drive to take part in the discussion & execution. Haiz, I should not behave like dat. Getting more and more negative. Hmm they still do not update us with the business progress. A bit sad tough. Maybe WL has his own reasons ba, so be it.
I met dis chinese guy, DX. very clean looking PHD-to be. Haa... wid a spec, look very approachable and nice. Haa.. but when he starts to speak up, hmmm some points being deducted...kekek =)
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Had a fun dazu last night. Although it was only a bible quiz and bible verse memorising night, I simply enjoy the fellowship. Think i must confess a bit, sometimes i think I am being too real to them. As in i laugh, complain, shout whenever i want to. Haa... i can be very sarcastic and particular at times. Really thankful that they accept me as part of them.
One sem down. I have another sem left. I think I will miss everyone one in ccf and the moments we spend tog. I called it my home as this is where i belong. Their love, acceptance, caring, forgiveness and sometimes scoldings...haha ;p
Somehow I found myself drifting away from the team. Hmm a bit half-hearted and have no drive to take part in the discussion & execution. Haiz, I should not behave like dat. Getting more and more negative. Hmm they still do not update us with the business progress. A bit sad tough. Maybe WL has his own reasons ba, so be it.
I met dis chinese guy, DX. very clean looking PHD-to be. Haa... wid a spec, look very approachable and nice. Haa.. but when he starts to speak up, hmmm some points being deducted...kekek =)
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Had a fun dazu last night. Although it was only a bible quiz and bible verse memorising night, I simply enjoy the fellowship. Think i must confess a bit, sometimes i think I am being too real to them. As in i laugh, complain, shout whenever i want to. Haa... i can be very sarcastic and particular at times. Really thankful that they accept me as part of them.
One sem down. I have another sem left. I think I will miss everyone one in ccf and the moments we spend tog. I called it my home as this is where i belong. Their love, acceptance, caring, forgiveness and sometimes scoldings...haha ;p
weird chinese...
So what if all the bosses are back in town? They din even bother to greet and update us. Haiz so sad. Although I was looking forward to their comeback, now I dont really think so. Perhaps out of sight is better?
Haa.. What kind of employee I am!!!
Think this YM very cute. He really acts according to instructions without asking why. Juz do blindly. When RW and I queried him for some of the calculations, he appeared to have little knowledge on what he is doing and push the responsibilities to MB and those profile creators. Haiyo, I know I am being picky and choosy. But you shd at least understand what you are doing ma. So when people ask you and you know how to reason it out.
Then during lunchtime, RW was kind enuff to ask YM how his wife job hunting coming along. Guess what?! YM kept quiet for a while and he blurted out "None of your business. Why should be bother others affairs. Should people tell you how many kids they want?"
RW was kind enuff, he din talk back. If I were him, I would definitely tell him off. What's wrong with showing concern? People ask becoz they care. You think we are so free to bother mer. Haiz... are all the chinese is the same? I wonder
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Got this sms yest. It says: "Go and look for the doors. God will guide you to the door."
Hmm how true it is? I dunno. Is it a sensible thing to do as in find the way out first myself? Hmmm....
Haa.. What kind of employee I am!!!
Think this YM very cute. He really acts according to instructions without asking why. Juz do blindly. When RW and I queried him for some of the calculations, he appeared to have little knowledge on what he is doing and push the responsibilities to MB and those profile creators. Haiyo, I know I am being picky and choosy. But you shd at least understand what you are doing ma. So when people ask you and you know how to reason it out.
Then during lunchtime, RW was kind enuff to ask YM how his wife job hunting coming along. Guess what?! YM kept quiet for a while and he blurted out "None of your business. Why should be bother others affairs. Should people tell you how many kids they want?"
RW was kind enuff, he din talk back. If I were him, I would definitely tell him off. What's wrong with showing concern? People ask becoz they care. You think we are so free to bother mer. Haiz... are all the chinese is the same? I wonder
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Got this sms yest. It says: "Go and look for the doors. God will guide you to the door."
Hmm how true it is? I dunno. Is it a sensible thing to do as in find the way out first myself? Hmmm....
Tuesday, October 4, 2005
罗马书8章
回来公司的日子更是无聊,但至少时间过得快些,也比较有人气...
终于,我行动了.我要耐心等待... =)
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查考罗马书8章让我获益匪浅...
1. 当我们相信神时,基督的灵就进入我们的心中.所以我们要学习过一个体贴基督的生活.意思就是说顺从神的教导,遵行他的诫命.
2. 圣灵也能体恤我们的需要.在这败坏的世代中,他和我们一同叹息.好神奇啊!! 当我们不知道要怎样祷告时,她用说不出的叹息为我们向父神祷告.有时候我们真的是只知腹中苦,也不知该如何向周遭的人诉苦.有苦自己知啊! 假如你有办法用言语或文字来表达你的苦,那它就不是真的很苦.苦应该是非笔墨所能形容的!对吗?
3. 没有任何的东西能使我与神隔绝,不管是生,是死,是天上,抑或是地下. 所以,圣灵也绝对不会离开你,除非你选择不信.上帝的爱如此恒久和坚韧. 试想:在患难苦难当中, 我有怀疑神的爱吗? 哎...罗8:28 万事互相效力,叫爱神的人得益处,就是按他旨意被召的... 所有发生的事情都是好的,是在神的计划和旨意里面.它不一定对你有利,但它绝对是有益处的.记得,除非你爱神,否则...呵呵...
终于,我行动了.我要耐心等待... =)
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查考罗马书8章让我获益匪浅...
1. 当我们相信神时,基督的灵就进入我们的心中.所以我们要学习过一个体贴基督的生活.意思就是说顺从神的教导,遵行他的诫命.
2. 圣灵也能体恤我们的需要.在这败坏的世代中,他和我们一同叹息.好神奇啊!! 当我们不知道要怎样祷告时,她用说不出的叹息为我们向父神祷告.有时候我们真的是只知腹中苦,也不知该如何向周遭的人诉苦.有苦自己知啊! 假如你有办法用言语或文字来表达你的苦,那它就不是真的很苦.苦应该是非笔墨所能形容的!对吗?
3. 没有任何的东西能使我与神隔绝,不管是生,是死,是天上,抑或是地下. 所以,圣灵也绝对不会离开你,除非你选择不信.上帝的爱如此恒久和坚韧. 试想:在患难苦难当中, 我有怀疑神的爱吗? 哎...罗8:28 万事互相效力,叫爱神的人得益处,就是按他旨意被召的... 所有发生的事情都是好的,是在神的计划和旨意里面.它不一定对你有利,但它绝对是有益处的.记得,除非你爱神,否则...呵呵...
Monday, October 3, 2005
after a long long weeekend
Juz came back from a 4-days break. Feel lethargic and dun feel like working at all! This sucks, isn't it? ;p
Had a good time with family. Spent most of the time on the journey and makan-ining non-stop. As a result, gain a few Kgs. arghhh!! Practically we did nothing much for the whole trip... Well, it was the atmosphere and bond that counts. Also, slacking at times is a blessing too. Keep eating and koon-ing =) Indeed i am a pig...
Went to Galilee church last Sunday. Hmm a church which nurtures me and equips me with many of my current gifts. I am thankful to God, the pastors, the kind elders who touch my life. Without them, I wont be who I am today. New generations have grown up and now it 's their turn to stand up and lead. Good good.
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Today is the 4th day of October. Hmm i have been grumbling for that long and yet nothing happen. I am tempted to try ST since gd fren is there also. But do I really want to be a SE? One thing I am very sure is I do not want to face computer all the time! I am very clear about this. I have been praying everyday for that UBS thingy. I dun wan to get distracted bcoz of ST thingy.* concentrate concentrate, focus focus*
I thought I shd have faith in HIM, why am i still trying to find ways on my own. He has a purpose for everything. Even If He does not allow, I am still OK and will learn to be calm and submissive. At least I try and have passion in it. I want to be accountable to myself and God, of course.
I somehow know what I want but I do not know how do I get there. Will I ever get there? I dunno. Which path to take? Is that the correct one? I dunno either.*puzzled and confused*
HE knows.
Had a good time with family. Spent most of the time on the journey and makan-ining non-stop. As a result, gain a few Kgs. arghhh!! Practically we did nothing much for the whole trip... Well, it was the atmosphere and bond that counts. Also, slacking at times is a blessing too. Keep eating and koon-ing =) Indeed i am a pig...
Went to Galilee church last Sunday. Hmm a church which nurtures me and equips me with many of my current gifts. I am thankful to God, the pastors, the kind elders who touch my life. Without them, I wont be who I am today. New generations have grown up and now it 's their turn to stand up and lead. Good good.
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Today is the 4th day of October. Hmm i have been grumbling for that long and yet nothing happen. I am tempted to try ST since gd fren is there also. But do I really want to be a SE? One thing I am very sure is I do not want to face computer all the time! I am very clear about this. I have been praying everyday for that UBS thingy. I dun wan to get distracted bcoz of ST thingy.* concentrate concentrate, focus focus*
I thought I shd have faith in HIM, why am i still trying to find ways on my own. He has a purpose for everything. Even If He does not allow, I am still OK and will learn to be calm and submissive. At least I try and have passion in it. I want to be accountable to myself and God, of course.
I somehow know what I want but I do not know how do I get there. Will I ever get there? I dunno. Which path to take? Is that the correct one? I dunno either.*puzzled and confused*
HE knows.
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